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ciara.e hope your bt comes back just fine. stress can do strange things to us, so hopefully it's nothing more than that :)
milly5 crampy could be good.... hopefully you tested too early and the cramps are good cramps x and i agree about the hair salon. i thought people go there to relax, not to get bombarded with 100s of questions. if i want to tell you stuff i will. i have come home crying from the past 2 visits to get my hair done!
SKP - that is so sad.....
Ciara.e - thanks. hopefully a BFP soon for you? I agree about the stress. Inanna did a sticky about the sorts of testing to think about after m/c. its at the beginning of one of the threads. Can't remember which one though.... if you Dr hasn't ticked bulk bill on the pathology referral form the costs of those BT's can add up.... its worth checking.
Eliselouise85 - 6 weeks, how exciting ( and scary)is that? Be strong and enjoy it as much as you can and don't forget to keep us posted.
GREENCAKE CONGRATULATIONS!!!:happyforyou:
What a wonderful suprise, I hope that you enjoyed your cruise, and had a great christmas. We would love to still have you hang about for a while, I completely understand that you still need suport from familiar gals X We are all here with you for the ride Greencake, fresh sticky vibes sent your way.
Elise 6wks wow! Sticky vibes your way too! Hope that you are feeling well and I look forward to hearing all about your first scan XXX
Ciara sounds like you are beginning to get a bit of a game plan in place! Great to see.
Oh by the way, you had me LMAO at the "WOOT WOOT" comment!!!:rofl:
Ferrals I don't think I'm going to be able to sleep tonight!:goodluck:
Wow !
Stay away for a day or 2 and boy you pay for it !
Just took me best part of half an hour to catch up !
Firstly congratulations greencakes ! and ferrals I have everything crossed for you I did mention last time I had a bad u inf i had fallen pg so I am very hopeful thats what you have done let us know real soon !
welcome to ciara sorry you have to be here but we are all here to give each other hope and support until we move onto the belly buddies forum,
Elise louise hi there great news 6wks wow ! hope your feeling really sick !
Murraycod looks like your journey is just about to start goodluck honey and I feel as ferrals that this will be your lucky month and year !
Matthews mum hi there keep going girl all us oldies have to show these youngsters we still got it !
AFM well I am day 10 so started my shagfest ! but everyday is too much for me so will be every 2 days don't want a sore watsit ! like ferrals and someone else got last month
need to sit at my desk and type in comfort :rofl:
As for my friend well she is not replying to my emails so I am getting kinda worried but shes in the UK and im here so not much else I can do just keep sending support to her,
she is young only 29 so she has time on her side unlike me !
Well to all those in the TWW goodluck and all those in the shagfest with me lets get it right this month and move out of here !
Snuggly hi glad your ok what a lucky DH you have CORSET ! hope he can get into it ok !
:lol:
:( DH and i must have been seeing things i dont know why we bother we are geneticly challenged and old i think mother nature is telling me enough is enough i will go and fall apart now.
Murrycod-sorry if i kept you up all night.
Ferrals- hun, sending massive hugs to you!! Don't give up, we are all here to support you! xx
Greencake - BIG CONGRATS!!
AFM - Don't really post much but am always keeping up to date, a bit down about the whole TTC thing.. coming up to my due date and just feel like i am no closer to getting the baby we want so badly. Gotta keep trucking on though, hopefully the new year will bring all of us our wishes!! xx
Eloise - congrats on the 6wks! Wishing for a long healthy pregnancy for you!
SPF - thanks. Just the waiting game now. I should be used to that game with this ttc stuff...feels like you're ALWAYS in a tww!! lol.
Dory - thanks! I'm hoping so too. My doc bulk bills me all the time (I have been seeing her for years so she just automatically still does it, even though the surgery is no longer a bulk billing surgery).. so she did tick the bulk billing section on the bt request. Thanks for pointing that out. I'll have a look for that thread, would be great to see what to check for, thanks!. Hope you're enjoying your holidays?
