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I just woke up, my head feels like a bowling ball :(
On the up side! I just had a dream that we just picked up "Madison" from the hospital :) There was a sign on the door to the room saying "We welcome Madison into the world" then below it had the date, time weight etc but I couldnt see it...I just knwo the sign had Madison in pink and there were 4 dragonfly's on it and the background was green...
And there on the bed waiting was our baby wrapped up in her blanket with a pink dummy in her mouth with her eyes wide open :) *sigh* I remember saying "this is what's meant to happen, you're meant to leave with a baby when you're pregnant in hospital, not without a baby!
It was so good! :D Hope its a good sign of things to come.
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NattyT
It was really hard because no one seemed to know what to say to us and it made everything awkward for everyone.. and then some tryed to say the right thing but just made us feel worse.. Its so hard sometimes it feels like u wish everyone would just say nothing at all or just talk about something else, so you can keep the grieving private and not feel like its everones buisness.. i dnno thats how i felt anyway.
What an insensitive basterd.. He prolly wasnt thining bout anything but his own problems and didnt fathem before he spoke that maybe there was a personal reason behind it. I hope you put him in his place! some people are so ignorant!
I feel for u hun x hope things get better for you <3
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Natty-it was hard for me one minute i was almost 5mths with a belly everyone was rubbing and all my workmate's were putting in for a baby shower and the next minute they were putting in for flowers and not knowing what to say and the customers were saying gee your not showing yet or you aren't very big so i had to explain 10 time's a day for week's until everyone who knew i was pregnant was told that abbi was gone so i know what you are going through and i have a tattoo of abbi's footprint's and birth date and name on my wrist which a lot of people comment on but it help's me to know that she is with me and when people ask i can tell them i had a daughter even if she wasn't ment to stay.
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NattyT I was quite emotional about it and I was only 7 weeks when we lost ours. The only people that knew were people I work with and they knew I had had some spotting and bleeding, they were all reeeally good. The few that didnt know were so appologetic when they were asking me if I had been getting the blood tests still (hcg ones...) and I ended up taking some time off a month after it happened because I had just been crying at the drop of a hat. After having the month (which was meant to b 2 weeks) off I was good and I had gotten first AF after that so I had a little closure. But the best closure came when I had thid laparoscopy and they found the endo because they're sure thats what caused it.
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Hi everyone,
Its friday again.... Yay for the weekend! How is everyone doing? We have a few in the 2ww it seems. I am 10dpo and thinking of testing on Sunday just to stop myself from thinking about testing.
Sunny i hope all spotting has stopped for you and that you have been able to get some rest. I will be :pray: for you and your baby to be nice and sticky.
Sammy i agree about going to a bulk billed dr when you just want a blood test, referral etc. I know at the local drs here they charge you an extra $10 for an antenatal visit. Even if your only in there 5 minutes. Its almost impossible to get an appointment too and we have no female doctors. Did you test again this morning??? I am so happy for all your BFPs!
Coco what an interesting dream. Ive never had the 'baby' dream. I hope its a good sign for you this month.
Natty sorry you are having to re tell your story and keep reliving your loss. I cannot imagine how hard that must be for you.
Kyrawolfe a little quiet time in your pjs this morning sounds lovely.
Anila how are you doing??
Eliselouise i dont think my dh gets that the time to bd is so short either. It always seems the most important day to db one of us just doesnt feel like it.
Hi to everyone i have missed. Good luck if anyone is testing over the weekend.
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Hi girls,
For anyone that was wondering (except coco as she would have read this in the other thread) after my 62 day miscarriage hell I have an official AF today :hooray: ff has started my on CD1 and I am so over the moon about it!!!!! I wasn't expecting it so early so I will be back ttc again sooner than I thought Wooohoooo :dance:
For anyone else wondering about my test results (again except coco as she would have read this in the other thread) I was expecting to speak to the OB yesterday but I missed his call :doh: thankfully he left a message and said everything has come back in the normal range "so that's good news" and he would call again tomorrow (so that's today) to chat about it. Hopefully that means that everything is 'really' ok and he just wants to actually talk rather than leave a message or it could mean that the results are in the 'normal' range but still a little worrying... How's me analysing his message! :rofl: I am just thrilled though that there is no major problem! :leap:
SOOOO as of today it is like a new start for dh and I ;)
Sunny my friend, how are you going? I am worried about you...
