Craftmummy - I do believe at our age it is probably about catching the right egg but I am baffled as to why I can fall pregnant so easily (usually within 2 cycles) if my egg quality is that poor. And my body seems happy to host a pregnancy as it continues merrily along even after the baby stops growing.

Ferrals - I thought about other testing but it's likely (if things still work) that I will get pregnant again before the testing is complete so I think I am just going to concentrate on being as healthy as I can and hoping for the best. I am not sure if that is naive but that's the way I think I can handle best. I will send you PM as I would love to see your presentation of Abbi.

MurrayCod - I don't think it's bad to have a low patch and focus back to when things were good. It's only a problem if you can't shake that off after a few days. I am quite a melancholy person and sometimes I like to wallow in these old memories. The trick is to just dip your toe in and not get fully immersed (figuratively speaking of course, don't get into the river!).

Sunbeam - I'm thinking of you today.

AFM - I am getting so desperate over my weight. I was 65kg when I first fell pregnant last year and now I'm 74kg. I started gym last month, 3-4 days a week which I've faithfully attended for a month now. I've seriously modified my diet and yet I can't seem to shift anything. Maybe this is another age thing. My body seems to just say, forget it, this is where you are and this is where you stay.