Ferrals darling, I pray that his weekend is more of a release for you, than a sad one XX
You will be in my thaughts tomorrow, and I will be lighting that candle I promised you XXX
Snugglybean I do hope you feel ahhhh GREAT today!! Do you feel anything?? Because you know how we obsess with all that TMI stuff!!
THopes, loved the little joke, brightened my day!X
You an go mad with me XX
Crafty, yeah I remember what you said, hmmm do you have psycic powers??
Alice, sprry you had that dreaded question asked, you know it's funny hey, someone asks you a question that makes you feel like crapoli, but you then spend the next 15minutes consoling them, that you are fine. Hmmm. Have a lovely relaxing weekend honey X
Mildez, scares me a little that we DTD that day, but weirdly excites me also, I thaught about doing the BD last night, but TBH, I am tooooo sore!!
Seriously feel like an explosive has gone off in my girly bitts area, and am now feeling a little constipated with it all
And as you know the WORST thing of all??? Having the 5000iu of Pregnyl, I can't even POAS if I so desperately wanted to next week, because it will come up positive no matter what the real answer...sigh...
Mabey I could go buy a pee stick and pee on it, just for the entertainment of seeing that 2 lines do exist, and they arent just a myth!!!!
Mummyof4, mabey I could pee on some sticks for you then send them in the mail???!!! They'd be second hand of course, but they will have 2 lines on them! Oh the drugs we take
Good luck in your tww honey XX
Bons my first AF after MC was terrible, hope it starts to treat you well for the weekend XX
Sunbeam, I was very suprised to see that I had 5 follies in therr, like, I knew I was sore, but what a shock. I almost think it is suck a waste of so many good eggs!!
When I was doing the IUI treatment, oh, awfull, I had so much trouble getting a big follie, as a lot of girls remember here, not 1 month was the same as the last, I think my last IUI was done on day 24 of my cycle, just waiting for a darn follie to grow. Now look!!
Ferrals i hope that this weekend is a calm and peaceful weekend of happy memories of your beautiful girl.
Murraycod if you have 5... can i have one? lol i can pass on the 2nd hand sticks too, i have my own, pity they only have one line on them.
Alice- I got asked when i was due the day i went to the hospital to pick up my baby girls ashes... i was actually holding them in my hands when i was asked... i too ran off crying. i think people should mind their business some times
SPF- where are you at? i know you just posted but you didnt include anything about you!! lol
AFM- i am so devistaed i POAS and it is a BFN i know i am not due till monday so it could be too early but i have had 3 spots of blood... i think maybe she is coming early. I was so sure ths month was it, super tired and feeling crappy, sore boobs and soooo emotional. It has never taken me so long to get pregnant before i just dont know why we have to be punished twice iykwim. i am stressing a little that i might not get pregnant again and i am sooooo sick of living my life in 2 week blocks. in 10 days it has been 6 months since i found out Kyarna's little heart had stopped beating and then she was born the next day.... 6 months since i have held her and i dont think i am doing all that well with it.... i just want to be able to think about something happy arghhh that is not coming out the way i want it too lol
anyway i better go got to take the munchin to school!
~mummyof4~ so sorry that the stupid test was a BFN. But your right it could be too early. As for feeling like you have been punished twice I feel exactly the same. Its been 6.5months since I lost my wee little baby (or it was surgical removed as I see it with my fertility) I am grieving for not just the bubs I have lost but my fertility (as my tube was also removed at the time) it really stinks. I am sure it will happen for you soon just unfortunately that hasnt been in the time frame you would expect or want. It can be a real insult to your body to give birth at any gestation so it can take some time to get back to how you were before. I hope thats happened now and your about to get another BFP.
murraycod I'd be a wee bit excited also. Then if its a BFP you will be very anxious at that first scan counting heads. Hope this it it for you (just not 5) I only say that as I know the risks to you and bubs. But honestly what are the chances of that many? It would have to be a miracle or 5! I so hope this is it. Can you take any herbs or something to help the lining? I dont know much about lining thicknesses so can't help you there or suggest anything.
CD6 for me. Another 8days just til I have fertility signs.
Ferrals have a happy peacful weekend I managed to get through mine so I hope you do too, yay for pos fertility I am wondering if mine is working but its only day 10 for me and all my sticks look the same big fat blue line on the left nothing only the tinyest hint of a line on the left, oh well time will tell maybe this time next week on day 17 for me who knows.
