Okay, I'm back. DP definitely satisfied his urge to spend. He bought himself a scooter so I can have the car to get to work. I lmao watching him riding up and down the street on it. Hilarious.

T-hopes - sorry you're out for this month. I guess it's Nay for May? Sorry, weak attempt to make you smile. Good luck with your lap. Bowel prep doesn't sound fun at all, so I hope it's all over quickly for you and you get the answers you need. Keep us posted on any new developments.

Reet- OMG! You're late! Sorry but I can't help but get excited. I guess that's ok because tomorrow I can be officially excited for you! Can't wait to hear of your BFP. I'm really glad you're sorting things out with DH, and I totally understand the 'attack and defend' problem. Sometimes my DP is so overly sensitive to any criticism that he'll hear things I'm not saying. Eg: "What's that? You're going to do the dishes because you love me?? You're the best, baby." Him: "I'LL DO IT LATER! GOD!!!" lol. Men! It's really good though that he's getting some tests done, it's about time he got involved. So glad you had a great month tho, I must say it's been pretty spectacular for me as well. Hurrah!

Millyd - Don't feel bad for needing time out to regroup after another mc. We totally understand. Geez, I sulked for years. Mostly because I was afraid DP would stick to his 'NO, NEVER' attitude. Anyway, welcome back and CONGRATULATIONS on your BFP. This thread is action packed, lol.

Ferrals - Haven't heard from you for a while, how are you doing??

Damprye - Sucks that AF arrived. I'm so sorry. I guess it's time to get in tune for June? Stay strong, hun.

Dory - Wow, 23 weeks! That's wonderful news. I hope the rest of the pregnancy goes smoothly for you. You're such a kind lady, you really deserve all the happiness in the world. Good luck

Iona Macca - Oooooh, I have my very own stalker. Love it! I'm trying not to over-analyze things, but everything just seems so obvious to me at the moment. Pity I can't turn off my brain and go into hibernation for another week or so! How are you doing?

Murraycod- How are you feeling? Have you told any close family yet? When are you going in for a scan? Wheeee!

And Kit, I haven't forgotten you, here are today's 'symptoms' in list form. lol (not as disappointed as i felt this morning, read on read on)
-Boobies getting sore again
-Nausea. Definite nausea, especially when in the car or subjected to loud noise (weird?)
-STABBING pains in my tummy, more specifically right under my pubic bone. Feels kind of stingy and pully. (never had this before at any stage in any cycle that I can remember)
- lower back ache (again, so not new for me)
-tired.
- increasing CM, lotiony.
- DP says I'm cranky. I was, but I had a good reason. Haha.............

Ho hum, I just don't know. I know you all say it sounds promising, but it's just sooooo early. I feel like a crazy person, but this stuff is definitely not in my head. I will be so sad if I get a BFN, and confused as to why I feel so crap lately! Today I spent some time visualizing a little eggie burrowing in. I've also decided I'm only going to test on a weekend, otherwise I will get ZERO work done. LOL. So my possible testing days are June 5 or June 12. If I feel spectacularly crap, then I'll go for the 5th. AF is due on either 06/06 or 07/06. A day's variance isn't unusual for me, so it'll be hard not to get excited if I don't see blood on time. I suppose that means I could be 6dpo today, not 5. Who knows.

So I guess I'll need to get in tune for June, too!