budgi - ive just come across this post, i remember cahtting with you in the TTCAM/L forum back in Dec and im so sad to hear of another loss. I oftened wondered how you were going. Im sorry darlin. I know this post was a few months ago now but i just wanted to say hi and I hope you are ok (if thats even possible).
if you feel a break is what you need to get yourself back on track then do it! you know in your heart whats best, dont be scared to trust it xx