Hi Fiona,
Sorry to hear that you are having a crap time atm, I went through a miscarriage last year and one the year before. I never thought that I would regain my sanity after number two and to top it all off, my sister in law threw us a surprise engagement party only three weeks after the miscarriage and thought that it would be nice for the family to have something to celebrate?????

I have gained weight after both the miscarriages that I have found hard to shift, but you sound so motivated and really determined, you are half way there. Keep your motivation up!! You are inspiring me!!

It will be ok. It has taken a little while and some time out - (we went to cairns and port douglas for two weeks- this helped)and I am starting to feel normal again. I joined weight watchers and the weight is slowly but surely starting to shift and I feel a little more in control of everything. This month is the first time we used a home ovulation test and I feel like I can start trying again without the grief getting in the way.

So go ahead feel sorry for yourself today and be nice to yourself and get up again tomorrow with that motivation I hear in your post!!

Keep your eye on the prize!!!!

Jenn38