Trying to Conceive After Miscarriage/Loss August/September 2009

[TinaR]

well, my "i really feel preg" feelings were wrong. RB is making sure I know she is on her way. I had a 'I hate my life' day yesterday. I know that there are so many ladies in here who have been trying longer but I don't want to have to try.
I hate being at work where there are so many preg ladies - who smoke etc and it s#*@'s me. I hate not being preg. I hate bding on the 'right' days and still not getting preg. I hate just about everything right now. Hate is a strong word I know but thats what my feelings say.
I'm sorry for the rant, I;m just incredibly depressed and thinking of just giving up. GOing back on the pill and forgetting about it. I can't keep getting my hopes dashed every month and then when I do get the bfp to lose the bub anyway. 5 times is enough.

[ferrals5]

Tina-don't give up on your dream to be a mum maybe just back off a bit and don't set your life around it and if it happen's then great then there is no stress on you and DB i was beside myself with stress trying to get pregnant to give my DH a baby i felt a failure that i can give my ex children but i cant have a healthy baby to the love of my life when i sat down and talked to DH about it he felt the same way and felt he failed me so we made the decision to do the ivf 1-2 time's if that fail's we try natrually until i turn 37 then if we dont have a healthy baby by then ( April 2011) we call it quit's so we have a plan and we are now relaxed about our choice and are just getting on with it and i don't feel so much pressure and i am not putting a baby before our relationship anymore it is helping me so far i will see how i get if the ivf dosn't work and we are back to trying natrually.

[ferrals5]

Way to go Superstarmummsy
Everyone is going to leave me with there BFP's

AFM i'm still waiting waiting sick of waiting for my phone call.