Trying to Conceive After Miscarriage or Loss April/May 2010

Reet-what a bummer at least now you know and AF will be here soon.

Loops-cross fingers they buy your tractor.

Possum magic-time to get jiggy with it hope you catch that egg.

AFM-i can't explain how painful my boobs are if i run up or down my stairs i have to hold them because they hurt i am trying to convince myself it is just hormones as i still have 7 days until AF is due but i also noticed when i move to quick or laugh i get that sharp ligament pain down low in my belly you get when pregnant and everything is stretching i know it would be way to early for that like crafty said i don't know if its my imagination or what but today right now i have a good feeling i hope it lasts because usually the week before AF i start to feel premenstral and teary and aggitated and i havent felt anything like that yet but there is still time for those feelings to kick in.
God listen to me trying to convince myself i might be then the next sentence saying i don't think it possible.
AAARRRRRRGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ferrals - when r u testing??

Iona macca-i'm only 8dpo so on the 30th i will test in 7 days

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Iona macca-i'm only 8dpo so on the 30th i will test in 7 days

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oh that's ages away!! i thought u were testing on monday for some reason

No thats craftmummy i think.
I wish it were me because honestly i feel pregnant i know i am only 8dpo but i feel really uncomfortable with AF like cramping and constipated and my T#TS are killing me if i am not pregnant then god knows what is going on with my hormones.

Murrycod- thinking of you hun hope you got some answers.

Im off to bed so tired will do persies tomorrow.

Thankyou Dory, Matthews Mum, Possum Magic, Craftmummy & Ferrals for all ur kind and positive words! And everyone else too that is here for support. I am so grateful to have found this site... theres times when i feel like im in this all by myself, i dont know anyone else that has had dramas with ttc, it has always been an accident for my friends who have found themselves pg. Its good to know im not alone tho. Thanku :)

I even have my friend who is into all organic and natural things and she has told me that i had the mc cos my body just wasnt obviously ready to hold a baby and i shldnt have forced pregnancy on it by taking clomid. I know thats not true but it still makes me think.. 'maybe my body isnt ready.. maybe i shld let nature take its course.' She also tells me that the reason im finding it hard is cos im not drinking enough water and not doing enough exercise. Its so frustrating cos i am quite healthy, im a size 10 that does cleaning as a job for goodness sake! I feel like yelling at her 'ARE MY PROGESTERONE LEVELS LOW COS I HAVENT DRANK ENUF WATER??!!! NNOOOOOO!!!!' My mum also said to me today 'do u think u shld give ur body some time to sort itself out without putting more drugs in it??' No mum it wont sort itself out!!!! i cant wait any longer!!!!
Anyway thats my vent.. its just a confusing time for me, i have never had to deal with loss in my life or wanting something so badly.. :( i know u can all relate too...

Im sorry im not doing many persies.. i am reading all ur posts and waiting anxiously for all the outcomes tho! It sounds very exciting for a few of u!! :)

Oh and dory and craftmummy... u dont know thrush til u come to tropical far north qld! it is a regular occurence here!! :)

Anyway have a great long weekend everyone!!! xxxx

Morning ladies
As you have proberbly guessed by now by me being on line quite a bit the last two days DH has been working heaps kids have been busy and i don't usually work fri sat so have had to much time on my hands.

Reet-vent away hun i wouldn't worry what people are saying sometimes we need a little chemical help to get things started and todays enviroment dosn't help with all the plastic's ect around us try vitex it balances out estrogen and progesterone when my E2 was really high 302 the month i was suppose to start my PGD ivf cycle which was cancelled because of it i went back on the vitex and it lowered my E2 to 187 so it can help google it and have a read see what you think.

AFM-My temp rose to 36.8 this morning still have sore porno boobs i wonder if humans can have phantom pregnancies like animals lol because if we can then i think thats what i am having.

reet - darlin - im sorry your having such a ruff trot. im thinking of you love. of course we are all here for you, no one understands and can empathise more than we can. the knowledge that the girls have in here is incredible!! i hope you have a nice peaceful weekend xx

ferrals - ooh my, things are sounding good! count down on for the testing!!! Good luck!!!:pray:

sunbeam - sorry to hear of bfn but good plan for the iui. i wish u all the luck in the world with everything. xx

possum - ooooh go the ewcm!!! im jealous! if id had that i wouldnt have had to harass so many chickens!!

dory - hello gorgeous woman! :hello: hope you and bubba are well and your feeling positive and calm... must be 19 weeks soon yeh? u/s next week?? xx

loops - i hope af comes to you soon so you can get back on track. take care xx

TTALC - wow! congrats love! Such fab news for you, ron and the kiddos!!!

