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Hi all,
I am new to this site after searching the internet for some ladies who understand my grief. Here is my story...
I have been with OH for two years and we began TTC April 09. I am young, healthy and have regular cycles, so naturally I didnt think it would be a long journey. However, it did take us until Dec of 09. I was ecstatic on Dec 19 when i got my BFP - the first ever. On Jan 5, i was 7 weeks but began to bleed. I arrived at the ER where BT's showed my levels were low and a scan showed that i had already passed my jellybean.
I feel empty. And i needed someone who understands.. All i wanted was to be a mummy. OH and I want to start TTC asap as docs say there is no reason we can't. But i am worried about fear and worry consuming my next pregnancy...
Kez.
hey ladies! sorry havent been on in a few days and im a bit behind again!!!
welcome Kez, Sparkles & Kit Fairie - im so sorry to hear of your losses, it is a heartbreaking time and i hope we can help ease the pain a little. i joined in December and have come such a loooong way since then thanks to all the support that i receive every single day from these girls! My friends and family & DH cant believe how much better I have been and its all thanks to these ladies!! We are all going thru this journey together and its so nice not to be alone and that its ok to feel the way that we do for as long as we do!! we are all here for you! xx
murraycod - lovey, stay strong!!!! xx
sorry not much time for perssies...dinner is just about ready but wanted to let you know - AF is now 1 day late.... hmmm this is good! has been very punctual since D&C so this is odd... def must have ovulated late. feeling lots of pinches, pulls, jabs and stabs! Boobs are huge and have a strong metallic taste in my mouth!! tested this morn and got the slightest, lightest ever 2nd line, you can only see it when the light catches it so im not taking it as a BFP yet and dont want to get too excited just in case AF is just late for whatever reason! but DH said that he too can see the line in the light so im not going crazy... but we certainly arent celebrating yet cause there is no colour in that 2nd line just a shadowy thing! Will try again in 2 days!
other thing that makes me feel positve is that when i had u/s last thursday of my uterus it was 13mm thick, surely 5 days later it would have turned into AF being that it was that thick!!!!do they get much bigger than 13mm b4 a period?? Anyway, enough over analyzing things for me but your the only ones that truly understand how obsessive it can all be!!!!! Praying that my gut instinct was right for this month and we get a strong BFP this week! :pray:
xx
Murrycod- ive been keeping my eye on you i just want to let you know progesterone pesseries give you period like cramps i had heaps i felt like my AF was on the way and your vjay jay dries out so bad but it is totally normal so relax and think positive any activity down there this early is a good sign when AF is not due so it all sounds great so far i will be stalking you in this thread until you get your BFP you have been great to me and i couldnt just not check up on you.
Miss you all
ferrals - so nice to see your name in here again... hope your doing ok, dont be a stranger xx:hug:\
to all those with EDD that have recently been or are soon to approach, take it easy and look after yourself. its your special day to remember your angel so do whatever you have to, to get thru it xx
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TinaR - thankyou, I hope you are doing ok are you in another thread that we could chat in? [QUOTE]
Hi Dory - I am in the PAML thread. Let me know if you need the link...perfect place to stress and unwind, stress again!
Evening Ladies
To all you new ladies HI hope you find comfort and strength in here to carry on TTC this forum is full of wonderful ladies all in the same boat and all giving each other support
sorry you had to join us but glad we have had chance to be aquainted !
Ferrals hi sweety glad your still lurking murraycod needs you ! and so do all of us !
hope your doing ok think your TWW is around the corner am I right ? goodluck honey you deserve a BFP along with murraycod but I will be sad to see you all move without me
Thopes sounds good you lucky thing got it right so soon !
Dory so glad your doing ok keep thinking positive and you will get there ! don't be a stranger we still need your support !
Elise louise HI hope your still doing ok !
spfairy how you doing my friend seems there will not be many of us left in here all these BFPs hope we get one real soon too !
Murraycod how you doing ? another day gone by one less to wait :dance:
sunbeam welcome back sorry your not too good hope they sort you out soon !
Matthews mum hi sorry you got BFN know how you feel we have to brush ourselves down and get on with another month ! :hug: for you hope you and I have the strength to carry on this long long road ! thanks for your info made me feel so much better hope your right !
Everyone I missed sorry my head is like a seive must be my age ! hope your all doing ok and trucking along nicely,
AFM well AF gone and dusted thank goodness and waiting now to do OPKs and will be making sure we get it right this month ! if it kills me :ROFL:
Speak soon and keep SMILING :lol:
Ferrals, have emailed you babe XXX Cheers.