Murraycod - yes, i'm trying to get a bit of a game plan.. can't hurt can it? Glad I could make u laugh too! this ttc stuff should be more fun that it usually is, hey?
Craftymummy - thank you, and enjoy your shagfest!! The fun part of the month! Make him work for it!!! and hope your friend is going ok also.
Ferrals - don't give up hope..perhaps give it a few more days and test again? I'm praying for your BFP!! And we're all here if you need to vent! sending hugs your way!
Sparkles - i'm with you. I would have been due in a couple of weeks and I've been feeling the same. It's just not fair sometimes. But when we finally do get our BFPs, it will mean so much more to us! Chin up, this year is going to be our year!! hopefully this month!!!
Well afm, i have had cramping for about 3 or 4 days, sore boobs etc so i'm pretty sure i O'd on time. i guess I would consider myself as being in the TWW starting today i guess.
ciara.e we must be cycle buddies this time lol I am also thinking I am in the 2ww starting today. Not holding much hope though as haven't BD for 2days and its not going to happen again this cycle. I now its possible but we could have timed it better (to argue that is right when I need it the most)
greencake CONGRATULATIONS
Ferrals sweetheart I'm so sorry you did not get the result you were after thismorning. Hold in there X
How are you feeling? Is your body telling you AF is on her way? Take it easy, it's your first month, straight after such an emotional Stim Cycle, don't let your heart get dissapointed.
I understand that starting a fresh month off seems like you have a HUGE hill to climb, so far in the distance, but as slow as the climb is, you will get to the top faster than you think you will, and will be getting those darn evil sticks out once again ;)
You have just begun a life long marriage to a wonderfull husband, enjoy the New Year season, dust yourself off and put a smile on that beutifull face of yours, you have much to be proud of, and we all look to you for inspiration. Especially me this next month, you will have to be my sane IVF buddy and beleive me, that is going to keep you buisy enough to make the hill climb a whole lot easier!X
We love you, be kind to yourself. AF isn't here yet! XX
Sorry for no other persies X Hi to everyone XXXXX
Hey Emmy. We must be cycle buddies!! Nice one. I'm with you, i didn't do any naughty stuff yesterday cos i've been unwell, but like they say... sperm can survive days in there! so it's not all gloomy! Are you going to wait the 2 weeks out and then test, or just wait and see if AF arrives? I'm not very good at waiting haha.
Ferrals - i agree with everything Murraycod said! Wow, she has a way with words that I could never match! Feel free to vent your frustrations babe, that's what we're all here for. <3
ferrals4 :grouphug:
ciara.e I will definately test early. Not that I will be expecting a BFP but its like I need to see the BFN to crush my hopes and then its a relief when AF arrives as I know I am not pregnant anyway. The thing is although I am desperate to be pregnant I know as soon as I see those lines (not line) I will be a mess. So the hope I feel at getting a BFP will very quickly be replaced with a hopeless feeling of doom. I can't win. Depression over not been pregnant and BFN after BFN each cycle or terror and fear to follow when the BFP shows. Grrrr
Anyhow I am angry at DH at the moment and I o'd from my tubeless side. It would be a miracle if I got pregnant. My one tube is pinned down from adhesions so it can't move and catch the egg from the other side. I will probably test at 10-11DPO. Always had a BFP by then if I have been pregnant. I think if I were I would secretly know by then as my symptoms are so strong in the past. The nose and smell of the most stupid things gives it away. With my first m/c I knew at about 5-6DPO when I couldn't stand the smell of a placenta at work. I was convinced it was infected lol
Oh Emmy..I completely understand the depression you're talking about! It's kind of like, upset at another BFN, but upset at a BFP cos you're thinking 'am I really ready for what i'm getting myself into?'. The short answer is 'yes'. If we weren't ready for this, we wouldn't be here wanting it so badly and doing all that we can to make it happen. i kind of think that the feeling we get at a BFP is more like 'what if it doesn't stick' or 'what if i do something wrong'... which is completely normal given that we have all experienced difficulties in the past.