afm - still plodding along, 10dpo... temp rose to 36.91 today so im happy.... like you ferrals - i have sore cans, constipated and yesterday had some af like cramping but then it turned into twinges and twangs!!! + lots of gas!! poor DH! :redface:

Also found out yesterday that DH dad has colon cancer :( they operated last night, took them 6 hrs but they think they have it all... he is in an induced coma this morning and we are going to visit him later, so scared for him, hate seeing DH so worried... keep him in your prayers! Now both our dads are sick! i hate it!

xx

MOrning Ferrals, I think we can have phantom pg's but I pray yours isnt and mine too. I have porno boobs this morn and last night went for dinner and evrything tasted a bit blugh!! So period is due tomorrow. I got up this morning and had to give myself a lecture on not testing b4 getting out of bed and much to my amazement I bolted past the HPT cupboard and went to the loo...NO TESTING!! I can barely believe it myself?? I have made a deal with myself to not test until AF is late, although I dont know how I will go tomorrow.
In January whe I tested pos, i tested at around 10am because I just couldnt take it anymore...hahaha. BUt I figure by not testing today I at least get one more day where in my head I might be pg, if i do test and its BFN I will be pi**ed off.

I am praying so hard for this to be it. GIven that next month is our last month ttc, I dont see how we could possibly fall I already feel so sick and anxious about it, I dont see how the stress of it will allow for a pg to occur. Oh I feel sick now just thinking of it.

I dont think I am right now, but man I hope I am wrong...I am going to go check y pulse again for reassurance.

Sorry its all me me me today ladies, I am going insane and not slowly!!!

T hopes, sorry about your DIL xxxx prayers and blessings for him and all of you involved, its such a hard time for you all. It effects and touches you all in ways that are so amazing to me, we have been through it a couple of times now and it just is suc an experience on so many levels. Love an hugs to you sweety and your DH...
When do you plan to test , will you wait it out or test early?

Oh girls, keeping everything crossed for you all - I want the next couple of days to hurry up so that the testing can begin!!

T-Hopes-sorry to hear about DH's dad i hope he gets well soon and your dad also it is hard watching our parents age it scares me seeing my once strong dad becoming frail and dependent on us i know it's part of life but it is still painful.
I hope your symptoms are the real deal with your progesterone level i bet you get your BFP when are you testing i can't wait.

Millyd-good girl for making it past the cupboard with the hpt's in it you are a brave girl my hopes are with you to we need some BFP's for us gals that have been here to long.

AFM-one minute i am thinking YEH! i think i am pregnant and then the next i'm like sh#t sh#t sh#t it didn't work again i hate this part of the tww.

morning all ,reet-try not to worry about what people are saying,i don't think they know how you feel about ttc again if they haven't been in similiar situation,sometimes we need medical help,i've been done the clomid track(didn't work for me but that was because of my tubes)they do seem to have good results with it,someone bought up religious beliefs with me in regard to ivf,i told them if i had something wrong with my heart,i would take medication for it,thinking of you ...sunbeam-sorry about the bfn...t-hopes-sending you lots of get well wishes to you &dh's dads..millyd-symptoms sound good,i'm sure lots of babies have been conceived in streesful situations...ferrals-when my mum was pregnant with me,the dr's didn't believe her,told her it was a phantom pregnancy due to stress & menopause,even operated on her in which would of been early pregnancy(tummy operation),at 5 months pregnant she told my dad she was going back to the dr's as she thought she was pregnant,he said they keep telling you your not,she said i can feel something moving,at the consultation dr says'i'm so sorry,you were right you are pregnant,about 5 months along.And there is nothing phantom about me,your symtoms sound very positive

Hey ladies.. Wow I been so busy Yesterday and today..
i was finally able to get online after i posted the message last nite..


Ferrals. thansk sweetei that means alot to me and yes we hope so to and thanks for wishing Leigha happy Birthday I got everything crossed for you. You soo much deserve this!!!

Iona.. thanks sweetie
Millyd..thanks sweetie and i hope so to Good luck to you!!