All the geat girls who are encouraging me to think positive, thank you from the bottom of my heart, it is just so hard to right now woth all of this darn cramping!!!!!
I hope it is a good outcome, just such long time to wait AAAGGGGHHHH!!!!!
Promise I will be back later on for persies XXXXXXX
Take care all XXXXX
Murrycod- i had to private message you my email is not working we are on holiday down the south coast until sunday so this wireless internet thing we have wont let me email from my bigpond address but i did recieve yours stupid computer so check your PM box.
Hello Ladies..
Just wanted to stop in and say hello..
Hey RIC, i think u might be right about af next week.. first time today i started to get some major cramps since we lost our lil angel ...
6 more days till i see doc ... i got a list of questions for her... ;)
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hope all is well with you all ;)
hugs to all!!
T hopes! I HAVE MY BREATH HELD FOR YOU. It is so exciting & scary for you. I don't know enough about the other science part of it, regarding thickness of the lining etc, but I have everything crossed for you.
Ferals -good to hear that you're lurking.
Murraycod - you are amazing.
Kezzy - I am so sorry and saddened to hear of your loss. In my experience fear after a m/c is a part of any subsequent pregnancy. Each of us find our own ways to manage or mismanage those feelings. What has helped me at times, is honestly, taking a big deep breath and thinking, this is a new pregnancy and I am going to nuture and love my pregnancy and try to enjoy it. An then repeating that over and over. I suppose I learn to live with the fear. It's always there to an extent, and the only thing you can do about t, is choose how you will manage it. The other thing to recognise for yourself, is it takes a lot of courage to try again. So if that's the decision you have made, then remember that you have a courage and strength you probably didn't realise you had. Good luck.
SPF - one of my fur babies has just been so loving and attentive today. Pretty amazing sense of intuition I reckon. The other two? Just off in their own little worlds.
AFM - Don't worry girls, you can't get rid of me that easily! I care for you all too much to run away.
It's the twins EDD today, and I have a weird sense of serenity today, which I didn't expect at all. This journey is just full of surprises. As I mentioned in an earlier post, DH and I are going to plant some trees today, a living memorial to each one of our angels. It was not a planned idea, just something spontaneous. It is just such a beautiful day today, and I am so thankful that I was blessed to have had the twins in my life, even if it didn't work out according to plan. They are a part of me and who I am, and despite the heartache and anguish, they each are mine. And today, it's nice to be able to be at peace with them and remember them, my precious little ones.
Morning all
Been a bit quiet on here lately I guess your all just getting on with the TTC journey and some lucky people are waiting for their BFP to look a bit stronger ( Thopes any news )
Murraycod hope your holding up and ferrals was able to let you sleep a little better and stop worrying so much
Ferrals hope your enjoying your hols and the beach ! and lots of :bd: for that little honeymoon suprise !
Ric hope your well how you doing ?
Matthews mum hope Af has arrived and if not then hope you get your BFP !
everyone else hope your doing ok and busy getting ready for your own BFP we need a few more this month.
AFM well im on day 7 now so just waiting for the right time to :bd: hopefully get my opks with 2 lines on next week and try try again, Bit worried about my :dh: hes been taking pills for high blood pressure for a year now but they really mess him about make him feel sh** so he is now taking a new one but now his ankles and legs are swelling so I :dunno: whats going on with him last time I seen anlkes like that I was 9mnths pg and that was a few years ago, so he off to the GP again ! hope he feels better soon as its the big O day next week ! ;)
Speak soon and keep well !
Hello ladies,
Dory- what a beauitful way to remember your precious twins. I totally share your semtiment, I feel that how ever briefly my babies were with me I am and will always be their mother. I hope you had a very special day.:hug:
T-Hopes-whats the verdict is it a BFP???? ;)
Kezzy- welcome to our thread I hope your stay is short. I'm sure we can all sympathise with your fears, I guess there is no right way to cope except to know that no matter what you will keep trying until you get your forever bub.:comfort:
Murrycod- how are yougoing with your TWW. I don't get why they'd make you wait till 16days past transfer. Hope you are not stressing too much. I'm on progesterone pesseries too and I feel total AF cramps every night :dunno:
Hope eveyone has a lovely day.
