Trying to Conceive After Miscarriage/Loss July 2009

So as expected darn AF made a very unwanted appearance today...but I am positive...new cycle, new signature and attitude...this is our month!!!

Ok so this is the attitude of the day...might go back to depressive tomorrow but for today I am going with it...

Hope everyone enjoyed the weekend.

Cherished I am with you...no more buying stuff until I am up the duff and at the 12 week mark. I have got half a wardobe of stuff, with the excitement of DP finally saying yes to having a bub...I have been ready for years - he has been working up to it for ummmm....I dont know 9 years haha...I got a heap of stuff (as did my mum - she is so cute), then I got banned from buying anything else by DP cos he thought I was going overboard...then I fell and all bets were off, I was a shopping monster! Now, I can't even bring myself to look at it...it is all still packed up from our move...I will unpack it all when I am up the duff again! I really can't bring myself to buy anything....very weird when I couldnt stop myself before.

great ticker SSM!

Huroooo

Have just been plodding along looking for any bfp's in here yet..Im optimistic though!

Anila, wow girl you still havent found out either way? Any blood tests being done to check for a sneaky bfp?

Im feeling quite anxious..no impatient..for my new cycle to start..I dont know where Im at...I have a ticker saying about a week or less to go for testing but I dont be testing, its more to keep an eye on my cycle..


REEEEEEEAAALLY NEED SOME HELP!
I know I said this before, but, I didnt know where I was in my cycle before the laparoscopy. I had EWCM the day before the op which was CD10 and a negative OPK that day and the days before that..then on the day of the op when I got home I had an almost positive opk...but keeping in mind I didnt have anything other than a cup of tea to drink since 11pm the previous night so wee was quite undiluted..then it just got lighter again..(the opk..)

They didnt do a D&C I think, but the gynae said she was going to takeka strip of my uterus out, and also I had endometriosis cut out (dont know how much was there) and then I had bleeding which was like a spotting/light flo for 2.5 days...so...Am I on CD10? Or am I 9DPO???

I started having sticky CM then it has started to get runnier and creamy in last 2 days so...:dunno: Also I have temped *2 times** and it seemed kinda high..so not sure whether it it luteal phase temps or not.. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I ordered some OPKs so hoping they'll come tomorrow...

Coco.....i have my fingers tightly crossed about your CM!!! That was and is (besides fatigue) the only preg symptom ive had! I hope my suspicion is true!!! :dance: What are the chances of conception after the procedure?

Keeping my fingers, toes, legs, arms and eyes crossed for you.....you deserve this SO much! :D

no bt coco, but i think af might be on the way, i just found a dot, if its is, then it means no extra long cycle, so thats good, but i hope its not :(

Sunny, i dont think Im pg. We didnt bd when i think I ovulated *THINK...* I dont even know when I did, and I cant remember when we bd'd before the op...

Chances are high after having the op done so awaiting for the new cycle or to see if im in a follicular stage...Im just HATING not knowing where/what/when.

Anila: Sorry hon, :crossfingers: for you!!!

thanx coco, well i was wrong no af today and so far no more red dots, i have no idea what is going on.

edit- well i was wrong, just had some spotting, grrrr

this is a quick "all about me" post. I've been so happy, not loving everything in my life but happy.
Then yesterday I see mail that tells me council rejected my request to waive my traffic infringement as I gave two different stories WTF???
Then driving into Bris this morn a car is in the merging lane and attempting to cut off a semi, who of course swerves to miss this stupid little car. Only problem is I am right next to him so I end up in the centre of the highway trying to not roll my car.
THEN...i decide to go to mums and have a cup of tea to calm down only to find ANOTHER letter from Ipswich city council adding $7.95 to my fine becaude I didn't contact them and they had to do a rego search!
I rang up and ended up in tears saying its bad enough that I've been fined for going to hospital because I was losing my bub but then you add to the fine??? the girl I spoke to was lovely, she read my file and said she honestly doesn't understand and is so sorry, it must be horrible for me and removed the additional fee.
It's just such a crappy morning. I don't want to go to work I just want to curl up in a ball eat chocolate icecream under a blanket and watch dumb tv.

