Hi everyone

Just to let you know my day went quite well considering its my EDD I guess its the end of the heartache in a way as now I can concentrate on getting a BFP so my baby can be with me again. I think the lead upto today was far worse than today so I guess I got the strength from all you lovely ladies on here giving me the courage to get through today so a big THANKS for that, I have a positive frame of mind ATM but I guess it could all fall away in the TWW at the end of the month but for now I am fine.
Murraycod hope your feeling a bit better I known life is hard for you ATM but you are strong you will get through this and soon be looking back kicking yourself for not beleiving in yourself with a growing belly ! I am here for you whenever you need to vent and get off your chest how you feel we all are, ( a problem shared is a problem halfed ) and soon in the BBuddie forum you and I will have other worrys so still a long road ahead.
Ferrals you are such a brave lady don't give up on yourself you were there for me giving me good advice and keeping me going and I am here to say beleive in yourself you can do this again you will get your BFP, we all will and we will all be better people for being on this forum and learning life is not always easy, but life does give us joy as well as tears ! Now be kind to yourself and think positive hold your nose drink the herbs and get to bed !you have work to do !

I wish all you lovely ladies a peacful sleep and pleasant dreams of baby dust flying through your window and landing in your bed !

I managed to get through today and I didn't think I would a few weeks ago but I was wrong and you will all get the strength from somewhere to get up in the morning and smile and say life here I come !