ELise Louise - I am so sorry sweetheart and I know someone here will be able to help - I am TTC with ICSI so I just do what the Dr tells me. I hope you get that pg feeling back again and a healthy baby in your arms one day - it is what we are all striving for here. I know it is confusing and frightening right now and you have a million Whys? in your head but know that all of us here understand and are here to help.
much love
Delly