Thank you so much girls for thinking of me ♥ Gosh it means so much!!!


I saw 2 BFPS!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!

Sending my best wishes your way girls!!

I have been very quiet... very. nothing much to say... I'm still fighting to get back on my feet (even though I keep falling) but I'm sure that when Jan 2009 comes.. I will be ready to TTC again. ♥


The past two weeks have been up and down..
I still have not had AF since my D&C on Sept 12th.. it all sucks. Nope I have tested and tested.. and tested some more.. BFNs.. (not that I want to be preggo right now..not yet I don't feel emotionally ready to handle all the stress with TTCing with meds and all that crap I'm sick of doing. )
2 of my very good friends lost their babies last week. I couldn't help but cry both for them and for myself. One of them was 11 weeks (just like me) and the other one had pre-term labor at 24 weeks and her baby fought.. Oh did he fight.. for 3 days and passed away. WHY??.. Sorry I don't want to bring depressive feelings here.. but God.. why these things happen to the greatest of women????

anyways...

I just want to say.. from the bottom of my heart.. very deep down in my big big heart... I LOVE you girls. Those TTCing I am wishing you the very best!! Those pregnant.. May you have a healthy and beautiful baby when you're due.


I will be here.. lurking still.. but as I was reading I felt so touched that many of you remembered me .. (I'm tearing up) THANK YOU ♥

I LOVE YOU GIRLS!!!!!