Trying to Conceive After Miscarriage or Loss Feb 2010

Hello all

Welcome bons you have come to the right place, we all feel your pain and we will all be here to listen to you and give you all the support you need over the next months,
I too lost my bub at 12 wks 5days and tomorow is my EDD so I feel your pain at the moment, but I have met some wonderful girls on here who keep me focused and keep me going so you are very lucky to have found us !
Murraycod well I had my meltdown a few weeks ago and you were there to hold my hand and guide me through, I want you to know that I feel much better now and you will too, it just takes a little time and a lot of effort but you will feel yourself again real soon, I had a terrible time with feeling guilty but I am getting much better at not beating myself up about it now and I promise you will too very soon. I feel so bad telling you about the clomid as you have gone through all what I did at the time but hey I am here I got over it and so will you , FOCUS now on little H coming out of the freezer soon, you are already thinking the worst I know you are but you don,t know yet so give yourself the chance to be happy and positive and welcome the little frosty I will :pray: for you and will be waiting for you to bounce back again ! you are a special friend and I know you will be rewarded soon,
miss k its ok to feel like that we all do at times, wonderful poem thanks for sharing it !
kitfaerie you had me in stitches with the pram and the vasectomy what a picture I had in my head, thanks for that you made my day :ROFL:
scarypinkfairy so glad your ok be sure to pop back and let us know how the scan went,
Ferrals well I guess she is too busy rubbing ointment in her DHs roger ! and then riding off into the next week ! :ROFL: lets hope she gets chance to catch up on us all soon !
enjoy honey you little minx !
Thopes good news for you hope you get your BFP real soon !


AFM well I am doing ok guess I will feel better on monday when I get tomorow over with but like my DH says we can't change the past we can only look forward to the future and a BFP and pray the next one sticks, so thats what I will do look forward and with a smile on my face ! AF has left now so onwards and upwards day 5 tomorow on my CBFM so wonder when I get to POAS oh you know I want too ! ok so its only for ovulation but hey its still exciting to be doing some kind of POAS don't you agree ! :shhh: don't tell them I am a POAS addict ( well we all are )

Hey girls sorry i have been MIA

Murrycod-you were on my mind yesterday i hope the day was over without to much pain it is hard to think back to what we were doing at this time last year and then to think a whole year has passed and still no BFP makes it even worse i hope you feel better today.

Bons-welcome to our little or should i say big group of fab gals we are a great support for each other.

Kit faerie-Jealous is my middle name at the moment there have been 14 babies born around me since we lost Abbi so enough is enough it's our turn now.

MissK-lovely poem.

SPF-good to hear you are doing ok good luck with your scan.

T-hopes-herbs yuk! we have heaps to take and havn't even started fertility herbs yet that will be after our 3 months detox unless we get our BFP before then.

Crafty-thinking of you today and happy Bday to your DD you should be able to poas for your CBFM tomorrow mine was day 6 last month and this month i got low readings for a few days then high for 3 days and peak for 2 days then went back to high for one day and then back to low.

Hello to everyone i hope you are all having a relaxing weekend.

AFM- Not real great at the moment 3rd day of high reading on CBFM so don't expect to get a peak until tue/wed but to be totally honest DH and i havn't gone all out we are just BDing when we feel like it maybe when i get my peak reading we will go for it but i have been feeling a bit low we have been busy helping with my nieces 18th Bday party it's a fancy dress black and white theme my DH is sercurity for the night as that is what he does for a living and use to work one of the roughest pub's on the central coast (the beachcomber hotel) so has thrown many d##kh##ds out and has been a bit of a brawler in his younger days so my sister want's him to stop the gate crashers.
I have been shopping for presents and decorations we got her a necklace of her name like carrie off sex and the city its beautiful but it doesn't seem to matter how busy i am keeping myself i still keep thinking it is also Abbi's Bday on the 20th so how do i enjoy my nieces Bday when it was the worst day of my life i should be buying presents for my girl and party decorations for her Bday i don't know how i am going to be i have to be ok for my sister and niece i can't ruin her day.
Well i have rambled enough i am sorry that todays post was not very positive i think i have waited long enough and have endured enough pain for a lifetime i am starting to lose hope that i will ever see those 2 magical lines again i have even lost my desire to plan my cycle this month don't really care when and if we BD i don't think it will work anyway.