Dory thanks sweetie.. My DF kills me at times with him worrying about things like that..
I told him i told ya guys and he was like no you didnt i said yes i did.. i want others to know how you really act..LOL he laughed though...
and yes she and her brother been through alot when they lived with there grandmother..
its awful but they are doing so much better since they both been here since macrh 5th
All 5 kiddos get along great and i think since my 2 neices and nephew already had rules set and knew that there was consquence when there bad helped alot for Leigha and david cause they took right to everything pretty good.. Alot better in school and gained some weight since they been here not on all there meds like they were ( i told the doc i wanted some of there meds taken away and they did)
Leigha had a nice lil party and she got her cake and balloon..
i will attach some pics of them here
yep its coming up this thursday and yes DF is ready to
thanks again

Saffy thanks sweetie i really am im glad We got them cause i know they would be and are better off here with us.. now i just nee my own little bub :)
Good luck POAS :)

Loops thanks sweetie and yes i have and Yes very big house full 5 kiddos ,3 dogs and me and DF with brother in effiency apt below me..

Bons... Thanks sweetie and she had a wonderful birthday .. we had marble cake ill add a photo below

Reet . hang in there sweetie

matthewsmom Thanks sweetie
possum Thanks sweetie good luck with "o"
Craftymom Hope things go good for you.. best of luck big HUGS!

Sunbeam.. thanks sweetie and good luck to yoU!
T-Hopes thanks sweetie.... Fingers crossed for you as well Best of luck!!
So sorry for your Dh father.. you all are in my prayers!

Ric... where you been? How you been?

Best of luck to the rest of you!!

Sticky vibes for you all!
I hope i was allow to add them like this if not im so sorry
These are all Of My babies!!
leigha with one of her gifts
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the cake
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leigha blowing out her candles
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Leigha,Alyse,Breanna
http://i39.tinypic.com/2n8byg2.jpg
this is lil wade
http://i42.tinypic.com/f5a6tk.jpg
This is david
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Afm: im just waiting to get this surgery over with so we can try so we can be a Full Brady bunch instead of minus 1 Brady Bunch.. Also this AF has gotten me eat everything in my way i have been eating alot this AF.. grr
Hugs xoxox
anita

Morning all

T-hopes I am a day infront of you oh how I hate this time of the month ! I used to have a 28day cycle and would be able to test today but since they a bit longer now adays I think I will wait a few more days hate seeing the one line !

Ferrlas and millyd I am really hopeing at least one of us gets a BFP but if we all did then that would be awsome !

TTCLC congrats on the court so glad its all over now and the kids can enjoy a good peacful life and have lots of fun in your house, kids just need to be loved and listened too they really are such a pleasure to have my lot have a routine and we all know the rules and we all get along just fine ! I tell them treat others as they want to be treated and always use your manners !

Iona macca and reet hope you get your BFP real soon some of us been on here so long feels like we can never escape !

Dory hope the thrush is a little better ! another week gone another week nearer to meeting your little one !

Murraycod how you doin I know your lurking MAY IS NEARLY HERE,

AFM well still sitting on the fence one minute I think yes thats a symptom then the next no don't be stupid ! been going the loo more to pee 3 times last night,smells seem worse today you know stronger I can smell stuff that don't normally bother me like DH this morning his body spray seemed so strong when he sprayed it on ! and the liquid soap on my hands ! not sure whats going on but day 28 only got cheapo test sticks off of ebay and don't trust them and can't be bothered to buy anymore as will be a waste of time if AF arrives monday ! will have to just keep waiting ! I just can't be that lucky !

Craftmummy, ferals & millyd i have everything crossed for you lovely ladies. I am checking in everyday to see if youve tested and got your BFP. All your symptoms are sounding very promising :crossfingers: & lots of :pink-babydust: :bluedust:

TTCALC-gorgeous kiddies you will add one more to complete your brady bunch.

Crafty-i am in the same boat i use to be able to tell if i was pregnant or not no such luck now i have no clue just confusion anyway it's almost your Bday isn't it on wed i hope i got the day right.

Murrycod-good to hear about your test results not long now and you can start your cycle.

eliselouise-we can only hope.

AFM-went to the movies today with my sister and the whole time i had really bad period cramping my jeans made me really uncomfortable i think it is to much cramping to be pregnant maybe just hormones.

Hello all

Thanks eliselouise for thinking of us stuck in the TWW I guess you can remember just how sh*t it is ! Hope your ok and getting a little pot belly by now !

ferrals my belly feels so swollen couldn't get my jeans on for long today feels too uncomfortable and got a really bad pain in my right side shooting pain coming and going for the last few hours ! have to lie down to get releif DH is moaning that I should go to the GP but it will pass I am sure,
Boobs still sore when I prod but been prodding so much thats maybe why they sore :ROFL: My birthday is MONDAY and day 30 but don't think I have the courage to test too early maybe I got another 34 day cycle you never know with me ! I'm too chicken to test !

Hope you enjoyed the film I guess you got a pm from murraycod hope shes ok !

this time next week I will know the answer to the question is it a BFP or not ?