Thank you for all your replies, I have just cried my cries out ready them, but I think I needed it.

Things are still ready hard and haven't really changed. It is what it is!

I spent the morning with two of my girlfriends who seemed to spend the whole time talking about their new babies. Comparing sleep patterns, breast feeding etc. I found it so painful and just sat there, I just had nothing to say. I don't feel like I can ask them to change their conversations when I am there, but my first miscarriage was ten months ago....maybe they think I should be ok now!

Never easy is it.