Hey guys i called her on friday ( the Gyn) and Well i go back in for surgery on April 22nd for another LAP so they can check everything again and see what is going on and she said my White blood cells are lower then they should be.. I havent talked to my GYN since ron did his Sperm test and she called and saing your going back for surgery im like for what and she explained since ron was all normal on everything thaty she wanted to chk my tubes and they were chedcked b4 and they were open but she wants to make sure there is no more cyst since that last one showed that i did and the gyn took them off.. and come to find out my pap smear was abnormal and when i moved i never called them to let them know my new number.. Well since she got all my records from my old GYN she noticed that the results came back abnormal so she wants to check into that..


So we will see what she says then.. wanted to give u a update BUT honestly i feel prego again its been almost 3months on the 29 of this month since i lost the lil one last time..
BUT i feel soooo prego so im going to wait till april and see if i start..
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I lost the baby on Decd 29 then had my first cycle on Jan 29 bleed for 45 days and also on Feb 25 but only bleed for 2 days on my 2nd cycle i NEVER go for 2 days..so im assuming if i dont start by april 3rd then i might be prego but im NOT saying nothing to anyone in my family or getting my hopes up till i know for sure everything is going to be alright..


I feel soo bad for not being in here but with 5 kiddos with me i keep busy i get exhausted faster then usually but im enjoying every min with the kids!! i love them all like my own!!

Ron does HELP out alot and let me get naps in between cause i been getting exhausted faster now..
I will get back in her and chat with ya all soon..
Much love and hugs to you all

Thanks soo Much for sharing the poem ..

you all our in my thoughts and i wish you all the best of luck!!!

xoxox Anita

Hi girls - just here to tell you that a warrior walks among you! I rode my bike up Mt Coot-tha today and I am feeling just a little bit invincible. I stopped a couple of times, but I got up there! I'm in the middle of my TWW, and I'm pretty sure that this cycle is not the one, so I was thinking to myself "If I can't get pregnant I will at least get skinnier...at least get skinnier...at least get skinner..." and that became my mantra as I spun those legs up that endless hill. I did it!

How are we all? I've ben reading, but too lazy/busy/boring to post!

TTCALC - tricky. I hope your body sorts itself out. No wonder you are exhausted though, with those 5!

crafty - total POAS addict. I'm pretty sure that admitting you have a problem is the first step :D Hope you only have to do it a few more times! But I know you won't stop just cos you're pregnant. You will be doing it through your whole pregnancy, I can just tell!

T-hopes - good news from your chinese dr! I never ever ever get positive opks. I don't know why. O shows on my chart, and I have a MB that it shows on, but I fail when it comes to those sticks. So I am super proud of you for getting a positive one! Here's to the next positive test, hey?

Kit - could have cried for you. My SIL will be trying for #2 soon and I will die, just DIE if she is pg before me. Our EDD was the same week as her DS's b'day. Worse still for you though is the circumstance. That bites, hun. :hug:

Bons - welcome. Sorry to hear about what you have had to endure. We've all got a little bit of strength to give you; please post your thoughts - these girls have a lot of wisdom to help you through.

And murraycod... my dear darling woman. My heart just sinks for you having to face that. And of all days. Hope you made it through and are now gorging yourself on enormous yabbies. (don't tell the vegans I said this, but YUM!)