Sunbeam just got off the phone to FS Nurse, and she reassured me that the Crinone Pessaries make girls cramp constantly, esp like AF cramping, some girls stronger than others. She also told me the reason for my depressed mood is the Crinone also. Darn Drugs I tell ya!!:wall:
So that has made me a little more at ease, for now;)
Craftymummy you really deserve to catch this egg girl XXX Thank you for the support you have given me, I have been torture to deal with as of late, my poor poor DH.
Dory I do hope that you enjoyed planting your little trees yesterday, that was a lovely idea, I planted a special rose in my garden, I just love it. What sort of trees did you plant??
I hope you are feeling well sweetheart, sorry I not posting much, I'm having a bit of a hard time getting through this TWW.
I find a lot of strength in you, I love your posts XXX
TTCALC well I'm glad to see someone here is happy to be cramping!!!!!:lol: Want mine!!??? Na seriously, I do hope you get your long awaited AF very soon, and I hope she can be kind to youy XXX
Ferrals, darling, thank you. I do hope your holiday refreshes your spirit, and you feel more at ease to join back in this mad bunch of gals here XXXXX
THopes honey how are you and your thick endo doing!? Any news to share yet??
Praying for you XXX
KitF thank you so much for your reassurance XX
I had best welcome the new ladies properly now that I am in a more sane mind, who knows whal will happen in the next hour, so I better welcome now :lol:
Kit, Sparkles and Kezz, I am so sorry that you have all found your way here, but so glad you have decided to join our family and share your TTC journeys with us XX
As you have all guessed already, the girls here are very friendly, we all have a sad story to share, but wisdom to help guide eachother through our hardest times XX
I have said to many, that our little Angel Babies are never far away from our hearts, our greif is never far away either, but each day that passes, I promise you will find more reasons to smile than the day before, yes we all endure many set backs with dates, nasty or un-thaught through comments from friends or family, or even just by going to the supermarket hearing a baby cry, finding out a friend is UTD, or just having a good O'l crappy day, we are all here for you, just yell out and we will be there to help you get through XXXXXXX And hopefully we can share in eachothers great days too!:D
So welcome X ( and sorry it is a little belated from me)
Snugglebuggs, hope you are feeling well today babe, thank you so much XXXXX;)
Sorry to miss a few persies, Eliselouise if you are lurking, I hope you are well honey I miss you XXX I am slowly going mad!!!XXX
Well I got my official letter in the mail today, I have '1 SnowBub' in waiting. 4 were not at grade to freeze unfortunately, so they are no longer.
I am a bit sad by this, I was hoping that if this cycle was not a success, I could atleast get a FET straight away. But now that I only have 1 snowbaby i will have to do another stim cycle, which I won't be able to do unil May.
So please Harvey......stick baby stick.
Murrycod- so glad you got some reasurance from the clinic and that hopfully it will stop the stress a little if not the down mood :hug: I don't know what my pesseries are called but they give me every pg symptom under the sun, as if the TWW weren't hard enough. I hope and pray little Harvey is snuggling in well and that his little snow sibing will be ready in a year or so. My friend had i fresh and 2 frosties and they all took perfectly I hope you can be just as lucky, hang in there babe.
T Hopes- I'm going crazy waiting whats the verdict?:crossfingers: Hope its great news.
Murraycod: Thanks for the welcome :) It's very much appreciated! Best of best luck for Harvey!
Dory: My cat would not leave me alone when I was preg! I had no idea what was going on to start with, I was just like 'What? What do you want?' Lol!
TTCALC: I would like some cramping too, AF is soooo slow!
Thopes: Any news yet?
craftymummy: Oooh it's getting close! Hope you get some answers bout DH's meds!
Kezz: Welcome, I'm new too, but I already feel comfortable here! It's great to have this place.
AFM still no AF, still intermittent cramping, but I've been a weepy cranky mess for the past few days so hopefully that means somethings happening. Seriously, I've felt soooo disgusting, tired of waiting for AF, tired of waiting to see if I got into uni this year (find out in 2 weeks, hopefully), DH and I are moving back to Melbs in 2 weeks and I'm tired of organising that and worrying about getting a rental property, tired of the 4kg I gained with the preg, tired of my skin breaking out. And there is very little I can do about any of it, expect wait it out. Which I'm tired of, lol. None of our friends in Melb knew we were preg, we were waiting to get heartbeat confirmed before we told them, so I know I have a few weepy conversations ahead of me. It's just been hard lately. Sigh, it cant last forever though.
oh just quick ladies - DH not happy at me cause were running late for dinner but still getting a ghosty 2nd line!!! dont know what to think but AF is now 4days late! yayayaya! I went to docs today and had a blood test, please pray for me tonight ladies!! I have a little good feeling, hope i can trust it. doc said its sounding good! will have result by morning.
sorry no persies, will be back later xx :pray:
hi again loveys! sorry about leaving you in limbo for the last few days and thanks for asking after me! Im feeling really scared about calling the docs tomorrow, so nervous.... ill be calling from work so either verdict, im gunna have to keep my poker face on!
