well it seems I am not the only one on a downer today. I even cried myself to sleep last night. Just thinking about the baby girl I lost and wanting her to be with me but also the desperation I feel in wanting another baby now is just wearing me down. Is this normal? I am thinking maybe I need to stop focusing on TTC for a while and focus on me and my family. I just keeping thinking this shouldn't be this hard. I feel so selfish to because there are people who have been tyring for years and its only been two months. I guess I am scared that it will happen to me and I will have trouble concieving this time. To top it off still no sign of Af and I did a HPT againand suprise suprise it was a negitive (And it doesn't matter how many angles I turned it or held it under diffent lights in every room in my house (Pure desperation sad I know) a second line did not appear.
Has anyone ever checked their cervix position and is it hard to do?
Salt: I still have myfor you this month maybe your levels just arnt their yet? Are you using Lullaby HPT they detect from 10ml. It is amazing the hope you grab onto from one line?
Zionsmom: I think we all feel like that and I dont think there is a way to deal with it you just do! At the end of the day you have to try because you want that baby in your arms.
Bun: I am so sorry for all that you are going through at the moment. Here I am complaining and your DH is really going through a tough time. I hope that things improve for you both and I really pray this is your month for a BFP.
Good luck to everyone this month Bring on lots of BFP'S
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