I'm a little unsure when my 2WW will start as my cycles have been getting longer, but i'm on the down hillslide........or right at the very top at least!
Lots of BD either way, regardless of this stoopid cold!!
sunny - i hope your tww flies by and you get your bfp!
afm - i am sooo looking forward to the week end and not being at work and having my mind more occupied to help me get through this tww! arrgghhh. i was having funny pains in my ovaries yesterday. i hope it was implantation. not sure. still feel a slight dull pain in one side today that comes and goes. i don't temp or do any other testing so i guess i just have to continue this waiting game. my b's aren't sore - i would know - i have touched them enough times checking! i still have up to a week to go. i really need to learn to deal with these tww's better! i'm fine until around a week to go...well not fine but as it gets closer i get crazier! anyway, i'm staying positive and this will be my last tww!
i wish everyone a calm and happy friday.....
Last edited by zstar; July 17th, 2009 at 04:17 PM.
DH just called and asked if I wanted to go for breakfast with scott and zoe...zoe is the girl I mentioned about a month and a half ago now, that she told me she was pregnant then gave me the cold shoulder when i didnt want to hang out with them the day after she told me because when i saw her a would just cry....
DH said I just wanted to check first before I invited them because he knew it was awkward for me..and I said to him...well I kinda spat it to him.. "as long as she has a baby in her belly and I do not because ours died, yes its going to be awkward". I did like this girl but now I just dont. I hate her. I am so jealous and I hate that I feel she is being all smug we're still not pg and not only am I not pregnant, Im having a stupid operation to see why we arent pregnant, and to top that off, Im having a damn D&C so I probably wont be ablt o try again straight away anyway!!!!! I want to be cool and relaxed about all this..but I just cant..Im not going to kid myself, it is painful and really makes my blood boil.
Just needed to vent. Possibly will go back to lurking for now.. hrmph!
i just freaked out because my name is zoe and dh is scott. far out. geez.
if she is being 'smug' about her pg when you are around i would avoid her for now. that is not cool. i struggled at the start with my sil while she was pg but she made an extra effort when i was around to keep all the baby talk to a min until i was better inside. you may be on edge until you have your operation and get some answers. i know i would be. get dh to meet up with scott on his own and have a beer or something so that way you don't have to see zoe. can't believe they have the same names!
keep venting!!!! you need to get it out!!!!
Last edited by zstar; July 17th, 2009 at 04:17 PM.
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bring on the weekend.
Agrrhrghrghr!!!!!
I want to be cool and relaxed about all this..but I just cant..Im not going to kid myself, it is painful and really makes my blood boil.
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