Ferrals my darling be positive girl youre almost there. Allow yourself to be happy babe, I understand it's hard, but youre there, the cup is half full X
I know youre scared to be let down, but you should let that wall down and celebrate the good bits of the news you get. Worry about being sad when you have to, you don't have to yet, if at all X enjoy your frustrating journey, because ATM it is totally out of your controll.
(remind me of this in 3 weeks, I have some news to share, and I'm sure you will be shoving my own medicine down my throaght soon enough!)

Matthew'sMum I just want to say what special earth babies you have X That is so sweet what they shared with you yesterday, I'm happy to see that you are now ok, and sorry that yesterday was so hard on you XX Another journey started for you today X A page heavily turned X

Craftymummy strength is what we all have here for you, just not for ourselves!! Sorry you had a meltdown X

Sorry no more persies, I have some news to share and I can't wait any longer to tell you all!!!!!
DH and I were meant to be doing IVF through REPROMED in Mildura JanFeb next year, well I got a phonecall from Adelaide repromed, and they have a cancellation this month and wanted to know if we would like to start treatment as soon as I get my AF!!!!!!!!!!!
Of course I screamed and cried YES!!! (and since it is in this year I get to have the current medicare rebate, not next years expensive one)
My appt with Repromed scientist is next Thurs in Adelaide, he wants to put me on the pill for 2weeks as soon as AF arrives so Im not due for egg collection at Xmas time cuz they closed, but just after.
I am not going to sleep for nights on end I'm so darn excited!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ferrals my dear do I have questions for you!!!!
I can't beleive this has happened so quick, I didn't expect to start FSH until end of Jan10
No fizzies for me at christmas newyear now!