Hi everyone,
Bekz, I don't think your dream sounds silly at all. If it was some sort of premonition that there wasn't something right about your last pregnancy then that just means you are in tune with your body and hopefully that will help get you pg next time!
SaltPrincess it was nice (but sad) to hear that I was not alone on 9th Feb when I lost my little angel. It's such a traumatic thing to have to endure. I reckon the reason you didn't feel as positive as you should have about your OB appointment was because being there just brought it all back. I was supposed to make an OB appointment and I still haven't because I really, really don't want to go back there again so soon. It's all just underneath the surface which is probably why you got upset with that stupid medicare guy. I totally understand why that happened.
I felt really sad at the end of last week and over the weekend and the memory of the physical trauma came back to me so strongly. All the blood and the needles and the internals and the D & C and all you can think of is that you're losing your baby. I was worried that I was kind of getting depressed about it but then on Sunday AF arrived so that's a good thing. It was just PMT I was feeling. I was sad but happy to see AF so I feel more positive now too, kind of like I have a plan too Bun! I'm going to ttc this month, I don't want to wait.
Great news about your RE appointment Bun. It's nice to feel a bit in control again.

Tonners