ami-congratulations,wishing you all the best...jellylove-i've never had implantation bleeding,hope that is what it is though..alice-hugs ,those situations pull at our heart strings.I still have to come inside sometimes when i hear the twins next door who are the age matthew is supposed to be,they'll be planning 1st birthday party soon for them.Do you need to go to your fs soon to sort out your meds?...thanks again ladies for your lovely words,much appreciated & needed...afm-got phone call from lab this morning,need to pick up my 9 embryos tomorrow which haven;t made it to freezing stage,lots of tears cried for them,i know that they were only at embrotic stage ,but i still got attached,once the eggs were fertilised,they were my babies,trying to stay calm to give this one inside me chance or then i'll just have something else to feel sad & guilty about....