Sorry ive been MIA the last wk. We are trying to get my son into the christian school, which menat me and DH have had to do a christinanity course, as we do not attend church on a regular basis. Its been ok, but ive had a few moments of tears there. Last night was the heaven talk, so i had to ask, what happens when baby's pass, do the automaticaly go to heaven. Then it was 2mths since Lilli passed on Wednesday. I took ethan out for the day so we could be busy, but still ended up crying.
Ok so today im at CD13. Ok, can anyone of you help me, when your cervix moves high, how long do you think it will be before a person ovulates??? Last cycle was 32 days, so thinking i should ovulate around day 15-16. I just all confused with this stuff.
Sorry about the lack of personals, i'll be back today to catch up!!!!!!!
smi--Eek! Sounds a little unpleasant! Hope it wasn't as bad as it sounds!
Hey rach... Just wanted to give you a big Happy you got to spend some time with Ethan on Wed. to help distract your mind... but completely understandable that there would still be some tears. What you've endured is heartbreaking, and In my opinion, the fact that you get out of bed and function every day proves how strong a person you are! You're teaching little Ethan so much without even realizing it! About your CP (cervix position) question... you're the most fertile when you're cervix is high, but it can remain high for several days, from what I understand, so it would be hard to pinpoint exactly when you will O. Take advantage of the situation and away!!
Me--Well, I had my appt. this morning.... it went ok, but don't really have any more answers than I did before I walked thru the door! He agrees that my thyroid needs to be checked, but wants me to wait 2 weeks since I've really only been taking my meds consistently for about 2 weeks now. It won't be accurate if we check it right now. He also doesn't think my hormones need to be checked, because he said that if they were off, I wouldn't be having regular periods or be O'ing. He thinks I need to gain weight--I weigh 115 lbs. (52.16 kg) (mollycat--can you believe it--I actually converted!! ) He said it's ok that I'm taking a baby aspirin a day, but that it could have something to do with my periods being heavier... however, he also said it could be my thyroid causing that. Um... what else... I asked about possible endometriosis, but he doesn't think I have that due to lack of symptoms, I guess. So I have a pap scheduled in Mar.--on my b-day Not only is it my b-day, but it will be the day after my 1 year anniversary for my angel.... so much to look forward to! So for now I know nothing new.... will know about my thyroid in 2 weeks (why is it always a 2WW?)
Shortcake - I know its frustrating. But I've only just noticed your angel passed a month ago. I was told AF would take between 4-6 weeks to show. I know some women have waited up to even 8 weeks. I know its so hard to be patient when all you want is to hold your baby in your arms. But it will happen. Big to you.
chappas - I'm so sorry for your friend. At least she has you to help her through this. Keeping you both in my prayers.
smi - Goodluck on the protein levels. Its good that your BP is normal. and
rach - Its perfectly natural for you to miss Lilli. I think you're amazingly strong to be able to carry on and be there for Ethan. Big to you.
jen - Sorry you don't have any answers yet. I hope you get some in a couple weeks. I know what you mean about everything being a TWW. I feel like my life is just slipping away in 2 week increments.
Happy you got to spend some time with Ethan on Wed. to help distract your mind... but completely understandable that there would still be some tears. What you've endured is heartbreaking, and In my opinion, the fact that you get out of bed and function every day proves how strong a person you are! You're teaching little Ethan so much without even realizing it! About your CP (cervix position) question... you're the most fertile when you're cervix is high, but it can remain high for several days, from what I understand, so it would be hard to pinpoint exactly when you will O. Take advantage of the situation and 
away!! 
) He said it's ok that I'm taking a baby aspirin a day, but that it could have something to do with my periods being heavier... however, he also said it could be my thyroid causing that. Um... what else... I asked about possible endometriosis, but he doesn't think I have that due to lack of symptoms, I guess. So I have a pap scheduled in Mar.--on my b-day 
Not only is it my b-day, but it will be the day after my 1 year anniversary for my angel.... so much to look forward to! So for now I know nothing new.... will know about my thyroid in 2 weeks (why is it always a 2WW?) 
for everyone! Will talk again soon!
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