Hi everyone

This is my first post but I have been lurking around for a while but wasn't quite sure where to post.

A little background on me.... After almost 12 months of TTC I was diagnosed with PCOS. I was referred to a fantastic FS who got me started on clomid. To my amazement I fell pg on my very first cycle! I felt like the luckiest girl in the world, however a series of blood tests and low HCG got me a little worried. At around 7 weeks I went for an u/s and was told they couldn't find my baby - that is was hiding and the most likely place for it to be hiding was in one of my tubes. So 2 days later I was in hospital for a lap... thankfully I woke up to be told that my tubes were clear. Sadly though, a few days laterI had a miscarriage. I was devastated and still am.

I guess I'm posting because I am finding it difficult to deal with. Some days I'm ok and other days I'm not. Most of the people I know don't really understand what I am going through, and although they try to offer support they just don't know what to say so they avoid me!

At this stage I dont know when I will be ready to try again, some days I'm excited about trying again and other days I dont even want to think about it because what I have just been through was so awful and I dont want to go through it again.

But reading your stories gives me much hope and strength and I want to thank you all because this site has really helped me over the past week or so.

I wish you all well with your TTC journeys!

Fi