Why are u upset at hubby??? Anything we can help u with???
what sort of work do u do? I'm hoping for you that those placenta's smell a little off for you by this time next week! I know it's a challenge being a one tuber and ttc, but I have faith! Even if you feel all the odds are against you, sometimes they're not! Give yourself a week or so (but hopefully 2 weeks), and if you feel its the right time, grab that hpt out and pee on that stick girl! I'll be right there with you.. peeing away over here!! haha... that sounds kinda wrong.
Well if it doesn't happen this time, we can at least look forward to the fun of trying again next cycle! And i'm thinking of following dory's lead by calling a 7 day shag fest.. sounds like great fun!
Morning all
Ferrals don't give up I think I am the oldest on here and I'm not giving up even though mother nature may think I am getting too old I am not too old and you are younger than me !
YOU had a hell of a last few months with IVF and ended so sweetly with a lovely wedding so look to the good things that came to you and take comfort from that and keep going besides we still need you in this forum for a bit longer Murraycod and myself want to move over with you !
everyone else keep going its a long hard road but worth the trek in the end !
will pop back later for more personnels ! :D
afternoon all -milly-sorry about the bfn....ciara-hope the testing points you in the right direction needed...ferrals-sorry it was bfn,you'll get there,we all will together...murraycod-thinking of you...greencake-congratulations....dory-my dh is a big sook,i'll be best to inject myself i think....scarypinkfairy-fingers crossed...eliselouise-one day at a time...craftymummy-good luck...sparkles-thinking of you as your date approaches..emmy-miracles happen...afm-around 'o' time for me so even after the results last week we've been busy b'ding,dr did manage to get a trickle out of one tube,so here's hoping again,got to be in it to win it so to speak.Bit worried about sperm test dh has to do in the new year(didn't want him doing it when 'o' time was lingering,that belongs to me not the lab)he has never masturbated before,he worried he will have trouble.i told him it can't be that hard,some men do it for pleasure lots of times
Murrycod-:hug: you always know what to say to make me feel better wish you lived close by i could do with a friend who i can lean on mine are all either not into kids or have little ones or think i'm crazy for wanting to put myself through this and dont understand so i cant talk to them and my AF and pregnancy symptoms are the same i get crampy and feel emotional and i can never really tell as i never get any m/s or anything the only way i know i am pregnant is when i have an u/s and see the baby otherwise i dont believe it i dont even show until about 4-5 months.
And i am here for you when you start your cycle i hope our AF turn up on the same time maybe tomorrow we will be due to test at the same time anyway thankyou i feel better.
Sparkles-I know what you mean i have been pretty positive this whole horrible 8 mths and always try to think it will happen i cant imagine not having my mans baby but now im starting to lose hope and feel like time is running out and it is starting to worry me more and more i hope you do somthing nice on your due date to make it a little easier.
Ciara-doesnt she what! maybe it because she knows exactly how we all feel.
Mathewsmum-your hubby will be fine all men have had a go at one time or another when they first discover it as a kid some contiue doing it well actually most do they just dont admit it with my DH he was only worried that the door wouldnt lock properly and you can go in with him if he needs you i was jealous my man was in there having fun without me so the night before i made him a little movie on his phone to watch to get him going he loved it and it worked a treat.
Craftmummy-i know i'm not old but going by eggs they are 35 years old and my FSH hormone is 10.6 the FS likes it to be under 10 as that is normal but anything under 12 is ok my level has been 9.6 then 8 then 10.6 stress can effect it but age is the biggest factor and it means it can take longer to concieve although i have plenty of eggs and my FS said she is not concerned with my fertility i have read enough to know time is not on my side and it would be nice if we could all move to the belly belly thread together then i wouldnt have to stalk murrycod lol.
Emmy-good luck with your tww.