Sammy Congratulations on your :bfp: that's just wonderful news xoxox
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Hi Girls,
Well my cold finally got the better of me and I've taken the afternoon off and have DVDs ready to hop into bed and rest. I was supposed to visit my best friend on the Sunny Coast this weekend but given that I am coughiing to the point that my chest hurts I think resting is a better option, really don't want to end up on antibiotics in my TTW.
Coco- I think your dream sounds amazing and a very good omen. I hope it comes true soon for you. I've had some lovely baby dreams always gives me a nice warm feeling.
Maddison-so excited you will be testing soon. Are you feeling anything that could be a good sign?
Sunny- really hoping that no news is good news and that you are resting up and doing well.
Cherished-Whoooo. So glad you are back in the game, you've been so patient. Hope a BFP is waiting just around the corner.:clap:
NattyT-it is so hard having to tell people after a m/c. The second time round I tried hard not to tell as many people but because all my freinds know I'm trying they all ask and I did not feel I could lie and say I was not pg when I was. Having said that they have all beeen amazingly supportive. I have not told any clients but it would be so hard once it had become obvious. I think we've all encoutered people who are completely insensitive about it or who lean on crappy cliches rather than bothering to think of something decent to say.:hug:
Kyra-so glad you were able to make the most of your nice peaceful morning.
Okay off to bed with my germs. Will check in again later.
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I have had the best day today at work my work mate's showed me how much they care as today being jean's for gene's day and we lost abbi because of a genetic condition i turned up with my jean's for gene's badge and key ring and i walked in and all of them were in jean's for gene's shirt's wearing jean's and they said to me it was in memory of abbi and they will now purchase a jean's for gene's item every year to help raise money into genetic condition's i was in tear's and couldn't believe it.
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Oh Ferrals :hug: thats so lovely !
What a great bunch of people you work with
xxoo
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Ferrrals you just made me tear up! That is the most generous thoughful thing a workplace could do!!! :grouphug: lovely!
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Morning Sunbeam and thanks, I hope there is a bfp for all of us very soon, I will be blown away if I get one in 4 weeks time :crossfingers: How are you and your germs going today hehehe Hope you are feeling better and getting into heaps of zinc & probiotic into you ;)
ferrals That really is wonderful that your work crew have been so thoughtful, there are a lot of beautiful people in the world :D
Chickybabe, it's lovely to see you in this thread, I'm not in here much anymore but they are all such a great bunch of woman and very suportive... I can now ttc again after such a long wait... Good luck getting the bfp that you are after :goodluck:
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Has anyone heard from Sunny? I hope she and bubs are ok.
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Maddison. Her last visit was yesterday but she hasnt made a post since the 6th I think.
Hope she is ok too :(
Cherished, sooo great that you're on a fresh cycle and you can TTC again!! yippee! :confetti:
Hope everyone has a great weekend, I had partial ferning this morning on MB, havent used the OPK yet today. I did a fmu one but i know they dont count???
Looking forward to the BD'ing! Ant is away from monday-wed but we can bd on those days so hopoing o happens in a good timing fashion :D
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Hello ladies!
Thank you all so much for your support.
Coco is right, I have been lurking, but not posting. Im very cautious, as I told Cherished not to re-open the wounds of others. Ive not posted until all my results came back, which they have.
My HCG on thursday was 20,500 and this morning it was 32,000. My DR, who wasnt working today had the results personally faxed through to him and called me at home to give me the result. He is very caring and aware of how I feel and why. He said he was very happy with those results and suggested my dating scan be moved forward as it looks like im a little further along than first thought! I declined. No more brown discharge and still feeling the MS all day. Only a quick post to update you all.
THANK YOU EVERYONE. You're all fabulous women!!!
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Sunny that is such great news. Thanks for letting us know. I kept checking back here to see if you had posted.
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Sunny my ray of sunshine I'm just so happy for you :hug: take care and keep in touch xoxoxo
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sunny that is great news and your doctor sounds very caring which always helps. Good luck with the dating scan and hopefully it shows you are a little further that would be very exciting. Take care of yourself and look forward to hearing how you are progressing xxx Hello to everyone else, dont have time for persies tonight sorry. Played netball today had another win YAY and have just got back from a 2 hour walk up the mountain and am now feeling great. Off to melbourne tomoro for shopping woo hoo. Enjoy the rest of your weekend and chat soon.
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Sunny - Thank you for letting us know. That is really great news that your levels are rising and the spotting has stopped. Very exciting if you are a little further along than expected... Or maybe more than one bub in there???
Please dont ever feel that you cant share your worries here. We all know the pain and worry that you have been through the last few days and although it is hard for all of us we are here to help with all the support we can.
