O my god you might have a little star on your hands (harvey) how exciting you will have to let me know what happens with that. are you still taking the ovulex?? are you seeing any signs of them working? just think in 2 weeks time hopefully you will know whats going to happen with work?? i really hope nothing happens to you and you get to stay, its bloody terrible timing its soooo close to christmas, what a great time to be doing this to your employee's, what idiots.
Sofy
thank you sweetie for letting us know how the 17th went
i wish there was something i could say or do to take away this pain your feeling, i am so sorry darl. go and look into dh eyes and tell him that you love him and feel the pain that he is feeling too and just hold each other and love each other like crazy to help you both through this tough time. please know that we are here for you no matter what.
Well i am on my last day of clomid tablets, my scan is monday so hopefully something is happening down there, i am a bit worried that there wont be any eggs there or something as i am only on 25mg of clomid because i ohss on 50mg so i have been stressing out that cos i am on half the dose i wont make eggs, hahaha silly i know, either way i will know monday. Dp went back to work today so its back to stressing and being scared, i know i say this all the time but god i miss him, i really dont know how much more i can take, i am not handleing this very well i am sick of being alone i miss being apart of his life and he is missing out on alot in mine and dd lives, i would do anything to have him home EVERY NIGHT. ok i will stop there other wise i will just keep going on and on.
i feel for you so much it is hard and like i said its after the day that you feel it most you just keep imagineing what it would have been like to have this new baby in your arms to look after to hear it cry to change its bum to feed it to take it for walks to watch its first steps and first words god i am getting choked up its just so upseting life is just crap at times and you always seem to think why did it happen to my baby well we are hear when you feel ready to talk just take time and make sure you and DH give each other all the cuddles in the world and talk about how you feel take care. xxx
Mummy2chloe
Yeh i am still taking ovulex almost finnished mt secound tub going on to the 3rd not sure if they are working but i strated taking them when my periods were all over the place and since taking them they seem to be getting back on track i come on on time this month then i think they have helped with that also i am less stressy and i am sure i ovulate for longer than usual so i do think they might be working but untill i get that BFP i cant say for sure hopefully i will get one this month i am due on around the 1st to 4th of nov. So how did it go today with the scan i really hope you have some good new to tell me and that the eggs are all good i have my fingers crossed for you. and as to DP i feel for you i would hate it you are so brave to stay on your own i would go crazy is there anyway he could change job to be closer how good would that be him coming home every night you would feel so much better anyway i had better do some work let me know how scan went.
It"s good that your still on the ovulex tablets and its good that your seeing some results with your af becoming more regular. Hopefully you will recieve a beautiful bfp this month
Do you have any news about your job?? my god you poor thing you must be sooo stressed
Well had my scan yesterday and i have one egg that is 20mm in size (biggest one i have made ever) and another one that is 16/17mm in size, so i have to have my injection tonight and we inseminate thursday, so happy that i actually made some eggs as i was pretty worried that only being on 25mg of clomid i wouldnt make anything, but i have 2 gorgeous little ones waiting there for me. and fs told me that by thursday the 2 eggs would of had another two days of growing so they should be bigger and busting to get out
i might not be on for a few days as i have to go away after getting inseminated, but as soon as we get back i will tell you how things went.
yeh i am so happy you have some good waiting i have everything crossed for you and the biggest ones yet how good is that well make sure you let me know how it all goes hoe good would it be if we both got a BFP i really hope we do i have a feeling i wont i think that i am to big to get pregnant i still havent being docs so i am gonna try go today and mention about having a blood test and that i have now being trying for a yr and if there is anything they can do to help me lose weight i just feel a little fed up with myself and when i get down i eat its a visous circle that i need to get of. i will find out 2morrow or thurday if i am getting made redundant so fingers crossed i dont as i dont want the hassel of it all. i do feel a little stressed but i will try my hardest not to i went and done loads of xmas shopping yesterday which made me feel good if i feel stressed or upset the things that help is eating and retail therapy anyway i am gonna go done no work yet i just cant get into it at the min but everyone is the same. good luck with everything
i am back and everything went well, nathan's sperm count came back perfect which is awesome, so now i just sit and wait for the next 2 weeks and with any luck will have a bfp at the end of it. how are things with you?? did you end up getting into the doc's? i know what you mean about emotional eating, i use to be like that but then something just clicked in my head one day, i got the ****s with myself and just started to change my life, started weight watchers and playing tennis and just stuck with it and ended up losing 25 kilo's. i really hope the doctor can help you, and just know that i am always here for you if you ever want to chat, please feel free to pm me anytime. anyway i better go i have had a huge day ( hopefully with any luck, our swimmers have found my fat eggs)
take care chicken
Glad to hear it all went well i really hope you get that well deserved BFP in 2 weeks you will have to let us all no. I didnt get made redundant which is such a relief so i can relax a bit now and not panic about it also i didnt get chance to go docs as my sister rang me at work telling me her youngest daughter amy who is 3 got taken to hospital cos she swallowed a penny and it was stuck in her chest so i had to go to hospital and get her other daughter abi but she is fine now they had to operate on her but when they did the penny had moved into her tummy so we are now waiting for her to poo it out but it has been 4 or 5 days and it still hasnt come my sister has to take her back to the hospital if it doesnt come out int he next 2 days bless her. i will have to go docs sometime this week as i really want to get some answers. i really hope i get what you got where something just clicks and i loose the weight i was thinking about getting the stomache band i no its a bit extream but i feel like i need to do something. anyway let me no how those swimmers get on ha ha
so its back to stressing and being scared, i know i say this all the time but god i miss him, i really dont know how much more i can take, i am not handleing this very well i am sick of being alone i miss being apart of his life and he is missing out on alot in mine and dd lives, i would do anything to have him home EVERY NIGHT. ok i will stop there other wise i will just keep going on and on.
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waiting i have everything crossed for you and the biggest ones yet how good is that well make sure you let me know how it all goes hoe good would it be if we both got a BFP i really hope we do i have a feeling i wont i think that i am to big to get pregnant i still havent being docs so i am gonna try go today and mention about having a blood test and that i have now being trying for a yr and if there is anything they can do to help me lose weight i just feel a little fed up with myself and when i get down i eat its a visous circle that i need to get of. i will find out 2morrow or thurday if i am getting made redundant so fingers crossed i dont as i dont want the hassel of it all. i do feel a little stressed but i will try my hardest not to i went and done loads of xmas shopping yesterday which made me feel good if i feel stressed or upset the things that help is eating and retail therapy anyway i am gonna go done no work yet i just cant get into it at the min but everyone is the same. good luck with everything 
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