I'm so touched you are thinking of me, Deb.

I'm really tired and drained at the moment. My grandmother has just been admitted to a hospice up in Newcastle, we saw her on Saturday and I barely recognised her. I don't think we will have that much time left and the fact that I live 2 hours away at the moment is getting to me.

I'm also really over the whole TTC thing. I just need AF to come so I can start my clomid, but it seems there's absolutely no progress in that department at all... in fact, I think I'm going backwards! I'm contemplating getting hold of some provera to induce AF so I can get started, but knowing my DH is going to be away for two weeks in September has me a little reluctant to force the issue there.

I won't talk too much, as I am very down, but I'm sure I just need some sleep and then I'll be ok.

BW