Mannie - Goodluck with weight watchers. Of all the diets my mum has tried over the years, I think she enjoyed weight watchers the most. And it worked too. I hope it works for you too.

Easha - Hope the BT results bring good news. Yay for a little black dot. It may not look like much, but that's your baby.

Polly - I can relate to O time being hard. I still can't decide whether O time or AF is a worse time for me. At least at O time, you can still do something - there's still hope. I you get some good news in a couple of weeks.

Karen van - Congratulations on your BFP! Thanks for all your well wishes.

Shortcake - 3 days late is promising. you get your BFP.

erybery - I can't help with you OPK confusion. Just wanted to send some your way.

Mel - Its great that the lap won't interfere with next cycle. I hope they don't find anything wrong, but I want you to have some answers as well. You're in my thoughts hun. And it sounds like you have fantastic support around you.

meh - Great you have a supportive DH. I know I couldn't go through this if DH wasn't 100% invested as well.

babymiracles - Glad to hear the transfer was successful. I'm praying that it results in a BFP

jen - Glad you got that technical mess untangled yesterday. BB just keeping you entertained, hey?

AFM - Was feeling better towards the end of last week, but yesterday started going downhill again. I always thought my 'black' days were to do with my dad's death. Thats why I never sought help, I thought I already knew the cause. But I've realised that it goes back before then. My first encounter with insomnia was the summer I was 11. And I must have been really miserable to be around, because all I really remember from that time was my mum telling me to "Snap out of it. Next year you'll be going into high school, what will you be like then?" No wonder I've always tried to hide it.

Thankyou to everyone for your support. I'll be seeing my doctor on wednesday, so hopefully I can get the help I need. I have a meeting with a colleague from NZ today. I just have to get through that, then I can focus on me.