So....... this is probably WAY more information than any of you want to hear... but..... since the miscarriage (and before first AF) BD has felt different.....

I couldn't really put my finger on it.... thought it might have just been 'dry', but it also just felt different down there, although I knew that physically nothing was different..... I didn't say anything to DH, cause, well.... I was a bit embarrassed/weirded out about it all... and I wasn't sure if it was psychological ie... I felt emotionally different, so maybe it was all going to change.... I wondered whether it was hormonal... maybe I was someone who'd not feel up to sex during pregnancy.... (and I probably should add that my sex drive is probably higher than DH )

anyway..... so since AF arrived..... it's felt good and back to normal.... only DTD a couple of times... but as DH got home today after a long weekend.... I was pleased to find that things felt really NORMAL today yay yay yay.....

and a big phew... cause it worried me a bit.... it would suck if this whole crappy process stuffed up that particularly important part of our relationship.....

so.... I wondered..... did anyone else feel that way? Has it been 'different' for you....? I guess I'm thinking it's probably normal, but I am curious... and perhaps hoping I will feel more connected if I know others have felt this way too....