****...... DP says last night: "I'm petrified of having a baby with you."
WTF. Why did he suggest it then? I didn't ask him to do this, but he did know I want children.
Ok, so he said a lot of things last night. Like that I'll be a great mum. But he said he never pictured himself as a father figure. I asked him if he would love our child, or resent us. He said how could he not love someone who's half him.
That was somewhat a relief.... but seriously. WTF. Should I go ahead with this?? Anyone else have similar experiences??
He also says he's doing this for me, because he knows how much I want it, and because he knows I'll eventually leave if he doesn't give me a child. Quote: "I'm wiling to do this to keep you. I love you to death."
Keep me??? Is this a loving gift from a wonderful man who can't live without me, or a recipe for resentment. He appears to want this but I'm scared now.
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