The old job I resigned from - they finally contacted me. To invite me to the baby shower of the pg colleague that left me collapsed under the desk in tears. Ummmm.... no thanks. That place stressed me out so much - even talkign to them on the phone I could feel my spine becoming tense. Avoiding further contact.
The weather is cooling down now, which is a reminder that it's coming up to 12 months since we started ttc. It hurts a little bit, but in another way it feels very calming and peaceful. Everything's going to be OK. No matter what happens. Right, girls? :grouphug:

Spot on Snugglybean - we will all be ok!!! And good on you for getting out there and active... i need to find myself some of that... ah whats it called again?? Ah yeah MOTIVATION! Been sitting on the couch right next to my beautiful treadmill all weekend! :dunno: Ah i need to get up off this rump of mine!

xx

Snugglybean, thanks sweetheart XX Your right, things will be ok, we just have to get through the odd crappy day and dust ourselves off. Well done for completing that bike ride woohoo!! (yabbies for tea tonight!!) :dance:

Ferrals, .......sigh.......this week is going to be a tough one for you I know it.
I found, that it wasnt the actual day that was the hard part, but the couple days leading up to it. Will be here for you anytime my friend X

Crafty, I once told you in a PM I think, I imagine you as a mother figure in my life, not because you are older than me, I dunno why, just the things you say to me sometimes is what I would want my mother to say to me, if I spoke to her. So thank you. Can't wait to see how this CBFM works for you!! POAS is way addictive, I'm a closet one, my DH has no idea!!!! I even have gone to the extent of having to stuff the empty box and used stick into the middle of the rubbish in the outside bin so he doesn't bust me!!! I am having an affair with a PeeTest!!!! :doh:

TTCALC, hope you sort things out!

THopes, OMG OMG OMG!!!! Twilight was on Austar last night so I watched it TWICE!!! Oh, Edward just do her already!!:wall: Am sooo in looooove!!!!!

Em, bigg huggs to you right back honey XX As Snuggly said, things will be ok XXXX

SPF, nice to hear from you darling, glad things are going ok, let us know how your scan goes XXXXX

AFM, had to work with my 'Pregnant' Friend today, and TBH, is was ok. We are such good friends to eachother, she is very black and white like me, so there was no bullcrappers going on, she knows how i feel, and she will be there for me when I get Harvey thawed, so we will be ok. Mabey when she finally starts telling everyone and it is the 'Big Talk' on the ward and it is all I ever hear about, it will start to get to me, but for now, I will try to be there for her....as jealouse as I am!!!
My DH is such a darling, I told him about it over the phone last night and he told me that i would be giving her the same suprise in 3 1/2 mnths, so that perked me up a little.
DH always thinks so positive, dunno where he gets the energy from, I really don't, because sometimes I can't be bothered trying to convince myself that things will be ok, when deep down I know they wont.

But they will be ok won't they Snuggles....?? XX :p

HAHAHAHA ME TOO MURRAYCOD!! THe first one finished at 10.29pm so i just flicked it to Showtime 2 at 10.30pm and watched it again! DH just rolled his eyes at me!!!! Oh I have the major love bug too!!! He is soooo dreamy!! I went and saw his new movie - Remember Me on Thursday night... THere were 15y/olds everywhere! I just hid up the back with another friend! !!! :redface: So excited for Eclipse to come out soon!! Countin down the sleeps!!! Gets my mind off life so its good!!!! Just takes me away to my own little world :shhh:

xx

Just popping in for a big :grouphug: hello lovelies.

Sorry I don't post in here much, I have a hard time keeping up in here, but I am here reading everything. I just want to give you all big hugs all the time!

