I'm so sorry to hear about your loss.

Hunn, this impatience is completely normal. You might be relieved to know that the first thing most women think, after a loss at ANY stage is "how do I fill this hole?" It doesn't mean you love your angel any less if that's what you want, and it is frustrating when your body can't keep up with that.

For me, I had to wait 6 months after the loss of ours at 12 weeks, due to molar pregnancy. That seemed like a life sentence whn it was handed down. But now, from the end of it, it wasn't so bad. I used the time to re-focus, and get really ready. I lost 3kg, got my teeth 100% sorted out, took a couple of trips with my DH away from everything, so we could have some time alone (you know, the stuff you look back and miss when you have a baby, well, we got some extra for good measure)

I would recommend doing all of this, and casually trying at the same time. Keep temping - it's nice to know where you're at. But give your body a chance to build a nice new home for your take-home baby. Expecting quick results, or trying too hard is setting yourself up for disappointment. That baby will come to you. Just take your time to make sure everything is ready for it when it does.

Good luck.