Murraycod well I do sometimes think of things and then later on they happen just as I imagined so maybe I am a little bit physcic ( cant spell sorry ) I also dream of people no longer here and they normally have a message for me ! so who knows !!!!!!!!!
Mumof4 I hear you its been 6mnths for me also and its not getting any easier I keep busy with the kids I have at home but there is still that emptyness I feel every morning, I too wonder why we have to be punished but hey we are not alone so lets get through this together and try and be positive,
Had this link sent to me and found it very interesting I wonder if anyone else will so incase you will I have added it
Ferrals: Good luck for the weekend sweetheart, remember the good! Take deep breaths and think about the future xo (And BD away!)
Mildez: I find the first 2 weeks really restful, no signs to read til O starts, enjoy the bit of peace that comes before the craziness starts! Really hope this is your month xo
Mummyof4: Ouch, that sucks. I think it was probably too early, when are you going to test again? I know how it feels when you feel like you have nothing positive to focus on, I'm sure you do though!
Murraycod: We'll all be waiting anxiously to see what happens over the next 2 or so weeks! Eeee!
SPF: My mother firmly believes bad things come in three's, so lets hope good things come in three's too! (uh-oh, so if Murraycod gets triplets, is that a good thing or a bad thing??)
Alice: Gah, that sucks. I still count the weeks, it's like pushing on a bruise, you know it hurts but sometimes you just can't help it. Hmm slightly machochistic! And BOO for the totally clueless person who commented! I had someone ask if I was not long after the D&C, I just said ''Not today".
AFM Oh sooo crampy! Only tiny bits of EWCM though, really hoping I O soon. Bit worried I'm having annovulatory cycles, but AF was normal length and flow. I could try something completely different and not analyse every single little thing. That could be a fun change, I'm gonna try that. OR I could do a cervix check. Decisions, decisions. Love to everyone on their own crazy journey! xo
Thank you for the warm welcome. It's nice to be in good company even if we'd all rather keep company some place else (ie in a pg forum!)
I always feel an especial 'tummy pang' when I see someone's loss date is close to mine. Don't know why. There seem to be a few anniversaries and EDDs for people around now. to all.
Scary Pink Fairy: It's heartening to hear when someone is pg again. Yay for a wriggly scan baby and fingers crossed for the rest of the pg.
Snugglybean: Congrats! very exciting news. Sticky vibes!
Ferrals: Thanks for your good wishes re my EDD. You are in my thoughts for your baby's anniversary.
Murray cod: I don't think i could have resisted either... even with risking a brady bunch event! And I love the idea of POAS just to bask in seeing those two lines...even if they might be drug induced!
Craftymummy: The waiting is hard isn't it? I can't believe it's been 6 months. The good thing is i didn't know back then that it would be this long and now i've already done it so hopefully we're 6mths closer to the next bub and not long to go! Love your high tech approach too!
Kitfaerie: Thanks for the welcome. I'm with you: The first two weeks of a cycle are way more relaxing than the last two cos you don't expect any symptoms, results etc.
Sunbeam: Hope your healing goes quickly and AF comes soon.
Alice: Hope things look up for you soon and you do some nice things for yourself on the days you aren't at work.
MathewsMum: yay for another lurker!
BTW: how do you all do it? I didn't want to leave everyone out but it's hard remembering who said what to whom without scrolling back over the forum lots of times. Any tips??!! Otherwise i'll have to give up my day job! 'lol'
Hurray Hurray CONGRATULATIONS SNUGGLY BEAN FOR BFP. GREAT NEWS. WISH YOU A HAPPY AND HEALTHLY PREGNANCY
I I am so happy for you, sending you alots of
look after yourself.
Helloo everyone -
Esp. MurrayCod, Ferrals, Sarah, Mummyof4, Matthew'sMum, Anita, Craftymummy, T-Hopes, Emmy,Sunbeam, Jahzara, Kristan, Alice and everyone else.
Sorry I am not posting in the forum due to heavy workload and other life chores, but i am continuously lurking here and checking everyone's health and well being.
Esp MurrayCod - How are you Darl? Read about your cycle hun, FET got cancelled, but keep on doing the BD, who knows - MIRACLES happens only on planet EARTH. Take care xoxoxx
CraftyMummy - Thanks for the infor about that Cap, are you planning to use it? let me know, i found it very interesting and comments are all +ve in that website, its also cheap as chips...
hows your monitoring on that Gizmo going on? all the best deary.
Ferralssss - how are you? i know its a nice thought to get BFP this cycle, can dedicate that too our little angels. Good luck for BD, hope you get BFP this month.