No news from me, I am on CD 20, and 10DPO, have had the usual phantom symptoms...8 more days till I break out the sticks and get my P'er in action :D

Hi everyone

Just to let you know my day went quite well considering its my EDD I guess its the end of the heartache in a way as now I can concentrate on getting a BFP so my baby can be with me again. I think the lead upto today was far worse than today so I guess I got the strength from all you lovely ladies on here giving me the courage to get through today so a big THANKS for that, I have a positive frame of mind ATM but I guess it could all fall away in the TWW at the end of the month but for now I am fine.
Murraycod hope your feeling a bit better I known life is hard for you ATM but you are strong you will get through this and soon be looking back kicking yourself for not beleiving in yourself with a growing belly ! I am here for you whenever you need to vent and get off your chest how you feel we all are, ( a problem shared is a problem halfed ) and soon in the BBuddie forum you and I will have other worrys so still a long road ahead.
Ferrals you are such a brave lady don't give up on yourself you were there for me giving me good advice and keeping me going and I am here to say beleive in yourself you can do this again you will get your BFP, we all will and we will all be better people for being on this forum and learning life is not always easy, but life does give us joy as well as tears ! Now be kind to yourself and think positive hold your nose drink the herbs and get to bed !you have work to do !

I wish all you lovely ladies a peacful sleep and pleasant dreams of baby dust flying through your window and landing in your bed !

I managed to get through today and I didn't think I would a few weeks ago but I was wrong and you will all get the strength from somewhere to get up in the morning and smile and say life here I come !
:grouphug:

Hi Everyone,
Thank you all for the warm welcome!

Murraycod- How long until harvey is thawed? I understand not feeling very positive about everything, and from what i have heard clomid can make it so much harder, glad DH is feeling positive for you both.
Alice- Hope you had a wonderful weekend away.
T-Hopes- I love the Twilight Saga!!!! Im more team Jacob though....Im counting down to Eclipse being released...My DH does the big eyeroll as well hehe (though he did take me to see New Moon, I think he secretly likes it).
ferrals- be brave this week, it will be tough, but Abbi will be watching over you:comfort:
Snugglybean- you are Wonder woman, i love your mantra!
TTCalovechild- I Hope it is BFP for you!

AFM- I had a d & c on the 5/2 after waiting for 2 weeks for everything to happen on its own,then bled for another 8 days, stopped and had (what Im assuming was AF) 4 days after that but only bled for 2 days.....
Im still undecided on whether ttc in april or not, havent really gotten ready, Dh was meant to be leaving for 3 months (Navy), but it has been pushed back to an undetermined date.....
:( Im so confused and probably dont make much sense.

:grouphug:
xxx

Craftmummy so glad to hear that yesterday wasnt too hard on you. You are always in my thoughts and im constantly checking in to see you, ferals, snuggly, murraycod and sunbeam get your long awaited BFP.
Good luck to everyone in here with your TTC journey and i hope and pray for you all that its not too much longer to wait.
AFM just cruising along, 17 weeks today and i dont know where the time has gone.
Sending lots of :stickyvibesgirl: :stickyvibesboy: to each and everyone of you.
Take care

You guys are awesome :) Your all so inspiring, strong, honest and so darn funny xo

Crafty: I'm so glad yesterday was ok, I think the anticipation it is the worst. I truly believe that one day you'll be telling your baby about how they took soooo long to show up, but it was completely worth it. It'll happen sweetheart.

Ferrals: Pish! Giving up is not an option. I second crafty, your gonna drink your herbs, and BD your ass off. Your doing a brilliant job of making a comfy home for a growing baby, so just keep doing what your doing! Your amazing xo

Murraycod: Lol @ your secret affair with the pee test. Naughty ;) Your DH sounds awesome, and I think he's right, you'll be giving her a surprise soon. I'm glad you've found a way through it, it sounds like a good friendship. Oh, and LOL @ edward just do her already! I kinda think that if Bella can't close the deal she should just move over and give me a go.

T-hopes: I'm so glad your feeling so relaxed (well except for a bit of twilight induced excitement, but y'know, it's all good) and congrats on getting the pos ov test, woohoo!

Snuggles: Very impressive cycling m'dear! Mt Cootha is hardcore! I like your mantra, I might have to use it later. Good on you for avoiding your old work place, sounds like a very good idea! And yes, everything absolutely will be ok.

