Jen- yes DH is still trianing but he is training at the jail by on new place until the day after Thanksgiving then he going back to training all week out of town and coming home on the weekend he will be done jan 2nd ... so I guess I will offically be back to ttc in jan but I'm so scared to get pg again ...

ATM well I just found out my best friend is pg about two months along so her edd is about a month or couple weeks after what my last edd should have been I want to be happy for her but its a little hard I know she knows how I feel tho she lost a set of twins and had two more m/c's ... I'm looking forward to tcc again but at the same time I'm scared of having another m/c my heart can't take another lost ... I love all you girls big babydust and stickyvibes ....