Cherished - good thought we all need BFP. I am already in the line.
possummagic - to the thread and sorry about your loss. Its a good idea to share your sorrows and feelings to someone who understands and are in same boat like yourself.
Kit - thanks relaxing that you SIL is not preggo and using pregnancy as an excuse to stop an argument is not good. i dont know who ppl come with such bad idea's.
Sunbeam - how are you? hows things?
Alice - Goodluck to new job. thats bad that somebody asked you that are you preg.? it hurts, i can understand how you feel. dont worry, you will be there pretty soon.
Mummyof4 - sorry about negative result on the test. i wish AF stay away from u. take care.
Anita - how are you? how are you feeling? still exhausted, take some rest and look afteryourself.
AFM - i am good, got BFN ofcourse, now on cycle day 6, and also looking for another job (change of job and workplace).
I feel like a labour in my current job(in bank) - heaps on coin lifting, carry loads and loads of coins, which is hurting my back....i would love to get a backache with too much BD but not by lifting coins in the bank.. so decided to look for something else, more relaxing and less stressful....sorry for whinging and whining ladies
Possum, the only thing I can tell you that could help, is when you are replying, you can scroll down that same page so you can read over the latest posts. Tis what I have to do anyway! I have a bad memory!
OH Ric my beutiful !!!!! Sorry you got a bfn, but you are a week in a new cycle now, so hope this is the one for you!!XX Fingers crossed!
I would love to swap jobs with you. I am a nurse, have been for 12yrs, and I am starting to loathe it. I wan't to resign, but it is paying for all of my FS bills at the moment so just have to stay focused. I am now officially left out of the new pregnancy announcements at work, 2 in a week now. Everyone is looking at me, for my reaction, and have heard some giggles behind my back. I hate the place.
KitF, I have tried many times, to ignore what niggles I feel, to my demise, it is totally impossible!! Even now, I hate what my body is telling me, because deep down I know it's just the fertility druggs I have had. GGrr!!
Hope you do O this month, and on time XX
Crafty, I will get back to have a browse at the link you provided, sounds interesting!
Mummyof4, mabey you have experienced an implantation bleed?? Since you tested and got a bfn, if implantation has only just happened, the levels will almost be certainly too low to read.
A few girls have experienced implantation, a lot don't though.
I know Eliselouise got a bfn all the way up to when AF was due, and she was UTD!! So not over untill the Witch arrives full flow!XX
Mildez, my Fs told me that it was near to impossible to get my lining thick enough within the week to do my transfer, so, in saying that, I have no idea why they should be worried about me falling PG naturally (well, not naturally, but you know...) if the lining is too thin?
So as excited as I am about the large number of possible chances I have floating around inside right now, they wouldnt stick anyways.....
PLUS, why now, after 5yrs TTC, 1 MC, 3 iui's and 1 IVF attempt, would it happen now....I should just focus on next month, save the dissapointment!XX
Enjoy CD6 honey XX
Ferrals, if you get a chance to lurk, will be thinking of you XX
Snugglybean, I am desperate to know your beta levels!!!XXX Love to you X
This darn evil Trigger of Pregnyl is doing tricks on my brain, have now experienced every side effect in the book, sore boobs, peeing like a racehorse, butterflies in my tummy, grrrr, I hate Pregnyl.
I guess I need to join you guys now. It's all happened pretty quick.....just over a week ago I got my BFP and then on Tuesday (at 6 wks) I lost it.
Anyway, DH and I want to start TTC ASAP. My doc has said that they recommend waiting a month but I have to go and see her Mon and I'm gonna plead my case lol.
Good luck to everyone and I hope we all get BFP's really soon, and I hope that the pregnancies result in lots of lovely babies!
*gulp* sorry ms cod. I felt so rubbish today that I forgot to make an appointment. No betas til at least this time next week. If I even get them.... I have spent so much of the last year watching betas that I'm not sure if I want to. But on the other hand, I kind of want to know!
On other things... anyone taking maca root? I took powdr caps for the whole of my last cycle. Who knows if that was it, or if this was just our lucky month - but I know how it feels to be keen to try anything! Give it a go if you're keen.
Mildez, scares me a little that we DTD that day, but weirdly excites me also, I thaught about doing the BD last night, but TBH, I am tooooo sore!!
to all. 
you get BFP this month.
to the thread and sorry about your loss. Its a good idea to share your sorrows and feelings to someone who understands and are in same boat like yourself. 
so decided to look for something else, more relaxing and less stressful....sorry for whinging and whining ladies
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