Delly - i cant tell you exactly how many DPO i was as it was an IUI where they think i o'd late - but my first BT which we guesstimate to be around 15DPO was only 26, so very low - i'm not 18weeks pg on that cycle

it's very hard to stay positive - but until it's over, you need to hold that thread of hope and tell that little bubba how much you love it and want it to grow

take care
BG