Kylie, what a lovely thing to say. I have no doubt that I can, and I will..... but will I do it with awesomeness, or will I struggle again? Who knows. Either way, I bought OPKs today.
oh wow. i'm sitting here at work completely stunned... i related to every word you typed.
sending so many warm 's to you hun. we were 5 weeks pregnant and we lost the baby. the last 3 days i've seen so many doctors it's driving me nuts. worst part is, NONE of them give a crap, they're just emotionless.
your strength is really inspirational this is the first time i have looked in this section of the forums, because i just didn't want to bring on any emotions that i'm trying to hide away from the world.
i haven't shed a single tear yet... and i have no idea why.. i thank you so much for having the courage to say what you wanted to say.. in a way it feels like i wrote that myself.
i too feel the same as you, we've only been TTC for a few months (i know it's not long) but the whole time i was doubting it.. yes.. no.. maybe.. see what happens etc etc
now ALL we want is to have a wonderful little bubba in our arms
Forshelby!!! My beautiful long-lost bestest BB friend! Im so sorry your going through this xx I havent been on here for weeks and just came on now to write my own post about NEEDING to be pregnant RIGHT NOW. It sucks doesnt it I dont have as much going on like you though (chems... poor A'x surgery etc) but that need in my heart to fall pregnant is an intense one... im guessing its just like urs. I am in such a messed up head space... do i stop breastfeeding S now so my cycle will return or do I just continue giving her my all and when it happens it happens. Theres some days where I think 'nope I have to wean RIGHT NOW, i NEED to fall pregnant, but theres other days when i think theres no way I am, or she is, ready to give it away AARRRGHHH! It does my head in. Anyway i wont make your post my post, Ill write my own. I just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you, lets bash our heads together in frustration xx
Hi, i just had to come on and say hello to forshelby and reet....how are you ladies?? i havent spoke to you in ages.... i can see you're both trying, my girls are nearly 4 and just over 1...it goes so quick....
Rhi....
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this is the first time i have looked in this section of the forums, because i just didn't want to bring on any emotions that i'm trying to hide away from the world.
I dont have as much going on like you though (chems... poor A'x surgery etc) but that need in my heart to fall pregnant is an intense one... im guessing its just like urs. I am in such a messed up head space... do i stop breastfeeding S now so my cycle will return or do I just continue giving her my all and when it happens it happens. Theres some days where I think 'nope I have to wean RIGHT NOW, i NEED to fall pregnant, but theres other days when i think theres no way I am, or she is, ready to give it away AARRRGHHH! It does my head in. Anyway i wont make your post my post, Ill write my own. I just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you, lets bash our heads together in frustration xx
It really does go quick. DS will be 18 months next month.
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