AFM- AF is due tomorrow and just having some cramping off and on but nothing major i went out and brought some COQ10 to add to my vitex evening primrose oil iodine and folic and vitamin B6 and elevit tablets i have researched heaps on improving egg quality to promote fertilisation and cell division in the embryo the only other thing i need is royal jelly a lot of older women on ivf have used it so i will give it a go.
Hi ladies,
ciarae - hope the blood tests shed some light, and good luck for the 2ww
SPF - what we need is a chain of "silent" hair salons, where they just massage your scalp before cutting your hair, and you listen to relaxing music and smell essential oils....
Ferrals - are you sure? Did AF arrive? And everything that murraycod said :comfort:
Craftymummy - happy shagfest!
sparkles - hugs for your due date, I found it hard too :comfort:
hi emmie, elsielouise, murraycod, dory, matthewsmum, and all the other ladies I have missed and also to those who are reading but haven't posted.
AFM - OK, so AF due today. Cramping baaaaadly.
Had a spot 3 days ago, thought FOR SURE she was a'comin'. But she didn't - so this evening, did a HPT, and there was a very faint line. Got DH to double check, and he saw it too. It's fairly light, but AF is not here and no spotting since the one small spot on monday. So I'm very cautiously excited and can't wait to do a first morning (PLEASE DON"T COME DURING THE NIGHT AF!).
I googled pain and early pg, and of course now I am CONVINCED that if it is really a BFP then it must be an ectopic, because after all our hurdles, I am just so scared that it just won't happen for us the way it is supposed to.
Oh Milly - this is a good thing! don't get yourself all caught up on the 'google madness'!! wait until you've tested using FMU.. and If you get that BFP that I think you will, then you can take the next step to ensure it's all fine. You will be able to tell if it's ectopic by early blood tests and scans.. any doctor will do these tests for you if you let them know your concerns. Sounds to me like a celebration is on the cards for you!! YAY!!! fingers crossed AF stays away tonight!!!
Ferrals - don't give up hope! This new concoction of yours should surely give your ttc journey a big boost!!
Matthewsmum - happy bding! I agree.. the sperm testing can wait until O is well and truly over!!! I'm sure your man will do fine with the testing... i'm not familiar with how it works, but can you 'give him a hand' with it??? Perhaps a little team work can get things flowing a little better??? All the best with it anyway babe!
AFM - I think i'm stressing so much about this ttc stuff that i've made myself start to experience symptoms! LOL. I mean, its crazy cos its too early for symptoms!!! Grrr! gotta start thinking about other things during this tww!!!
Milly-hope you have more luck than me i'm cramping pretty bad myself but no sign of AF just yet but pretty sure i will wake up with the witch did your faint line have any colour in it mine was real faint but you could see the slightest hint of pink but i am 99% sure AF will turn up tomorrow.
PS i just ordered royal jelly and maca capsules on line they are great for egg quality and fertility not to mention libido i will rattle when i walk lol.
ferals-all your knowledge,you'll be able to start up your own naturepathic clinic soon,good for you,they say knowledge is power...milly-sounding really positive for you,i'll check in 1st thing in the morning,very exciting...ciara-symptoms are so hard to pick,fingers crossed for you,when are you due to test?
hi ladies
just wanted to pop in to wish you all a 'happier' new year! Lets hope that 2010 brings us BFP's and healthy bubbas!
Congrats to Greencake! Wonderful news to start a new year!
crafty - just started our shagfest too! :dance: hurts to walk already! lol
hi everyone else ! xx
Ferals4 - sweetie I am so sorry. Murraycod has the right words for you today. I hope they helped. I like the way you are being proactive about all the supplements. You said you were feeling better? Did you have a big cry? Somtimes girl, it's god for the soul to feel sorry for yourself and loathe the journey you're on.
Milly5- I have my fingers crossed for you.... but understand your torment. Good old Dr Google. Stopping yourself from jumping at every possible shadow is pretty damn hard, when you've been through so much.
Sparkles - good to hear from you and best wishes for your due date. I have one coming up. I haven't starting thinking or planning yet, just trying to get through Christmas and NYE. What are you thinking you might do?
