Just wanted to also pop in and spread some , positive vibes and blessings for this new thread ...

To those ladies who are feeling the horrible, continuous and unrelenting pain - I wish the hugs didn't have to be cyber ones. The best thing a friend ever did for me soon after losing my second angel was show up at my front door with coffees and cake - she just sat me down and let me talk and cry and talk and cry ..... and this thread is where you can have that. I certainly could not have climbed out of my dark cave without the lovely ladies here holding my hand ... I that 2009 brings each of you a lovely shiny followed by a beautiful, healthy bubba .... time to clear out this thread

afm - I am still finding it a bit surreal that all is going ok so far with Bean, and am happy/amazed that I will be 14 weeks tomorrow. We had a reassuring nt scan last Friday - that and the doppler continues to bring me much relief ... and assist in zen maintenence

big big big for each of you

xx