sunbeam-you did the right thing posting,hope it helped a bit to write it down,the injections as well could be messing with your emotions,good luck on the 18/19th.Grief is so hard,hugs
Sunbeam im so sorry to hear your having a rough time at the moment. Dont feel wrong or selfish about posting your thoughts and feelings, thats exactly what were here for, to listen and help out all we can. Your in my thoughts hun
Matthewsmum thanx for asking about me. Im doing well had quite a lot of ms and very tired but other than that im good. 7w3d today so im a little further than last time which is exciting but still finding it hard to get too excited. I have my first scan in about 2 1/2 weeks and if all looks good i think ill probably start to stop stressing so much.
Sending everyone lots and lots of and hoping to see plenty of very soon
Sunbeam, one of the scariest things about ttc after a loss is that thought that something might happen when we finally do get our bfp. Let's face it, its easy to think that if it's happened before it can happen again. And it's certainly NOT wrong to have these thoughts. It's perfectly normal. I would call you a human being for having these emotions today. Yes, the injections could be magnifying your emotional state at the moment.. but the emotions and thoughts had to be there manifesting in the bottom of your soul for it to emerge today. Can I be honest with you? I feel the same way a lot. I'm sooo scared to fall pregnant again because I don't think i can cope with another loss. I just don't know how I could carry on if i had ANOTHER loss. And hearing you having similar feelings just proves to me that its normal to be this way. We wouldn't be human if we didn't struggle. We wouldn't know love if we've never lost it. And we'll never TRULY understand just how miraculous a baby's birth is, until we've struggled to make it happen. I'm sorry that you've had such a trying time today. Removing yourself from work is nothing to be ashamed of. It takes time to work through our emotions, and you're allowed to take that time without feeling bad.
If you EVER feel a little down, please let us know how you're feeling! We're all here with open arms (well, open cyber arms lol). Your pain is our pain. I hope we can work through these struggles together.
xxx
elise, i'm glad things are going well for you. Postitive baby vibes your way hun.
Emmy - day 30? Gosh, she's taking her time to make her appearance! I hope this means that there's a little pea in there hiding from your hpt's.. if not, i hope AF just gets her butt here already!
t-hopes - how was work? are u going to cave and test again?? I wish the smell thing was a symptom... i don't feel positive about that though think i was just exhausted from so much working out and housework!
Ladies, i just wanted to say.... although we're having a rough trot ttc, it IS possible!! A friend of mine has had cancer 3 times. She's had so much treatment that she was told she'd NEVER have kids again. This year she turns 42, and she's currently 6 months pregnant. So we're not too old, or too damaged to make it happen... we're just waiting for our turn.. no matter what method it takes. I hope there are a lot of BFPs here really soon.
ciara.e there is a lady where I work who is about to have her 11th baby or 10th or close to that. She is 45 and had twins not even 12months ago just before her 45th b'day. I need some of her fertility.
Also a 31-34 day cycle is normal for me. I am sick of waiting. Does vitex make your cycles shorter? Maybe I should try some.
OMG are you guys serious! miss a few days and i have 5 pages to trya nd get thru... at least i proved that i was busy around O ROFL
so i am really sorry if i miss things or people!! lol
Here goes!!
ok nope scrap that ROFL
i am just going to be entirely selfish ROFL
well O has come and gone ( no pun intended!!LOL)and now i am fighting my very stupid urge to POAS... any sitck just give me a stick LOL I really want this to be my month.. i knwo that sounds stupid cause we all want every month to be ours but this month just seemed special iykwim... If i got pregnant this cycle, Bubby would be Due on Kyarna's birthday... i think it is a pretty special thng to get it all lined up the exact day... i guess i wouldnt be so excited if i knew that there may be a chance of them sharing birthdays... cause i have to have a c section i already know taht they will not share... just the due date... anyway i guess i am dribbling now...
Of course i am feeling every early pregnancy symptom ( as you do in the WAABW!!!!)
anyway....
I really hope you are going well!
the piggy twins are sooooooo cute!
Murraycod- i really hope EPU went well today and you are not feeling too uncomfortable!
WOW.. with all the post i feel like i been gone for weeks..LOL
I hope you all are doing good and i'm keeping you all in my
Sunbeam~ im so sorry sweetie i know how your feeling ..
Me & DF get so worried if we TTC again that this will this happen to us again.
We are staying Positive and hoping for the best!!
AFM~ No AF yet.. as bad as i hate AF im hoping she comes sooner then later..
But i do have a Question probably TMI
But i have noticed that i have ALOT of sticky & thick CM Mucus i never had that before is that caused from the MC? and should i be worried?
I wont be seeing the Gyn/Ob doc till Jan 26 and had no one else to ask so i thought i ask you ladies..
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think i was just exhausted from so much working out and housework!
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