TTCALC: Your gonna wait til April? Wow, that's some serious patience you've got going on there! You sound busy, but happy though! I hope everything goes ok at the docs, keep us in the loop!

MissK: That is a beautiful poem, thank you so much for posting it and for your wonderful reply :)

Em: Do whatever works for you sweetheart, I avoided a lot of reminders for about 5/6 weeks after the D&C, it wasn't until I got my first AF that I felt ok to really get involved again.

SPF: I'm so glad everythings going well! Totally normal to be apprehensive about a scan, I'm sure it will be fine! xoxo

Eliselouise: Glad things are going well!

Kirsten: Oh how i hate those phantom symptoms! Let us know how it goes!

AFM: DH is still sick (bah!) he's got 3 days to get better, and then it's on! We're feeling pretty determined this month, especially cos we totally missed O last time. Lesson 1 in TTC - don't stop BD'ing! Trying not to think about my SIL. Or about my friends who started TTC this month, and are so bright eyed and bushy tailed about the whole thing, DH and I look so bitter compared to them, lol. I hope they never have our experience though. Well my lovelies, I should study. Love to everyone! xo

Hi ladies!!
im back! sorry i have been MIA had some internet issues and then trying to catch up was wayyy to daunting so i avoided you for a couple of days.
I have decided i am not going to attempt to catch up now lol but welcome to the new ones and i am so sorry you find your self here but there is no better place to come for support!

i havent had a chance to read so please fill me in on anything important! ( any BFP's)
nothing happening here. I managed to make it through Kyarna's Due date, i honestly didnt think i would but i did it and it wasnt as bad as the lead up. I am in the TWW at the moment 10 DPO so keep your fingers crossed!!
anyway i better go just thought i would pop in and try to catch up!!

Crafty-glad to hear you got through the day i am not sure whats going on with me i have thought about it every day and i keep going to look at all abbi's clothes and cot ect and not knowing what to feel or think i sort of feel numb i think i will be ok with it on the day because now i am more worried about not falling pregnant again and if it will ever happen so that is consuming me at the moment but if you and murrycod can get through it so can i.
It does worry me a little that i will be sitting there reliving the entire day and the birth and doing the whole what if thing over and over again god give me strength to get through this.

eliselouise-where has the time gone and i am still here good to hear all is well with you.

Kitfaerie-Thanks i am trying.
I hope your hubby get's better soon in time for some serious BDing.

Murrycod-how are you going your DH sound's like mine always optimisic and saying the right things god love them and i feel like you do deep down inside i feel like i should throw in the towel because it is not going to happen for us we have to many things against us it would be a miracle to actually hold a healthy baby in our arms but you will be ok you are still young and have been pregnant before there is every chance that you will have a healthy baby in the near future the doc's have found no problem with you both i know you will succeed i just hope i can come along with you for the ride.

Snugglebean-you are right we will be fine all of us.

AFM-still a high reading on my CBFM so i should peak tomorrow and wed which o is on day 14 well i hope so.
My DH is amazing he has not had one coffee or coke since we started the detox herbs and he reminds me to take them before bed and will make our horrible tea and get our tablets ready for the next day i can't believe he is so dedicated to this i am very proud of him because he was a real caffine addict when we met and had cut down over the years but to give it up all together i never thought he could or would do it he is better at it than me the diet we have to follow is impossible with a family way to expensive but we are doing the best we can no dairy very limited wheat if any no take away except salads or health food stuff but we can't afford all organic and we need to have meat as we cant live on organic chicken or fish very $$$$ so over all we are doing pretty good but i think i would have given up by now if it wasn't for my man.
I really hope i fall pregnant this month i will feel like i have let him down if i don't.
I will say the chinese herbal stuff has made me feel really good way less stress and anxiety.

hi ladies

gosh its a beautiful day in melbourne!! wish i was out there walking abround but stuck in my office :wall:
crafty - im glad that you got thru yesterday, i was thinking of you xx
elise - 17 weeks, wow! thats awesome news love! take care xx

afm - my temp spiked this morning so im feeling excited! Does that mean im officially in my 2WW?? I hope so cause i cant take anymore bdaning tonight, Im already walkin funny! :o

