I feel like pummeling something but am instead working quietly and cheerfully in my cube. So, am sending big hugs and love to all, howdy from Austin Texas, etc.

My 25-28 day cycle is now at 42 and counting. Four negative pregnancy tests. I get ridiculously nervous every time I consider calling a doctor. Plus I have to find a new doctor, I think. I should do that today. I don't know if it's a hormone imbalance, after-effects of my recent bout with the flu, my left ovary finally shutting down, stress, age ...

What would have been my EDD is coming up in just under 3 weeks. We spent a lot of time with our neighbor's gorgeous baby this weekend. My son is so good with little kids. I want him to have a baby brother or sister so much.

Sorry, had to vent a bit.