Mathew's Mum - my BF's DH loves going to give his sample, because of the food that is laid on after. My BF said to him the first time - Oh great , haven't you just had the best time - a **** and good food. I like Ferals idea of a little private vid. LOL about the DH who was worried the door wouldn't lock! Nice to know they get worried about those sorts of things too.
Emmy83 - **hugs**.
Ciara.e - well day 6 and still going strong. DH is pretty keen on the idea now, and he was suggesting some action this morning, even before I had thought about it. One more sleep and it will bring the day of day7 of the shaggyfest. wonder what I will do then?
Crafty - I hear you. It's hard not to get caught up with "age". An gynaecologist I used to see, was at pains to point out my diminishing fertility based on my advancing age. I am still relatively young at 36, but at times it is really hard not to feel as if time is slipping by me. I used to think about it a lot. Now, not so much. What can I change about my age or what's gone on in the past? Nothing. The only things I can change is how I choose to think about it and what steps I take to look after myself and give me the best opportunities. Anyway, the data is statistical. Right now "statistics" are against me, and for me. Go figure. Anyway, that turned into more than just "I hear you".
AFM? Bought some more HPT 's today, won't need them for 14 days or so, as I am probably in the 2WW now, but its good to be prepared. The shaggies will continue, though irrespective.
Went to visit my Mum today. It was nice to catch up and see her again. Strange to think that 2 hours drive seems so far some days and so close on other days. She said something that surprised me. She said DH and I seemed the happiest we have been since February. ( LOL could it be the shaggies?) I hadn't really thought about how either DH or I have been feeling lately, and it really nice to realise that today, I was actually happy or more that the heavy sadness was absent. Its also' pretty sobering to think that I haven't really been "happy" for 8 months and that sadness has been my constant companion, so much so I am not sure what it feels like not to be sad. Damn hard and long road this one. But I am talking o women who know just how hard each and every step of this journey can be. Reading your posts is testament to that.
Last day of 2009 tomorrow. Not sure I want to say goodbye to it yet, because its the year my children were born, and died.
Hi to the rest of the gals - SPF, Eliselouise, and anyone I've missed thinking of you.
T-hopes i with you there. bring on 2010!
ferrals4 hope af stays away. when was she due? are you gonna test again?
ciara.e snap! i HATE the tww..... i am so impatient.
milly5 :crossfingers: for you in the morning... i have a good feeling :)
Matthew's Mum i'm sure dh will be fine! ;)
Sparkles hope you are doing ok and that next year will be a much better one for you :hug:
dory we posted at the same time. just want to say that means a lot to hear someone say you look happier. i hope the tww goes quickly for you and you get a great start to the new year x
SPK, T hopes - thanks .... hugs.
dory-what a beautiful comment your mum made,wishing you many more.2009 will always be year you'll never forget,you'll always have the precious memories of your children whatever the year and i believe part of them will live on in your children to come, all that bd'ing another could definitely be on the way as we type...t-hopes-i think 2010 going to be a busy year,we'll all be moving to the paml thread...scarypinkfairy-hope you find something to distract you a little bit in tww..
Ferrals - i have my fingers crossed for you. I'm with matthewsmum, you'll be running your own ttc naturopathy clinic in no time haha.
Matthewsmum - not due to test til about the 10th or 11th.. haha.. as if i'm going to have enough patience to wait until then! LOL.
Thopes - enjoy your shagfest! and happy new year to you too!
Dory - its been a big year for you. You'll never forget them. they will always be forever in your heart. Try to look forward into the new year with hope that the new year will bring another special angel into your life. hugs. As for what to do after the shag fest is over... i'm thinking giving your girl a bit of a break would be a good start! hahaha.. surprised you're able to sit down after your mammoth effort!! Time for a pampering i think.
scarypinkfairy - what can i say.. nothing i do will distract me! haha.. impatience must be a female trait!
Thanks ladies,
OK so news is - no AF during the night (YAY).
