I told Rick just before, it sounded like is was routine with the way i said it lol, he did get a big angry why i hadnt told him before now, and i said i just couldnt, he looked and he and grabbed my hand, and told its ok. But thats it, i dont think he really understands, and am finding it hard to talk to him now about it cos his mum is home, but later tonight i know he will bring it up.
In my opk=hpt?? post, flowerchild said in there that if my levels are 5 and below its normal, if its 5-15 its iffish and dr still wont say im pg. So im thinking my levels are between 0 and 15, so either, im not pg, im just pg, or i had a 'chemical' pg. and the ultrasound combined with finding out my levels are going to be the only thing thats going to give me answers. **** this is so hard, why cant it ever be simple?
Amy - thankyou, and i will be here (as will we all) when you decide to TTC again. Which is soon isnt it? Thankyou for your post, it gave me the strength to let Rick know. xxoo hugs and kisses now and always, Aunty Nema!
KAB - im so not looking forward to the 'dildo' cam, i didnt even know thats what i was having til i got on here and then just freaked out LOL but like you said, i'll be alright i just need answers more than anything. Thankyou, I know i wouldnt of coped very well if i hadnt told him. Sounds like Rowan is one hell of a great guy!
Jayns - YEAH how exciting for you my sweet, booking a u/s!!! Well done, like the Dr said im sure everything is fine!
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