(((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))) Tina, i hope ur day gets better.

Awwww Tina, that really is horrible honey :wtf: to every part of your story! Stupid dam A$$ drivers and stupid people who enforce fines! :wall:

Tina, BIG :hug: for you! Im sorry you've had crappy day :( Thats awful what happened!! Hope they sort it out soon xxxxx

Cherished: I have been slack and not contacted you :redface: Im so happy the bleeding has stopped!!! YAY!!! :confetti: now you can get back into it! :D WOO!!! I am hitting the gym again..I tried the other day but was hurting when I ran so I ended up being there for like half hour then I couldnt stand it..Im sure you'll get rid of the 600g quickly :hug:

Hi to everyone :hello: hope you have a lovely day whereever you are!

DH is away now until wed night so Im going to enjoy some time to myself. I temped this morning and think Im in a luteal phase. So ill keep temping and wait for the "drop" and then we can start again! :leap:

talk later!

Hi ladie's just a quicky from me

Cherished-yeh!!! i'm glad the bleeding is just about gone it has taken forever.

Superstar-great attitude pass some on my way.

Anila-sorry RB has turned up.

Tina-oh my god i'd be a mess after all that.

AFM-had my U/S this morning everything is perfect and my ov are awsome 10+ follicles on left side and 6 on the right and that's just me natrually imagine what i will have when im on all the hormone stimmulant's (goodie goodie)i happy i can brew lot's of eggies i just need to do it when the time is right.

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Anila-sorry RB has turned up.

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Thanks for the thought hun, but all spotting has now ceased :wall:
i wish i knew what my body was up too

but yay for u, thoose eggies sound amazing, good luck hun.

Im spotting! :D Hooray!!!! sort of....

One of the symptoms of having endometriosis is spotting for a few days before your period...a girl i know said that I might spot for a day then get AF. Is that right? I am concerned that if I spot before the period for more than a day that means the endo it still there? Also..Im worried that if the period is extremely heavy/painful whatever, is that bad too?

My post op appointment isnt until september. I kinda want to know now what was going on down there...do you think that's too much to ask? I migth call the gynae and see if they can give me a report..

Hi girls,

At work so just trying to read all the posts between clients, heaps to catch up on.

Cherished- It was me who asked about what tests OB had asked for. Thanks for letting me know, I was just curious in case there was more i could be doing. I've had the blood clotting ones but no genetic tests, hopeful we won't need more.

Ferral- you go girl :cheer: that's awesome news about all your eggies.

Superstar-so glad you are able to feel positive about AF and a new cycle. Here's hoping this one ends in a BFP for both of us.

CatKat- really hoping AF stays away and BFP saves you having to start IUI.:crossfingers:

Snugglebean-welcome to our thread sorry for your loss I hope your stay here is short.

TinaR- I hope you are okay after your near miss you poor thing and then to have to deal with a fine on top of a fine. I can totally understand why you'd want to hide under a blanket and I think you'd be justified in doing so.

Hi to all my other BB buddies.

afm- I'm very happy today as I went to see Pink in concert last night and it was fantastic. I'm also feeling like its the pre game for TTW as I'm starting OPKs tomorrow with the hope that the Clomid will make me o somewhere between cd14 and cd17 rather than my usual cd25. I'm so hoping this is my month because I don't get a go newt month as donor daddy will be away when I'd need him so :crossfingers:.

:( im starting to think i may really have endo, my mum thinks i might too and wondered if thats what caused my mc :(

Anila: Hope you dont honey..Apparently that's what "most likely" caused mine so... *shrug* Im spotting now...Im :pray: that AF comes tomorrow or later tonight otherwise Im going to be suspricious of whether they got it all... :( My happy "omg af is coming yay" feelings are now "damnit, Im spotting and oh no what if they didnt get all the endo and its still there and we cant fall pregnant" feelings... ugh

*sigh* coco, im sorry ur feeling down, lets just huddle in the corner together and close our eyes till this is all over.
I tried to explain to hubby about endo and all my spotting and constant af cramps all cycles, but he was too worried about finding his wallet :wall:
im gonna go see my dr, and hope he can give me an answer rather than me just guessing.