Did another POAS - still only a very light BFP - if anything, even lighter than yesterday. I of course was just about to burst into tears, while DH murmers something about "dodgey ebay tests". Still crampy while I'm up and about, but fine when I'm in bed - good reason to rest today - that and the fact I hardly slept a wink last night (I'm on a day off - YAY)
Ciarae - thanks. I am going to see my dr early next week (that is if AF hasn't arrived - I'm still not convinced she won't! DH of course is fine, it's me that's having the panic attacks!). The analysing symptom thing - I like to call it the "fake symptoms" and the "real symptoms" - problem is, like with any good fake, it is so hard to tell it from the real one. I hope yours are real ones!
Ferrals - Any news yet? It's not over till the fat lady arrives! I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you - I would love my cycle buddy to get a BFP!
Dory - yep Dr Google! And your post about your visit with your mum was lovely :hug: Here's hoping more happiness is on the way.
Matthewsmum, & SPF - thanks for the thoughts.
Hello to all the other ladies I missed!!
So ladies, I'm going to stay here for a while because I'm still not even convinced it's real yet. And I'll probably POAS every morning for the next three days (because that's how many ebay tests I have left!)
Milly - hoping that line keeps getting darker for you and you can start getting excited real soon!x
Can't remember who asked about what i am doing on my due date but we are actuially going on holidays that day, obviously the holiday got cancelled but of course now it is back on so that will be nice!
Ferrals- I saw my accunpuncturist yesterday who started me on CoQ10 (150mg) so lets hope it helps , i can now add that to me megfol 5mg, vit B6 and B12. I am getting a little line up of pills going on now. She said i have low internal heat(ie low chi/energy) and that this should help get things working the way they should, so fingers crossed it works for both of us.
Hope everyone has a good new years!
Milly-congratz it sounds like you have a bundle of joy on the way looks like ive lost my cycle buddy oh well i will just have to stalk you in the belly belly thread to.
AFM-i'm not even bothering to test again and i will not buy another HPT ever until i am late i am just going to concentreate on getting heathy and trying all these herbal remedies but i have this feeling inside sort of like intuition that i will never get pregnant again and i cant shake it somthing is telling me to sell all abbi's things or put them away i don't know if its just me being negative but it is a similar feeling i had when pregnant with abbi deep down i knew somthing was wrong and that turned out to be true anyway i'm off to work have a great NYE hope 2010 is our year.
morning everyone, milly-sounding really good,if dh worried about test being from e-bay,could you buy just one from the chemist?..sparkles-hope the holiday helps..ferrals-don't sell any of your baby things,it's understandable with what you've been through would knock the positivity out of you,i think that where it's coming from,no other hidden meaning...
Just popping in to see if you all had nice Christmases. It was nice to be home with my family and be taken care of for a while. We just got home last night and all three of us have picked up a stomach bug so we're all laying low for the next few days.
Cherished, greencake and Milly - CONGRATULATIONS on yoour BFP's ! That's wonderful news! I'm really happy for you guys. I'm still hoping to see more BFPS over the next few weeks!
We had a bit of a scare the day before we left on holiday. I started spotting (again). Looking back now, it really wasn't that much but of course at the time it seemed like heaps and I was freaking out. My Dr. got me in for an U/S right away and thankfully everything was just fine. Got to see baby's heartbeat and the tech said he/she was measuring right so I was able to breathe a sigh of relief. She gave me two little pictures which we used to announce our pregnancy to our friends and family back home.
Hi ladies, two weeks out not checking up on how things are in here (we went away to the beach) and I come back to no less than FOUR BFPs! That's so great!
Congrats to eliselouise, cherished, milly and greencake! I'm so happy to read your news and wish you all the best for the next 9 months! Lets see more in Jan!
Ferrals congrats on your wedding, your pic was beautiful :)
AFM 32 weeks here and baby is kicking like a mule and constantly getting the hiccups. It will happen for you too, dreams do come true after pain.