Hope everyone is having a nice day and enjoying some sunshine! xx

Hi there

Mummyof4 so glad you popped in was thinking of you the other day and wondered how you were now we know, goodluck in the TWW you so deserve your BFP and as for catching up well good luck it moves prity fast in here. The Bfps lately well I think spfairy was the last but I may be wrong ! we all still here with some new ladies too now !

ferrals come on honey you can do this. I know how hard it is for you but don't give up lets get back to the topic in hand your DH will be happy to have a smiling wife at the end of the day and if you get a BFP then thats a bonus but if not then you will just have to try again ! I know how easy it is to think about giving up I too think that a lot lately but some little voice inside me keeps saying don't give up just be patient a little longer !

Eliselouise wow 17wks so glad your doing ok nearly half way there ! thanks for thinking of us all we will get to move on soon I know we will !

Thopes know that feeling all sha**ed out and wondering if you got it right this month !
That will be me next week so hope you get your BFP soon .

Murraycod how you doing have you finished the clomid yet ? your little frosty is awaiting not long now all my fingers and toes are crossed for you and your DH is right will be your turn soon to give out the good news !

Well we too have another sunny day in Perth but I wish we got some rain can't remember the last time we had some the grass could sure do with a good soaking !

AFM did my first opk today in my new gizmo so jsut hoping I get a surge this month and not too long away making my DH wait a while before starting the marathan bdancing as don't want him worn out before the finish line !:ROFL:

Mo4 - good to hear you're back in the saddle!! Go girl. God luck with the TWW . I hear you about the lead up being worse than the day. All my love to you and your family for Kyarna's special day.

Ferals - I am with Crafty. YOU CAN DO THIS. Tell your DH you're proud of him. I am too. His committment is awesome. But you won't let him down! You being happy and healty and both working towards your goal, is the most amazing gift you can give him.

Crafty - Fingers crossed. We had the first sunny day in ages here in SE Qld, and I almost didn't notice the sky was blue! It was so nice to see a blue sky. But back to inclement weather now, a couple of cyclones off the coast.

T- Hopes - I have a mental image of you walking like an old cow boy - bow legged! Hope its not that bad. I thought that just before O your temp dropped by 0.2 and then spike at O by 0.5? I am happy to be corrected! Maybe you should squeze one more BD in?

Hi to everyone else. Take care.

Hi Ladies,

I would love to write heaps of personals but I have a client coming in 5 mins and it has taken me so long to read all the posts from the weekend I'm now out of time. So I will just send you all a huge cyber hug until I have more time. :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

KitF- still smiling at the thought of you giving your BIL a vasectomy with a pram :ROFL:

Hi girls XXXX

Finished my Clomid on Saturday, went to have my bloods done today, so should know some time tomorrow if things are fine to organise a date for my FET, I am guessing anytime between the weekend and Tues next week (if my levels are fine but who knows!)
So as usual, just a waiting game, and relying on my body to be doing the right thing at the right time!!

Eliselouise it is so lovely to hear from you!! WOW 17weeks already!! So happy for you, I can't beleive it is that long already, I can't beleive I have been stuck in this part of the forums now for so long.
Not that I don't love everyone here, but geez, will I ever get to see the double pink lines??!! Sigh!!

Dory, wink...every time I see your name I think of Dora the Explorer!! My neice loves it!
Darling I hope you are feeling well XX

Sunbeam, thanks for the cyber hug, right back at ya :hug:

Crafty, can't wait to see how the CBFM works for you!! Am so excited to see the results!! Hey you, me and Ferrals all have our anniversarie within the same week. Glad we can all be there for eachother X

KitF, you will have some seriouse competition on you hands with me and Thopes over Edward!!
Hope your DH starts to feel better soon, and good luck catching that eggie!!XX

Thopes, get one more in for good measure I say!!! 'To Be Sure To Be Sure', I know it's not St Paddies day til Wednesday, but what the heck!XX

Kirsten, 7 more sleeps woohoo!! Have my fingers crossed for you!! Yeah it is buisy here, nice to have so many great girls to chat to but sad we all have to be here.
If I miss a few days I have a lot of trouble catching up!!