Im finding the thought of receiving BT results even more scary because its so blunt, black or white... nothing in between... at least waiting for the 2nd line or then AF lets you down a bit gentler... maybe? does that even make sense!? Im a wreck! Need to go to bed and pretend to sleep! lol
Sunbeam & murraycod - your patience is inspiring! getting closer everyday to you hopefully hearing some great news! xx
Dory - lovely Dory!!! what a beautiful way to remember your angels!Hugs to you sweetheart!
kitfaerie - all the best for your move to melbs!! you'll be close to me!! what part of melb are you heading too?? Hopefully the move will keep you busy and pre-occupied and b4 you know it AF will follow you down to Melbs! She gets around down here.. the tart! lol but in all seriousness lovey, look after yourself and we are all here for you when you have those hard days of telling friends about your little angel xx
TTCAlovec - not long to go now for that appt!!! hope you get some well deserved answers and the doc gets you back on the TTC journey very soon!
crafty - almost BD time! Whoop whoop!! whip out those frilly knickers and DH will be chasing you around the bedroom, heavy ankles and all!!:dance:
ladies - we all deserve a BFP soon, whether its today, tomorrow or 6 mths from now!! They have to be coming our way soon! we are good ppl that for some reason have suffered a lot of pain & loss. Please all know that i think about each of you throughout the day and wonder how you are going. You have all made such a difference to my life!
sweetdreams ladies - will post tomorrow when i can! xx
good luck t-hopes! you left us all on a cliff hanger! i hope your blood test comes back soon and your hcg is nice and high :)
KitFaerie, xsparklesx and kezz glad you felt strong enough to join us on here. it's a tough time we have to go through, but people on here will help you through anything.
KitFaerie sounds like you have a lot on your plate, just take one day and one thing at a time. you will get af back when your body is ready. it took me over 2 months to get regular cycle back, you just have to wait which i know is so frustrating. good luck getting into uni.
murraycod you sound like the drugs are having an effect on your emotions. just as long as you try and remember it's the drugs making you feel the way you do you will get through it. i know cramping signs can be good!
Sunbeam hope you're ok and good luck in tww :)
craftymummy9 hope the opks work for you and doc can sort out dhs ankle problem.
dory that is a nice thing to do to plant the trees for your twins. i was thinking i should do something special like this on my edd too.
ferrals4 nice to see your name on here. hope you will join us again, when you feel ready. we would like to see how your ttc journey is progressing.
afm just about to enter into the tww. i have decided to sit my exam next year (to help with my job), which is a lot of work, so it is keeping me busy. it is basically a whole years work of prep needed, so i need to start now...
hey
BT came back negative. he wants me to test again monday as he thinks it may have been to early to detect and becuase i O'ed later this month that I may have gone back to a 36 day cycle (always used to be b4 d&C)so technically i may not even be late yet???!! so confused! dont know what to think! He said to remain hopeful! I dont think I can! :wall:
Thopes
Hang in there its not over till AF arrives and shes not here yet so fingers crossed for you. Maybe wait a few more days and poas again see how it turns out,
You will be in my thoughts all weekend so keep us all posted !
My boys are on the plane on their way here can't wait to see them :hooray: so I will be a bit busy the next 2 wks but will try to view everyday but may not have time to post !
So murraycod and sunbeam will be checking to see how your TWW goes and murraycod its so hard with those drugs in your system to feel positive but little harvey is gonna be just fine you wait and see :lol:
Ferrals hope you can still walk after your honeymoon ! hope your little egg will :fertilise:
your next in line for a BFP !
spfairy goodluck in your TWW will be a bit behind you so watching your progress !
AFM well guess Im just waiting for the big O day and my chance to catch that egg !
will have to be quiet with a full house !:redface: oh the shame ! got to be done though,
speak soon :bluedust::pink-babydust: TO ALL WHO NEED IT !
Uuuummmmm....Hi Ladies !
I am *sneaking* in here ever so quietly...