Happy New Year to everyone and may all your wishes come true in the new year xox
Milly - I've never actually had a positive on an ebay test, even though at the time i took them all my store bought tests were a bfp! That's just me, I'm not a fan of the ebay ones.. perhaps you could try a store test? I think if you're getting even a slight line on an ebay test then it should definately be a bfp on a store test. That's just my experience, don't take my word for it though. Good luck hun!
Sparkles, your holiday will be good! I probably should have arranged something like that. I think on my due date i'll be at my DP's best friends wedding. that's just not something I'm looking forward to.
Ferrals - never say never! This year has been a very hard one, and I know sometimes it's hard to look toward the future out of fear that you'll leave the past behind you. But hun, it's ok to look forward and to have a dream or goal. I know you can make this dream a reality, and we're all here supporting you until you get there!!
Twin sister!!!! Hi again! Great to see you're progressing well! Sadly i'm back in this forum :( Great to hear you got to finally share your news with family! and don't stress too much over spotting, with DD I bled almost through the entire pregnancy and she's -here and heathly today. Enjoy your new years!
Smallfryplus - not long to go for you now! congrats! wishing you a calm and peaceful labour and a healthy bub!!
AFM - i'm getting all upset today at my weight :(. haha.. if it's not one thing its the other. I've been pretty sick and not eating much (last few days what i do eat i vomit up anyway) so i would have thought i'd lose weight, but no.. stacking it on. Grr. I lost over 60kgs a few years ago.. and i studied personal training and nutrition to help me keep it off.. just not succeeding this week and it's doing my head in.. with all this ttc on top! I am gonna have to concentrate on my weight over the next two weeks and hopefully that will keep the tww out of my mind!! LOL. Probably just fluid or something from all the vomiting.. perhaps i have a bug?
Well today's the final day of 2009, and now that i've written that... i'm kinda not wanting it to end. This has been a full on year. I lost my grandfather in Feb, Dad a week later in March, Friend in May, Twins in July and the latest loss this month.. I kinda just wanna hang onto all of that just for today at least... Come tomorrow, it's a new year and a fresh slate. And hopefully, a BFP!!
Hi ladies!
I have calmed down a bit now (still not convinced, but calm LOL)
thanks Sparkles! Holiday sounds fab! And yep, I rattle everymorning too!
Ferrals, dont despair! perhaps your just feeling all emotional because your hormonal? I don't mean to disreagard all you have been through, but perhaps just now hormones are making you feel a bit worse than you normally would? I know that I feel very depressed just before AF (and also earlier this week too!!). It will happen for you I am sure of it!! :hugs:
Twin Sister - glad that all is OK!
Small fry - sounds like it's all going well there too!
Matthewsmum - I SOOOO want to buy another test, but am trying to calm the urge to keep POAS, besides I live out of town and would have to drive half an hour just to go and buy a test, which although I don't have a problem with, DH thinks it's silly - he is OK and just knows all is well, it's me having a panic attack! :rolleyes:
Ciarae - doesn't sound like you are a fan of the ebay tests either!
You have had a full on year! I hope you have a nice, peaceful evening and that next year brings you - and all the ladies here - much joy.
Well, I'll be off line for a couple of days (house guests), but I'll be thinking of you all. And I promise to keep you updated!
love & hugs & babydust XXX
HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!
omgomgomgomgomg I AM OFICIALLY CYCLE DAY 2 OF IVF WOOHOOOOO!!!! I'M SO DARN EXCITED, CAN'T WIPE THE SMILE OFF MY FACE IT HURTS!!!!!
I have my 1st FSH injection tonight of 150iu of puregon, and i have never looked forward to getting a needle so much in my life!!!!!:D
Ferrals I hope you are ready for some ear-bashing from me now!!!
Hope you are feeling ok. Has AF shown up?
