Just been catching up with the posts, thanks for your info Murraycod seems thats what im getting at the moment didn't think about it having to thicken up again to grow another bub, after so many kids too
Hi loubee I sent you a message on the other thread you were on this morning so glad you joined us on this one its a great place to let off some steam and get some response from people who really care and know how your feeling !
AFM I had a email from my good friend in the UK I only emigrated here in WA in Jan this year so I have no freinds here but keep in touch with a special friend I only met in the UK when I was expecting my last bub May 08, Anyhow she was a great help to me when I MC and sent me flowers and lots of support through email, Well seems she is pregnant and must have known all the time I was having my MC and didn't know how to tell me,
Anyhow I am so pleased for her but cried my eyes out when I read the email this morning JUST SEEMS EVERYONE I KNOW IS EXPECTING MY HALF SISTER AND MY BROTHERS GIRLFRIEND,
Guess I just gotta pick myself up and get on the best I can !
God it hurts when you hear of someone getting a BFP when they are so close to you,
Not you girls on here we all need to keep each other going and I will be happy for everyone of you ladies who get a BFP because we really really tried hard !
Hi Crafty - I saw your reply and that you are in WA...whereabouts? We came over here from the UK in March 07, like you, no family so I have been really happy to have found BB.
Thanks everyone for the nice welcome - great to have a support network again.
So glad you joined this forum seems we have more in common.
We are in Atwell 20 mins south of Perth city ****burn central is our nearest shopping centre.
I love living here in OZ but its so hard when you know so few people and then you end up having a MC makes you feel so alone, I am trying really hard to stay positive and this forum has been such a help to me the last 6 wks since I joined,
Hope it will do the same for you as its still early days for you, it does get easier with time, but I do find I still have bad days and can't stop crying about what could have been.
Try to take my mind off it by doing knitting or scrapbooking anything to keep me from thinking about what IVe lost,
Crafty, we are in Rockingham...so not far. I do crafts as well, sewing, knitting, crochet, glass beadmaking, painting etc etc...I found it had really helped to take my mind off of things. As you said, there are good and bad days....we also have no family here. PM me and maybe we can meet up sometime....
Thanks to Matthew's Mum, murraycod, coco and scarypinkfairy for the kind words. I feel better now that it has sunk in. As you know the support from this forum is wonderful cause we are all in a similar boat.
If everything goes to plan (and it doesnt for me!) my next O will be in 8 days time. I'm thinking about it but can't stress hubby as when he's pressured he cant DTD. I've only warned him that he can expect to get a bit every second day/night for a while..... needless to say he's happy!! Sorry too much info!
My temps are all over the shop. FF has even decided to move my O day from CD16 to CD27. Highly unlikely.
Looking at the chart, I pick CD 17 as O day.
I'm currently up to CD32, which is not unheard of for me to have a 32 day cycle.
BUT if I O'd on CD17, which I'm sure I did, it puts me at 15DPO, which is very unheard of.
Have been expecting AF since Wednesday, no sign.
This morning I cracked, climbed on a chair, slashed open the "baby box" with all things pregnancy related, and got a POAS out. bfn.
Later this morning, I felt a familiar unease in my tummy.
We weren't trying, in fact hardly BD'd at all this cycle as we've hardly seen each other.
Went for a regular hcg follow up test yesterday arvo - but results won't be in until Monday!
WHAT is going ON? Possibly molar growing back, possibly pg again, don't know, trying not to think of it til Monday, but losing the plot!
Have to get a chest x-ray this week, but I don't want to until I know what is going on! Also, am guest speaking at an event, have to prepare what I'm going to say, and am really struggling with it!
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