I used to post in here last year and have remained a lurker :rolleyes:
A little update for those that may remember -
I had two miscarriages last year :crying: and DH and i had decided enough was enough - we already are lucky enough to be blessed with 3 healthy boys and didnt want to put ourselves through anymore heartache.
Fast forward to now and after many talks - we have changed our minds :rolleyes: and have decided to try again - i just cant stop thinking about having another baby - i dont feel complete and being that we always said we would most likely have 4 i havent been able to let go of that. DH is fully supportive - he is naturally worried about another m/c but so am i.
So basically - AF arrived today and when she is gone it will be action stations for us.
I am sooo nervous but oh sooo excited !!
Look forward to sharing the journey and i will try to keep up...
:bluedust: :pink-babydust:
xoxo
Hi Girls,
So sorry for the ladies that have had to join,its not easy but this is the best place you can be for comfort and support with what ever ur feelings are on any given day.and yes we all understand that these feelings do change at a flick of the switch.
I say it time and time again that i will remain faithful to posting but always seem to fail,i do still get daily updates and read everything thats going on in here. Things just seem to get on top of us at times and with school holidays it has been mayhem in my house.
As my EDD looms near (16th feb) things just seems to really be getting to me so easily.The sight of a pregnant person who cant handle the other 4 kids in tow that i saw at the supermarket last night ,just made me want to burst!!!!!! why?why?why??? i am in now way a perfect mother or even pretend to be to my 2 that i have but it just really gets my goat when ppl can just spit out child after child and not give a rats about them.
Anyway enough venting here from me.
I have commenced my metformin.(im a PCOS sufferer)I convinced my gp to prescribe them as it would save me having to go through the reproductive clinic and waiting 3 months for an appointment with them.I used these when we were trying to conceive DS and within 2 months of taking them, we fell pregnant.SO i started as of xmas day and was over the moon that a few days later,i got dear AF..i knew that taking the tablets would get everything back on track but was so shocked at how soon it happened.Weather or not my ovulation is back on track will soon be known i guess.
Good luck to everyone here and sending all the stickyness and baby dust that can be provided.
Good Luck CB!!! :D
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Hehehe ! Thanks Tanya ! :hug:
Hope you are well - i think of you alot.
xoxo
Hey ladies ..
Murraycod.. No more cramping( just one day) and no af yet.. ;( im begging for her believe that..lol
Kitfaeria~ hope you get yours to sweetie..
Maybe we get it together get our chance of pregoooo and be bellybuddies ;)
T-hopes :( awww hang in there and i got my foingers crossed and its true No af no worries ;) and thanks i feel like i been waiting for months to get into her!
AFM~ no more cramping and no af yet...
but honestly i been peeing alot last 8 days...and i actually feel prego again..
and i really think i O'ed last week to but i didnt think you could do that untill your first cycle starts back up after a m/c.,.. but imnot going to worry or get my hopes up its just wishful thinking so ill know more on 26 ..
:pray: for you all!!
Hi Ladies,
Just a quick hello from me as I've just finished work and I'm off to enjoy my weekend :dance:
Just wanted to say
T-Hopes- hang in there babe I hope there is a little bean in there just being a bit shy yet.
TTCALC-I don't want to get your hopes up either but it is entirely possible to O and conceive before the first AF after a m/c. :crossfingers:
AFM- still crampy and nearly threw up in Woollies this morning when i went to get a bottle of ginger ale because I was feeling so nauseous. I'd like to think this was a good sign but the 2-3 times I've felt like this really early on it has been a BFN come test time. Oh well onwards and upwards.
Have a great weekend everyone.
hello everyone, sunbeam-hope nausea is a good sign of things to come..ttalovechild-i was told you can o 2 weeks after loss...chickybabe-i remember you from when i was lurking,sorry for your losses,hope you get another bfp real soon...hubbabubba-it's not fair...craftymummy-hope your boys love Australia...t-hopes-sorry about the neg blood test...scarypinkfairy-tww going to be busy for you...kitfairie-feeling any better today?..murraycod-hope that feeling of ease has continued today...ric-good luck at specialist...dory-what lovely words you said about your twins,i'm sure your plants look beautiful....ferrals-hope the holiday is just what you needed...kezzy-sorry for your loss,hope another bfp is just aound the corner..sparkles-sorry for your losses,hope your results in april give you the answers you want..emmy-valentine's present sound great..ciara,cookie&mummyof4-how are you guys?..afm-fs gave me a referral to a dr robert woolcott in newcastle (sydney ivf),anyone heard of him??app is in feb,got af today so i should have another o before i see himso here we go again,ask fs why tubes got blocked said sometimes with a loss you can bleed in your tubes ,has anyone heard of this??on another note went to a physic today which was quite upsetting,told me matthew spirit had tried to come before(my mum had a miscarriage),told me to stop blaming myself that it was his decision to not come at that time,so that just opened up another ? why did he not want to stay with us,i'm far from the perfect mother but i'm not that bad...
