Hi,
I'm really sorry to hear about the difficult journey that you have had so far, and hope that you are able to find some answers to your questions. Any loss is so difficult - you are not alone in your grief or your thoughts of giving up!

I'm in Melb so can not really help with the name of a specialist in Sydney, but can I suggest that you try this area of BB http://forums.bellybelly.com.au/forums/long-term-ttc/ ...there are lots of girls here who have been trying for a long time for their precious little ones, and I'm sure they will offer lots of support and help. There are some girls who are currently going through SIVF - so they may be able to provide you with suggested FS names.

You might also want to read up on some of the great info that is here on http://forums.bellybelly.com.au/foru...y-testing.html and http://forums.bellybelly.com.au/foru...formation.html. This might provide you with some thoughts or questions that you might want to take to a specialist.

Iv know that it can all be very overwhelming, but I really hope that you find your answers soon. Good luck and best wishes.
FG