Hi SJS

thanks for your kind words honey, i have printed off the deanna plan and i was reading through it last night looks really good a bit like hard work but if it get to be pregnant then i will try anything the only thing i dont know if i can do is the cough medicine bit did you ever have to do that bit its just i have this thing about medicine i cant swallow it sounds silly i no but it makes me gag so much i can take tablets no problem just not medicine. i am going on holiday on the 3rd of sep to france for 2 weeks so i will start it when i am back from there hopefully i will be pregnant by then but i doubt it. i will need to buy some OPK's as i dont have any they are quite expensive i will buy some when back from hols as cant afford them right now saving also for holiday as we want to do the safari park etc so need quite a bit of money.

Curl

thanks for you message it was very hard to deal with and still get very sad all the time i have been seeing a counsellor as i feel so guilty about the injection i had to have they said if she was born she would have been in a lot of pain and would have died within min so i no the injection was for the best but at the same time i feel like i shold have protected her its a natraul motherly instinct where we want to protect our baby and i felt like i had failed to do that but the councelling is helping alot i dont think you ever get over it you just learn to carry on with life i am sorry to hear you lost you baby boy at 18 weeks that must have been so hard for you my heart goes out to you honey.

Munchy xxx