Hi Eli,
Welcome to bb. Im so so sorry for the loss of your angel baby. I know how very hard it is to loose a child to m/c as i have had 2, the last one was last week. Its a pain that you cannot describe and would not wish apon anyone. I understand what you mean by not knowing the sex of your baby but you deep down you still know. I have named my last angel Hope.
Thank you so much for sharing your story with us, and please stay in these forums and keep us up to date with your journey to concieve. Hopefully you will have a BFP very soon..

hugs to you
treelo