Salt - thanks for your support. I have just hung up on DH because he asked what was wrong and I said I have to have the BT and he said 'oh, that's all'. He's not the one who has to sit here all day trying to work and waiting for results, he's not the one who has to go through the pain of m/c, and the fear of another one. I wish he could be just a little understanding sometimes, I am so over this process. How am I supposed to keep my stress levels down when I have all this pressure on me all the time? I was doing so well, but all this interference just stresses me out, and I still don't see how it could actually help me. I am on ADs as I was just not coping after the second m/c, and I seriously struggled at work for a long time. I still do, but I was just starting to get some focus back. I will have to do a HPT tonight, then if it's a BFN, I have nothing to stress about, and if it's a BFP, at least I know, and just have to wait to get my hormone level results to see if it could actually be a viable pregnancy for once. I won't sleep if I wait to test in the morning, so it will have to be tonight. I do have pg symptoms - sore boobs, creamy CM and I have been feeling a bit off and my skin is atrocious - the worst I have seen it. But it could just be AF symptoms, esp as the clomid could mess things around a bit.
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