Hello ladies...

babyfever - good news that blood tests were all fine, and great to hear that your doctor is being proactive with your luteal phase. I have never used either drug but may here have and will be able to offer you advice

Jen - thank you for your lovely kind words and for not saying "eeeewww"!! I had a lovely catch up with my Dad - didn't actually have dinner in the end but a few drinks and lots of chats and a big hug. I am so sorry to hear that AF arrived but as usual you have your chin up and are being an absolute trooper. Might need to borrow some of your trooper vibes for a while, am a bit depleted at the moment!

KL - thanks for thinking of me as well and for not saying "eeeeww" too! Glad to hear you managed to bd when you were o'ing and lol at dh announcing it to everyone and lol also at you falling asleep with an elevated butt and the light on!!

Angel - thanks also for thinking of me and glad to hear that Imaginary Jen and Krystie were able to lend their support to you at your appt!

AFM - having a low day today. Have been feeling really strong lately and while not exactly hopeful just feeling like I was happy to let the days go by until I felt better. Today for no apparent reason I woke up with a really heavy feeling over me. I went to work, sat down at my desk, felt very shaky and started bawling my eyes out! I couldn't stop, eventually had to go speak to my boss who was very understanding and have now come home. I have no idea why this happened today and feeling like I have taken one step forward and two steps back. I am heading over to a friend's house this afternoon who is brilliant support but just feeling blah. I just want to start feeling like myself again. I know it takes time but today just really took me by surprise - feel like my emotions have tricked me iykwim?

Am heading to the doctor tomorrow and might have a conversation about anti-depressants as it really did feel like a brain chemistry thing today.... has anyone had to take these before? Any tips/advice most welcome...

xx