Matthew's mum: I'm sure your a wonderful mother, your dedication to remembering and doing personals to everyone here says a lot about your concern for others. Maybe get a second opinion? Maybe third time lucky? Maybe write a letter for Matthew, you never know you might feel an answer for yourself. I'm sorry it was upsetting, I hope you feel better soon.
Sunbeam: Enjoy your weekend! Hope you get good news soon.
TTCALC: Arrrghhhhh how annoying is this waiting! Hopefully our bodies will figure out what they're doing soon, it would be awesome to get our cycles back at the same time!
HubbaBubba: I know you feel with the watching ppl with kids, I'm still glaring at pregnant women, lol. There seems to be a loooot of 14/15yr olds who are pregnant at the moment in this town, they're really not my favourite people right now. I hope you get a sticky bubba soon!
Chickybabe: Hooray for trying again! I know it's really scary though, good luck with the journey!
craftymummy: Good luck with O and with being quiet, lol!
Thopes: Crap, that's not the best news. Really hope it's just too early, don't lose hope yet, nothing can really be certain in pregnancy. Just hold on.
As for melbs, not sure where we'll be living! We used to live in Kensington, and I like that area, but a house close to the city is way out of our price range, and I'd really really like a house (so ready to nest, lol) so I think we'll go further out, but close to a train line, maybe northcote?
SPF: Thanks for your advice, it helps to be reminded sometimes that it is just one day at a time :)
AFM major cramping last night! Was so certain that today would be the day, but alas, nope. There was a very slight possibility that I was preg, I had a few symptoms and DH and I did have a bit of an oops (we were using condoms, cos we were certain that we wanted to have 1 cycle before trying). So I POAS, and got BFN, which is GOOD, cos it means that there is no HCG in my system and that preg symptoms are probably just AF symptoms, and that everything is probably going exactly as it should, just at it's own pace. And I got some of the major zit zapping stuff, so I feel very proactive, lol. Thanks everyone for their responses, it really helped. You all rock :)
Hey gals - I just wanted to say thankyou so much for your support and kinds words. It means a lot to me.
The trees we planted ( well DH did and I "supervised") were muraya also known as orange blossom. Both DH and I love them but more so now. When Amelia died in Feb 09 our front garden was full of that beautiful scent. I would go out the front and just sit there and be surrounded by the scent and think of my precious baby girl. So now everytime I smell their perfume, I am reminded of and feel close to all of my little ones.
Not many personals tonight......
Sunbeam - I am so sorry you almost puked, it's awful to feel like that in a public place. But I had that yesterday too. I thought for sure I was going to puke on my boss! This was the most severe nausea I have had in a while. But today not so much, and I feel by comparison, on top of the world and bullet proof ( at least as far as nausea goes).
ChickyBaby 73 - welcome back sis. It took you courage to stop TCC but even more to start again. Hopefully your time in here will be short? Wishin a BFP soon.
KitFaerie - I love my cats. They are pretty amazing. They teach me lessons all the time - ie it's not about me it's about them!
Murraycod - Go you good thing emby Harvey! Sorry the TWW is doing your head in. Glad the FS gave you some reassurance. Hopefully you don't need your frostie, so its all a moot point.
T- Hopes - oh bugger I was hoping for a BFP for you. Uhm, good idea to take another BT because this miracle of our AF cycles is not the same every cycle...... I am gunning for you.
Crafty - go you good thing at egg catching. And enjoy your boys. Hopefully it
s not too hot for them in Aus!
Hey ladies
sorry i haven't been on for a few days. Thanks Matthewsmum and dory for asking about me.
I have just spent so long catching up and i'm so confused! So many posts since i've been on!
I hope that everyone's journeys are going well. Seems to be a few people in the tww so hopefully a few BFPs coming up very soon.
Dory - how was your swim? I certainly have been doing exercise for you!! I have been doing a lot of strength training this week with my trainer. Talk about ouchies! hehe, love it.
