Hi Girls

Nikkilove i think you should check it out with your hospital to see if they took a picture i hope they did let me no who you get on. and you are right babies are a blessing i always thought if you want a baby it would happen straight away as it did with my last 2 pregnancies but sadly the second one had to end and now it seems like when i say i am trying for a baby it doesnt happen its always the way but i am trying to think positive now my af has finnished i can think a little better and more up beat so fingers crossed for those BFP.

mummy2chloe

You are right we do sound alot a like funny ah about the diet i have done weight watchers before and never got on with it i am doing slimming world at the min which i love the diet its just being bothered to do it its weird i eat when i am sad and upset but then i eat when i am happy so i cant really win but i am not gonna give up on it. i am gonna try and try, over the weekend i was a bit naughty so when i have weigh in day tommorow i will probably of put on but i am goona be really good this week and do the excersise as that always boosts the weight loss. but thanks for having faith in me its nice to have some positive thinking about the diet and as to clothes shopping i am like what you used to be i hate looking for clothes and trying them on its like i cant wear the clothes that i actualy want to i have to wear clothes for bigger people and sometimes there not half as nice and there is no way near as much varity as there is for the slimmer range but i will get there i will let you no how i get on. I am gonna try and see my doctor today about me feeling down alot cos when i lost my little girl i never spoke to anyone apart from family so i thought of maybe seeing a councilor or something not sure if it will help but its worth a try cos if i feel happy in my head then hopefully everything else will happen for me like weight loss and getting pregnant i am just a bit nervous to speak to him as everyone thought i delt with it brilliantly but no one ever knows how we feel deep down were all good at putting on a front. did any of you girls see a councilor if so what is it like? sorry i hope i havent put a downer on things also i hope you all had a good weekend..

Munchy xxx