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[eliycsha]

Hi my name is Eli, i have just joined here. i have recently suffered from a m/c ( on may 25th) only 2 weeks before that my OB told me that we had a perfect strong heartbeat even though i am young we are trying again (testing soon) but even if i do get preg again i will be scared as hell till i get to hold the baby in my arms. this week i was supposed to be going to my u's to find out the sex of the baby even though i didnt know the sec of my baby she was still named. i keps having reoccuring dreams and that my her way of telling me

Maia Lei Williams - Forever in my heart.

[treelo]

Hi Eli,
Welcome to bb. Im so so sorry for the loss of your angel baby. I know how very hard it is to loose a child to m/c as i have had 2, the last one was last week. Its a pain that you cannot describe and would not wish apon anyone. I understand what you mean by not knowing the sex of your baby but you deep down you still know. I have named my last angel Hope.
Thank you so much for sharing your story with us, and please stay in these forums and keep us up to date with your journey to concieve. Hopefully you will have a BFP very soon..

hugs to you
treelo

[Leemar]

Hi , I am sorry for your loss and hope your TTC Journey is a short one. All the best

[ticklish]

Hi Eliyscha,
Sorry to hear about your loss. Similar to mine, we had a strong heartbeat and were told that everything was fine and perfectly viable - it wasn't! It is hard to comprehend isn't it!
Look after yourself.
TICKLISH.

[ElleJay]

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss
I didn't even get to know the sex of my baby, but I suppose it's better that way. Sending you big

[StrawberryMumma]

Hi Eli
Sorry for the loss of your little angel. Big:hugs: to you.
So many of us know just how you feel.

All the best with TTC. May you be holding your own beautiful healthly baby in the very near future.

[Muppity]

Dear Eli

Welcome to BB.

Sorry to hear of your loss of your precious angel.

I hope that you find all the support that you need here on BB. best of luck with your TTC journey from here on in.

[eliycsha]

thankyou everyone

[blackduckies]

Hi Eli, it is a really tough time, I hope you don't have to wait too long before you go back into a normal cycle. It's so nice you named your baby, I never have. I have always wondered about the sex of the babies and I find that really distressing. My psycologist suggests planting a special tree for each one of my angel babies, and I think that is a great idea!!!! Good luck for the future.

[Tamika]

Hello everyone, I am also new to the forum and i think it is wonderful to find such a great outlet for greif and discussion at a difficult time. I had a miscarriage last week, my angel baby was 12 weeks and like all of you find this most distressing time very hard to come to terms with, however we are going to try again to conceive and will do so ASAP, Just hope to hold the next one in my arms. I am also trying to find some way to aknowledge my angel baby with some momento but am finding it very hard, any ideas, i like the tree planting idea.
Tamika

[L-net]

Hi Tamika,

I am really so sorry that you lost your precious baby. You have come to the right place for support and advice. I bought myself a piece of jewellry that I wear every day to commemorate my DD.

I hope that yourTTC journey is short and you are holding the next one in your arms smothering it in kisses.

Take care as you heal,

Lynnette x

[blackduckies]

Hi Tamika, sorry for your loss. You are in the right place for the support you need, it's amazing how much comfort you can get from people who you don't know. Good luck for your journey and take care of yourself:hugs:

[justthe3ofus]

Sometimes sorry never seems enough, as a survivor of an ectopic and a few m/c all in the last 2 years, all I can say is never give up hoping, be strong and smile at life's hurdles.

[tempus moriendi]

I'm so sorry for your loss--I'll be keeping you in my prayers.