I have been busy working hard at organising my new workshop on weight loss for the women of brisbane. Its very exciting. can't wait to get brisbane looking and feeling healthy!
as far as my ttc journey goes - AF arrived on Wednesday. 9 days late. Not happy :(
I know what this means. This is it for me. No more ttc for me. My partner isn't giving in on this one. Its just been too much for us. My friend gave birth to her baby girl last night, another friend gave birth a few days ago. Two more friends on the countdown, one will pop any minute. Its just too hard for me to deal with right now. I just look at these gorgeous little babies and i want it to be me lying in the hospital holding them. I'm happy to take all the pain of childbirth and everything else that comes with it, just to hold my little angel in my arms. But I guess it's just not my time.
The good news is that DP and I talked today about our future, and we're going to focus on setting some goals to work towards... goals that don't have anything to do with ttc. I'm hoping that we only need to take a break and we can start trying soon... but i'm not holding my breath.
Well i won't be ttc for while, but i'd still like to pop in and keep updated on how you are all going!
Please get some BFPs for me!!!!!! Good luck ladies!! Will be thinking of you all.
Ciara I will miss you so much if you don't pop in now and then!!!! I do wish you and DH all the very best for your fresh journeys ahead, I hope you both reach your goals in speedy time, and he will realise how much of a great team you make together. Sweetheart I hope your TTC journeys are not far into the future, you deserve very much to be a mummy, and it will happen, I promise XXX
You have helped me in many ways through my story so far, and I thank you so much, you are a great great girl XXXXX
Dory I love Orange Blossom and yes it does have a beutiful perfume XX I hope that you are starting to feel more confident that this little bean of yours is sticking around for the long haul!XX I'm not confident little Harvey has.
KitF I am so glad to hear that your levels are down to base line now, congrats!! 1 step further towards your goal XXX I hope that AF will show in good time X
matthew'sMum, it sounds to me that Matthew is a strong spirit who has chosen your family to love, that is why he has tried twice, he will try again, perhaps his timing just was not right for everyone, please don't think he doesn't want to be with you, you just can't think like that....I won't let you!!XXX:hug: I am happy to hear that you don't have to wait too long to see FS in Feb, well done X
Sunbeam, I hope you are doing better at this TWW than I am, any more symptoms???
I just dread this part.
Chickybabe73 nice to meet you, glad you have decided to jon in, I hope that your TTC journey here is a friendly and successful one XX I'm so sorry for the 2 losses you have gone though, I pray that you get your sticky bub soon, to complete your dear family XX
THopes I am so sorry you too are going through such an emotional rollercoaster X How are you feeling? Don't give up hope (easier said than done I know;))..........XX
Crafty, have a fantastic time with your boys, .......remember, you said you'd have drinks for us.......:D Don't forget!!!XX
TTCALC I hope you are feeling better today, your FS visit wil be this week won't it??XX
ScaryPF, how are you darling XXX Sounds like you have plenty of homework hey!!:lol: Hope you caught that egg hun XX Good luck in your TWW X
HubBub hope you are well sweetheart XX
Ferrals and Snugglebuggs, thinking of you and miss you so much XXXX
AFM cramping back with a vengance, nasty AF signs knocking on my door, I couldn't help myself today, I POAS and got a BFN ...........:(
Hello lovely ladies, sorry i dont get in too often and when i do there is so much catching up to do that i just cant get my head around doing persies.
Thanks to everyone who has been asking how im going. Im doing really well (well apart from the constant sick feeling) Im 10 weeks todays and so glad that the 1st trimester is almost done and dusted and hopefully ill start to feel better soon.
Sending you all lots and lots of :pink-babydust: and praying that you all get your BFP's really soon.
Murraycod sweetie im missing you lots too and check in very regularly to see how you are doing, hope your journey ends in a lovely BFP very soon
Hi All,
Im very new to all this and not sure how it all works, but i'll give it a shot, I had a missed miscarriage 7 weeks ago, i needed a d&c and i was a little ova 8wks.
I healed quickly but the last couple of weeks hav been tough as i have had bad period pains and all the other symptoms that come along with it, but im not bleeding not one bit!!
We had been ttc for 3 mths and it was our 1st pregnancy, my cycles before were regular and 30 days apart.
Iam a healthy 24yr old, who just wants so badly to move on but dont feel like i can til my cycle is back and not havin these painful cramps.
I have had a scan 2wks after d&c to make sure they got everything, all was good.
I took a pregnancy test that was negative and that was two wks after we had unprotected sex so im pretty sure it would hav picked up a positive by then if i was.
