OMG, you guys are so wonderful! Reading all your posts has just had me crying at work! I am trying soooo hard to be happy about this, and you all have really helped lift my spirits.
BekZ - I know what you mean about the stressful job thing. I refused to do a last minute court appearance this morning (hate doing those at the best of times when it is not my file), because I figured I was under enough stress already. Now it is about ME and NOT work, so I am going to try and take it easy. I had a nice long bath last night to relax myself and am doing my relaxation cd my counsellor gave me each night to try and keep relaxed, so hopefully that will work!
mummyto1 - thank you. You are right - I should try to enjoy this instead of just being afraid all the time. I think if in a week all is still going well I might tentatively book an OB.
Jen - can't wait to come join you in PAML! I might wait a bit before joining you guys over there - I don't want to jump the gun.
Lynn - thank you, and I am sooo glad to read your levels - wow!!!! That is high!!
Salt & Shoegal - I would love to book Mike as he sounds great, but I am quite far SOR so I really need an OB who delivers at SJOGM, as it's the closest to me. I would love to get Dr Blair, but I hear he can be really hard to get into and I am not ready to book yet. Maybe in a week or so, and if I can't get him, I'm not sure where to go... I have never made it that far before (actually, I didn't have private maternity cover with my other pregnancies, so it was never necessary, but now I am all covered!)
Thank you again everyone for being so incredibly supportive to me. I don't know what I would do without you, and of course we have told no one IRL, so your support really is a lifesaver!!
Stay positive - I just know everything will be alright.
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