Murrycod-you were on my mind yesterday i hope the day was over without to much pain it is hard to think back to what we were doing at this time last year and then to think a whole year has passed and still no BFP makes it even worse i hope you feel better today.
Bons-welcome to our little or should i say big group of fab gals we are a great support for each other.
Kit faerie-Jealous is my middle name at the moment there have been 14 babies born around me since we lost Abbi so enough is enough it's our turn now.
MissK-lovely poem.
SPF-good to hear you are doing ok good luck with your scan.
T-hopes-herbs yuk! we have heaps to take and havn't even started fertility herbs yet that will be after our 3 months detox unless we get our BFP before then.
Crafty-thinking of you today and happy Bday to your DD you should be able to poas for your CBFM tomorrow mine was day 6 last month and this month i got low readings for a few days then high for 3 days and peak for 2 days then went back to high for one day and then back to low.
Hello to everyone i hope you are all having a relaxing weekend.
AFM- Not real great at the moment 3rd day of high reading on CBFM so don't expect to get a peak until tue/wed but to be totally honest DH and i havn't gone all out we are just BDing when we feel like it maybe when i get my peak reading we will go for it but i have been feeling a bit low we have been busy helping with my nieces 18th Bday party it's a fancy dress black and white theme my DH is sercurity for the night as that is what he does for a living and use to work one of the roughest pub's on the central coast (the beachcomber hotel) so has thrown many d##kh##ds out and has been a bit of a brawler in his younger days so my sister want's him to stop the gate crashers.
I have been shopping for presents and decorations we got her a necklace of her name like carrie off sex and the city its beautiful but it doesn't seem to matter how busy i am keeping myself i still keep thinking it is also Abbi's Bday on the 20th so how do i enjoy my nieces Bday when it was the worst day of my life i should be buying presents for my girl and party decorations for her Bday i don't know how i am going to be i have to be ok for my sister and niece i can't ruin her day.
Well i have rambled enough i am sorry that todays post was not very positive i think i have waited long enough and have endured enough pain for a lifetime i am starting to lose hope that i will ever see those 2 magical lines again i have even lost my desire to plan my cycle this month don't really care when and if we BD i don't think it will work anyway.
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