Sorry just read over that last part and what a grumble-bum I'm becoming. I'm fine until I have to think about Christmas stuff.

On a more positive note. I did catch up with a good friend today. Its funny, but she's the one person (apart from you ladies) I can talk to about everything I'm going through, but she has no interest in having kids herself. She is so anti-kids that its kind of a joke between us and yet she is so understanding. I guess thats what comes of being friends for over 20 years.