Milly5 QUIET congratulations, hope you can shout it out confidently over the next few days XXXXX
Ciara....don't even mention weight, or I will put on a kilo!!!;) I havge the treadmill set up ready to go!X So sorry to read it has been such a tough year hun, time to let it go :comfort:
Smallfry and Twinsis :bellyrubs:
Everyone have a great night I will talk more tomorrow my Darlings XXXXX
Hello all my belly belly girls,
I feel bit bad just dropping in given that i'm hardly on here anymore but wanted to let you know I got my official :bfp: today. I had very faint positives on early tests I got off the net for the last 3 days. They had been getting darker but were still very light and these tests are supposed to test at 10miu (rather than 25miu like shop ones.) so I'd been worried it was not strong enough to hold. Had my blood test today and my hcg is 50 and prog. 79 :D The psychic was right she said i'd be pregnant by Christmas and I was, (just didn't know till 4 days after).
Milly and ferrals I have everything crossed for both of you :crossfingers: lets keep the BFPs coming.
Happy New Years everyone.
Sunbeam!!! THAT'S AWESOME!! Congratulations!!!! I can't wait to hear how it all goes over the coming months.
Congratulations Sunbeam
Wishing you a healthy and happy pregnancy
:stickyvibesgirl: :leap: :stickyvibesboy:
That is just awesome news..... This forum is on a roll now... Who will be next???
Sunbeam glad the physic was right! congrats :)
murraycod you are looking forward to injections! lol all for a good cause. hope it all goes well for you.
milly5 i will be waiting for your result. if i was you i'd be out there buying tests! internet cheapies sound more trouble than they are worth :lol:
ciara.e youv'e had a hard year to deal with all those losses. after all i have been through i can't wait for the year to be over.
ferrals4 sounds like you have a plan! i know what you mean about things not feeling right. all through the 3 months i was pg i complained to various people i didn't feel right, and felt like crap but no-one seemed to think anything of it.
afm i am back from my news years party already. there were 3 pg people out of 4 girls that were there and it has tipped me over the edge. i didn't want my dh to miss out so he stayed and i have to pick him up later. a great end to the worst year of my life :crying:
SPF-i diddnt even go to my NYE party i had a bad day at work after the 13 women who fell pregnant after we lost abbi have had their babies and left i dont have to look at preganat bellies anymore i started to feel better at work and a lot happier now today there was 4 in one day 2 skanks pregnant to the same guy and are at each others throats at work and the one who i mentioned not long ago with one ovary and one tube and the 6 boys well she is pregnant with number 7 and to her ex when he came for a visit to see his boys a one time thing and bam! shes pregnant and the other girl who has been with her BF for 2 months so the 2nd wave of pregnant bellies is comming at me so after the worst year of my life apart from marrying my man i cant wait for it to be over my AF hasnt shown her head yet i only used the internet cheapies but i will wait a few more days to see if she shows.
Murrycod -i am here for you i will be going on holiday on the 16th til the 25th with no computer but i should be able to sneak a peak on the inlaws from time to time we are staying near their place we have a house on the beach down the south coast for a week.
Ciara- i have put on 2 kilos and i feel awful i have given myself 2 weeks to lose it i hope it is just AF bloating and will disapear in a few days.
Milly- i know i am hormonal at the moment i just feel like enough is enough and being here when everyone gets there BFP is hard you see i cant even be happy if i get that far i have to wait until 12 weeks to get our genetic test and get the all clear so i have two hurdles to overcome and the odds are not in our favour when your put it all together i might need a break from the forum for a while to get the whole TTC stress out of my head the more people get pregnant around me i dont do to well.
Anyway happy new year everyone i will be back in a few days i need some time off.
Happy New Year Everyone:partysmiley:
I wish you all the best for 2010 and hope that each of your BFP dreams are realised very soon.
Thanks to everyone for the congratulations and well wishes- it meant a lot to me.
Congrats Sunbeam and Milly5:dance::dance::dance:::happyforyou:
Eliselouise thanks for the advice about staying positive please make sure you keep us updated with your progress
Murraycod- sending you my best wishes for the cycle :goodluck: