Morning girls,

satya - I am glad you seem so positive this cycle! Hopefully the rainbows are a sign. That's a good idea to see another dr to get a hormone level test done, hopefully they will be more helpful than the other dr. I totally agree with you about government telling us to have more babies, but not helping out financially when there are problems. You don't sound bitter - I have had the same thoughts myself. Other states in Aus, and a lot of other countries (even India - I did a LOT of research), have recurrent miscarriage clinics with the latest research and treatment, but here there is NOTHING. I even had to search for my own specialist to see, as no one knew who to send me to. Now, it is all very well for the government to want us to have more children, but come on, how many of the girls here would love to and can't? At least I am in a position to be able to afford going private and seeing a specialist, but a lot of people who would make fantastic parents just can't afford this. Sorry, I'm done with my rant now. Things just could have been so much easier for me if there was more support here.

Sharon - yay for Oing! for this cycle.

Bekz - good to hear from you!

Salt - good luck for this cycle. It must be so good to have things back in order again and full steam ahead! Hopefully the injections will do the trick - they better, they hurt enough! It does sound like the injections are probably the answer for me, as the only problem they can find is weird cycles and a short LP. As the injections act as hormonal support during the LP, I guess it probably is the right treatment, although I think clomid would do the same thing, but it also boosts hormones at the beginning of the cycle (and I definitely don't like the sound of the side effects). Anyway, soon we will see. I will have my BT in the morning and will usually hear back from the clinic lateish in the afternoon. I just get too nervous to cope with work while I am waiting for the phone call and I am already getting nervous just thinking about it. I wish things didn't have to be this hard.

Hi to everyone else.

My symptoms are only getting stronger. My bbs kill, I am sweating at night (I get that when I am pg), have heaps of creamy cm, and I am tired and nauseous. I was also cramping a fair bit yesterday, not quite like AF cramping and not really bad, but definitely there on and off. Anyway, my last injection is tonight - yay!!!! I have been feeling quite down and like it will never work out and can't seem to get those bad thoughts out of my head. I am seeing my psych tomorrow, so hopefully that will help. Work has been a nightmare which isn't helping either. It just upsets me so much sometimes that I will never have that happy pregnancy that most women will have. I wish I could have just had one happy, innocent pregnancy before all this happened, just so I could enjoy the happiness once. It seems such a huge part of a woman's life, and I feel like I have missed out on so much. Even if it does one day work out (and I don't know if that will ever happen), I will not be able to enjoy pregnancy the way I should. It is like one of life's greatest treasures has been stolen from me and I will never get it back again. Sorry to sound so dramatic, I just wish I could have had that experience, just once.