I will go to the doctors, they wont be much help but might be able to run some tests.
Thanks so much.:wall:
hi guys... sorry no persies just have to ask for some support!!
Please please :pray::SAAF: I have been so supper regular since Kyarna was born like to the minute even and now i sit here and type this with No AF.... i am now 2 days late!!!
i am :pray: this is it..... Bit worried tho cause i POAS this morning and it was BFN...
i still have a chance right?
mummyof4 im keeping everything crossed for you, your definately still in with a chance if your cycles are always regulare and Af is not here its all sounding very good. Good luck hun
Sophia sorry to hear of your loss, hopefully you can get some answers from your doctor very soon and get a BFP nice and quickly too :)
sophia-sorry for your loss,hope the cramping subsides for you soon &another bfp is here for you sooner than later...mummyof4-i tihnk your still in with a good chance ,keep us updated..kitfairie-thanks for your nice words,did af come?..murraycod-try not to let poas result get you to down,i think it would just be to early,thank you for your nice words as well...thinking of everyone
Hey Ladies..
Sorry i havent been on for a few days.. been little busy
MurrayCod.. thanks for asking about me..:) im doing much better no cramps again Grrr as bad as i hate it i want her NOW..LOL
Kitfarie~ yes that would be kool if we got them together! :fingerscrossed:
T- Hopes nope not much longer 3 more days Woot woot.. i cant wait to go see the doc.
Sunbeam~ I didnt think so but it sure did seem like i did.. its just that wishful thinking we get after a m/c they say ..
Hopefully soon!@
AFM just waiting for AF and for me to see the doc..
I will stop back in tomorrow i got 5 kiddos here tonite..lol and actually its been pretty mellow and quiet.. and 2 are still up trying to get them to bed..
My fingers are crossed for you all and im sorry for the nones that got AF and i'm :pray: that AF stays away for the ones that are ttc still :)
xoxox
anita
Sophia - Sorry you lost your little one. It's heartbreaking hey and the journey now, is pretty tough. Stick around in here, we are a great bunch of ladies, and by being in here you can get some support, and talk to people who truly know your heartache and it's good to know you're not alone ( although that can bring its own pain too). I can't give you any advice on the cramping, except to go to the Dr.
Ciara.e - Oh sweets. What a tough place to be in right now. Maybe it's a good thing to have a break from the merrygoaround that is tcc, and focus on other things - like exercise and your project? Still I understand its tough.
My swim was awesome. I only did about 1km, and no speed work or continuous distance work as I was trying to swim my cares away and do some light exercise seeing as it's been 3 weeks since I did anything but walking. The last time I did, I went for a great run only 4kms ( running distance is not my thing) and some exercises after ( squats, lunges etc), but over did it, hurt my back ( doing jump overs) and caught some virus that gave me next to no energy. So it's good to feel like I have some energy again! Going for a swim today too - I am looking forward to it.
Murraycod - I still am crossing everything for emby Harvey. But I totally understand how you're feeling, Having felt very similar to you just recently, feeling taht all is lost.
Mo4 - always a chance. Don't be too hard on yourself.
EliseLouise - I am not sure if I said it earlier - well done on the BFP and getting to the 10 week mark. I am pretty excited for you. I am 5 1/2 weeks... and getting better at enjoying each day and not letting fear take control.... one moment at a time. But when I have insomnia ( which I have never really had before so maybe its a sign of my true level of anxiety?) it's pretty hard not to let my fears envelope me..... but that's what fur babies are for - a good cuddle or purr or feed me miaow.
AFM - it seems for me my life is never far away from some sort of drama. I said I was going to visit my aunt on Thursday night, but in the end called and said I wouldn't come because I felt so sick ( I almost puked on my boss at work! yuk I still don't know how I managed not to.) My aunt gave me a hard time about "reneging" and not keeping my word. Not even a sorry you're not feeling well. The thing is I have suffered from nausea for a long time, and I don't often let it get in the way of doing things. Mostly because if I did, I wouldn't have done a lot of things over the past 6 years, so for me not to do something because I feel sick, means I feel pretty rotten. So really I feel indignant and hurt and angry. Going over to see my Aunt after my swim. Wonder how it will go? Hopefully the swim will freshen up my mood towards my aunt. If I was the sort of person to tell her to shove it, this would have been solved straight away! But I am not that person.....
Anyway, thinking o you all as always. Take care my lovelies, even if I haven't given you a persie today.