Hi Timnick77, firstly i am so sorry about your two miscarriages, i cant imagine ever going through it again, so i really admire you already for your courage to be TTC again. You will get quickly educated around here, don't be shy, ask anything you want, these girls have a wealth of information between them. Congratulations on becoming a soon to be auntie, although it is hard not to be resentful of those that are having babies, even if it is your sister. Both my sisters have 3 children each and they still dont quite understand what its like not to have children when you really want them. Anyway I hope your stay here is a really short one!!!
Boy, has it been busy in here over the last couple of days! I have a lot of catching up to do!
Salt - your temp is still above the cover line, so it is not definitely over yet. Sometimes temps can do some strange things, so keep positive! I am so proud of you for not testing for so long - such will power! I don't blame you for your feelings over your SIL being TTC soon - it is so hard with family, especially after a loss. I am struggling to be patient, and it hurts every time I see my BIL and SIL and their baby.
Timnick77 - hi and welcome. Sorry to hear about your two losses - I know how awful that is. I felt that I could handle one loss, but two started to push my sanity to its limits. I hope you manage to fall quickly with a sticky little bub this time, and that we can be of help to you. As Twomums said, we are happy to answer any questions you may have. I am on clomid too. It would be really hard to find out your sister is pg with what you have been through recently. That would devastate me - it's awful, because you want to be happy for them, but it's just too hard. You sound like you are handling everything really well, so good on you!
las - sorry to hear about your lining. Hopefully the next scan will be better, and if not, the oestrogen support will work. Sorry the clomid is not treating you well - the things we go through, hey?!
Megan - glad to hear that you are on your way again. I hope the clomid treats Kim well and you will be well on your way to a sticky bub in no time!
Leyla - so glad to hear AF has finally arrived! It's funny when you are excited to see AF - I have had that feeling before too! But it is good to start a new cycle. I hope this cycle goes back to normal for you.
kiwigirl - I hope the results of your BT are all a-ok to start TTC again.
pash - I think I will take your advice about running away from the clinic next month if we don't fall this month! For the sake of my sanity! I know what you mean about hating people who you suspect are pg. I am always scrutinising people who aren't drinking and usually would, and often I am right and know before they tell anyone they are pg. It really bothers me that one close friend of mine told at least one other person (and who knows how many more?)all the details of my m/c (and I didn't want to tell many people), so everytime I see this third person, all I can think about is how she knows something so personal about me yet has never said anything, and it really gets to me! You are not an irrational nasty b1tch!!! We are here for you to winge your heart out to, and we understand. Sounds like a great holiday to Brussels - have a fantastic time!
Cherie - welcome and best of luck for this cycle!
Shoegal - Nina is soooo sweet! I love her! I haven't thought about seeing anyone else at the clinic - I saw dr Hart because he is a Reproductive Endocrinologist, and I was told that 2 early m/cs were probably a hormonal problem, so he was the one to see. He is v nice, but hasn't really done anything except order tests, all of which have come back clear. I really hate having cycles tracked - am not going to do it again. Why do you have to have a HyCoSy? I love Brugge too!! I find early mornings are the hardest too - too much time to think about things. It is also hard getting out and about for the first time - I can remember how much I was dreading going back to work, esp because of the inevitable questions, and we didn't really want to talk about it.
Maz - sorry about your dad
megsmum - sorry to hear about AF. Hopefully next month will bring better things!!
Well I am now about 3DPO, and have had a mixed weekend. DH cracked it on Fri night because I said we had to BD and he didn't want to. I got sooo angry with him, as I hate this process too, and I am the one who has to take medication, feel like a walking pin cushion because of the tracking, get poked and prodded, etc, and there is absolutely no point to any of it if we don't BD at the right time! We did it in the end, but not after a lot of crying from me. I really hate being told when to BD by a clinic, and I hate taking drugs, and I hate tracking, and I hate m/cing, but if we want a family, this is what we have to do, and it effects me more than him, all he has to do is get off, so I don't see what his problem is!! Sorry, rant over, I was just soo angry with him. We had another fight last night because he called me a pansy and I got upset because I have been through so much lately, and he has given me no support whatsoever, I don't even get a hug unless I beg for one, and I am sick of it. I don't know what I would do without you girls, as I certainly don't get any sympathy at home. His attitude is 'toughen up princess' - literally, he tells me this everytime I have a winge about what I am going through, and I am sick of it.
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