Hi girls,

Sharon - sounds like you had a great weekend! That sounds like lots of fun.

jenjams - good on you for giving up alcohol and caffeine. I figure it can only be good, so if you can do it, why not? I have given up coffee and now I only drink decaff tea, and I don't drink much alcohol, other than a half glass every now and then. It's hard giving things up as we have no idea how long we will be on this ride for, and you don't want to miss out on too much in the meantime!

maz - you must be getting so sick of the wait. I hope AF comes soon!

zionsmum - thanks for your telling us to stay positive. I needed that today!

Leyla - looking at your chart I think you could be having an annovulatory cycle too. You are not being overly dramatic - this is a hard road, and we all understand. And IT WILL happen for you, it is just obviously going to make you wait, but don't lose hope

Salt - I am glad your OB is taking you seriously and is willing to see you in three cycles if you haven't conceived. Sometimes it feels like they don't understand our sense of urgency, but that's great that he will do something for you quickly if it becomes necessary. Hopefully it won't though and you will be UTD in no time at all now that the nasty clot has been taken care of!

My injections are finally over, and my pg BT is tomorrow. I am too scared to even go to get it done, and am considering just not going, but I know I have to. I hate the wait for them to phone with the results, and I get really nervous and anxious. I thought I might just take the day off, as I can't work in that state anyway, but now it looks like I will have to be at work to take care of an urgent matter, as I will be at a seminar the following day. So, I am not quite sure how I will get through the day with my sanity intact - it has taken enough of a battering lately! I also had to sit through dinner last night listening to my idiot BIL who has never had a hard day in his life prattle on about how depression is just in peoples heads and they should 'toughen up'. I had to leave the table, the guy is a ********. I would like to see him go through 2 m/cs in a row and not suffer depression, not to mention all the other terrible things that can happen in life to bring on depression, he is just one of the lucky ones who has only ever had things go his way, so his view on life is a little skewed at the best of times. It was obvious to everyone else at the table that I have been pretty depressed lately (not to mention my other BIL who was there and has suffered from depression his entire life), and that perhaps it would be a good idea if he shut up. The guy is just too arrogant and too much of an idiot to ever consider someones feelings other than his own.

Sorry for the rant, but it all has me a bit down today.

Hi to everyone else, and I hope you all have a lovely day.