Mummyof4 my Lovely Girl, sooo nice to see you are doing ok XXXXX Theres quite a few of us with significant dates that have just passed, or soon to be here, there always seems to be a reminder. I just hope now, we can all get our long awaited dream instead of having to tough it out some more, theres only so much I can mentally and financially take!!XX uggs to you my friend XX

SexKitten Ferrals, honey you and DH are doing soooo well!! It's amazing how slow the days go by while we are doing this, then all of a sudden we look back and can't beleive where all of the days went. Like Elise for instance, 17weeks already and it only feels like a little while ago.
We will get there together honey, just you see XXX

OOOOh the waiting is just yuck! Hope my levels are where they are supposed to be, that will be one hurdle, the next will be thawing, then you girls are going to see a crazy woman!:cool:

Just as I thought I was getting back on top of things - another of DF's friends partners announces they are pregnant. Thank god she did it by sms as not sure how I would handle it being face to face, especially since I know they weren't trying.

Another kick in the guts for me and all I felt like was crying and that but I was at uni when I got the msg.

Sorry about the vent again!!

Hi everyone, i am so slack with personals

Murray - thanks! I AM exploring a brave new world so I could be Dora the Explorer. The name actually arises from Finding Nemo and my team mates thinking I bore a great resemblence to Dory the fish.. in terms of being vague ( and I would add sweet). I am sending you all my positive vibes for everything being good for your FET.... waiting becomes wearing.

Ionna Macca - wow, that's pretty impersonal... but maybe its a sign of the times. I suppose people make announcements on Facebook etc too? Sorry that it hit you hard and got you low. Just remember you are a strong, and special woman, who can weather the storms.

Kit - guess what? guess what?

My fat boy slim, Oliver cat turns 7 today. It seems like only yesterday we got him and his litter mate Kaspar ( RIP). He is a silver tabby and is just soooooooo handsome. As the celebrated birthday boy, he spent the day snoozing and looking askance for treaties and food. Oh we had a good play this morning, which he seemed to enjoy. The funny thing is he snores like a trooper and now he is getting older, drools when he is enjoying himself. Yuck. Hope you and DH are feeling better soon.

Sunebam -& kirsten - hugs

Thanks for the boost ladies it helps i am trying to stay positive.

MO4-you posted today just before me so i didn't go back and check anyway good luck with your tww.

Thopes-you ,murrycod , and i will all be testing at the same time i wonder how many other girls in here have cycles that seem to have fallen in sync.

Murrycod-we just love love loveeeeeeeeeeee the waiting don't we i have a good feeling for you this month bring on the crazy woman i will be in the tww with ya! thanks for putting up with my sooky sooky la la day's i seem to be real positive leading up to O then feel down and that it will never happen and i am a failure must be stupid hormones.

Crafty-Same goes for you thank's for the encouragement i need it right now.

Iona macc-It's awful isn't it no matter how i try to be happy for people and their pregnancies i just can't deep down inside it kills me when i have to face them every day so i try to avoid them as much as possible i hope one day i will get over it.

AFM-i was suppose to be slowing down on the BDing until we get peak reading on my CBFM but so far since my AF finished 6 days ago we have BD 4 times i told DH we need to skip tonight to replenish his stock because i should get a peak reading tomorrow and wed and don't want to have tired leftover sperm lol but with him off work he is a walking sex maniac not that i am compaining but i want to have good quality stuff when it count's so i think i will have to keep him up real late to make him sleepy.

It's time for a new thread my loves. You will find it HERE...